昨日11时才睡，今天4.30就起来了。
第一个想到的事情是，现在是什么时间？
再睡一下吧。
但是在那瞬间，我想起了昨晚所发生的一切。
心中的空虚又回来了。
把一切情感藏在心中的最深处。应该是无人可以去发觉的地方。
包括自己本身。
心中一点情感都没有，仿佛失去了，忘了。
但是，越去想它，反而喉咙越难受。仿佛有个东西一直卡在哪儿。
哈。
想不到我在脑中和心中挣扎那么久的事情，
想要的答案，那么容易就被秒杀了。
然后，那一瞬间，我的心停止了，把所有的情感封锁了。
直到今天，去挖掘它的时候，才一点，一点，出现。
但是，真的是这样吗？我能够确定这不是我“想出来”的吗？
我不知道。但是，如果我真的是“做出来”的，我因该不会那么辛苦吧。
真可笑。竟然不明白自己的感觉是真是假。
但如果是假的，那时候的激动又如何解释？对他的关心又是为何？
难道真的是我错了吗？一直以来都只把他当好友对待？
如果真的是这样，那为何我的心会痛？
在他那“不是认真的”一句话之下？
而且。。。
这样真的好吗？还是就真的照着他的方式：“试一下”？
哈，又在苦笑了。真不明白，在这种时刻笑起来是多么的痛苦。
喉咙更加难受。连要喝一口水也难以下口。
我，到底怎么了？
不明白。我很不明白。难道就如四叶所说的，我只是把他当作好友？
呵，我苦笑。是么？真的是那样吗？
那，解释一下我昨晚想逼自己入睡，不要多想的情况，又是为何？
叹气。为何叹气？苦闷。为何苦闷？
又叹了一口气。
我越来越不明白自己了。。。
想故事的时候，把角色的每一个细节想好。
就连他们在感伤的画面时，把它演出来的我，
竟然能够如此地进入状况，心痛，哭了。
那现在的我呢？又在扮演哪一个角色呢？别人，还是自己？
哈哈，真好笑。连自己何时是真，何时是假，也搞不清了。
到底何时的我是真的呢？还是我一直都在扮演着另一个角色？
那，哪个又是真的我呢？
还是，一直都没有这个人的存在？
哈，不知道。但至少我喜欢音乐的事是真的。
啊，确认了。我的心真的是痛了。
哈，还是音乐让我明白自己呢。呵。
但。。。不会更痛苦吗？
叹气。
音乐还真是一个可以带我上天堂，推我下地狱的东西呢。
就和他一样。
唉。。。我看还有一段很长的时间是要忍受的了。
这个苦闷的感受。
这时候的我，已经完全清醒了。
起了身，下了去，准备吃东西。
一把食物塞入口中，咬了几下，才发现自己吞不下去。
胸口非常地苦闷。心，隐隐作痛着。
但是不行，我一定要吃下去，无论多么的痛苦。
但，还真的是痛苦呢。
一口一口把食物强硬的嚼了，吞下。
不只是喉咙，连胸口也是非常的难受，辛苦。
呵呵，又苦笑了。
就算是听着开心的音乐，也会不由自主地想到了那歌词背后，
所隐藏的意思，隐藏着的悲伤。
"Fukuzatsu sugiru, anata no yasashisa..."
这首歌，无论你如何去听，它都是有着一个非常欢乐的调。
钢琴和吉他调皮地弹着，音乐是多么的轻和。
但有谁会去注意到，它第一句的意思就是
“太复杂了，你的温柔。。。”
这已足够表现出那首歌背后的不明白以及暧昧，
友情与爱情之间的混乱。
和我的情况差不多。
再次叹气。我好像每隔5分钟就会想起他，想起那件事。
真是令我烦恼不已。
唉，还真的希望世上真的有“忘却草”这样的东西呢。
但偏偏就没有。
呵，有点明白为何有些人会想去自杀了。因为这样就可以忘了所有的事。
其实，我也有想过呢，但我不会这样做。
第一，怕痛。
第二，我没有这么无聊。
第三，我不想酱快死。
哈哈，又笑了。但是表面虽然笑着，内心却刺痛着。
我还真会演戏呢。然后，变得越来越不像自己。
越来越不清楚自己。
面对家人，面对朋友，面对他。。。
连面对我自己也要带一副面具了。
真是可笑的自己。
可悲吗？不确定。看人们都如何看自己吧。
但我觉得，应该没有人会同情这样的我吧。
就连自己的真假也分不清的人。
呵，又再次的苦笑。笑着我自己。
笑着这个最虚伪的自己。
不过，我很虚伪吗？我一直都很正直，不是吗？
有什么就说什么，不是吗？
但是，我也有隐藏一些关于我的事实呢，不是吗？
叹气。
到了学校，真的以面具对待每个人了。
用着太累作为借口，偶尔与他们欢笑着， 一起癫着。
和平时的我差不多。
但，有谁真的发觉到，我和平时的不同？
应该，没有人吧。除非我说了出来。
哈。也还好没人那么敏感。
否则，我还真的破功了。
我如平时的那个样子，写下了这个东西。
但我不怎么明白，为何要写下来。
是要给别人看吗？还是给自己看？
看看自己有多么的愚蠢，
还是只纯粹要发泄呢？
叹气。
我只知道，我真的喜欢他。
看到他和其他人在一起，心又疼痛了起来。
看到他忽略了我，心更加地紧缩了。
听到他说“不在意”，“不认真”的那些话，
心，马上停止了。
好痛苦。
上课到现在，手不停的写着，心中的情感不停地涌上。
根本没心上课，虽然勉强听得见，写到功课，但心思都放在这儿了。
就因为一句“其实，你是有机会的”，心飘上了天堂。
但也因为一句“我不是认真的”，心，沉下了地狱。。。
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
:: ドキドキしちゃう Aries Part 4 ::
Insert: Anata ga Ita Mori (Fate/Stay Night ED 1, by Jyukai)
。。。何だよあの奴？！？！ くそ！！！！！！！
甚麼...“それは其の時から。。。”って！！！何あれ？！
Haiz... Again. Blurred.
でも、良かった。。。嫌いでは無い。。。Haha...
でも、もし不剛。。。then... Straight *cut*... Haiz...
ずるいだよ。。。まったく。。。あの奴。。。
まあ。。。ちょっと頑張りなさいね、零！
貴方ならばできる！ って。。。
まああ。。。良いか？
でも。。。何か変。。。だって。。。
占有欲强。。。
Haha... 应该要control一下我自己了。。。哈哈。。。
Cannot always say "I love you" to anyone anymore...
Even for just for one day of love > w < (Lol, I love you, today only X3)
まあ。。。ちょっと我慢して。。。
Until finally accept me...
Oh, and the song per entry!!! I recommend... ANATA GA ITA MORI!!!!!! The BEST song in Fate/Stay Night, followed by Hikari, in my opinion. But of course, both are nice. Just that Anata ga Ita Mori have karaoke version X3
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edbb8tegHJs)
Oh, and let me comment of the song. The starting of the piano is soft, tranquil like, then the vocal comes in. The vocal from soft, became louder and louder. Then, the violin and the drums comes in, though the drums are soft. Then the chorus, all instruments went in together, although still you can still feel the tranquil inside it, with sadness of the love.
The second part had more emotion. The instruments are more EMO now, along with the tone of Jyukai. The instrumental breakdown is by the electric guitar, totally describe out the emotion of the song: sadness, unable to meet with the lover, wish to be with you, etc. After the break is the bridge part, where all the instruments became quiet, only then the instruments join back in.
The instruments gets louder before the final chorus, and the emotions flowing out. Then the final phrase, the best part, the most emotional part, before the violins became the main melody of the song, repeating the emotions of the whole song. It ends with soft play on piano, ending the sadness of the song.
Plus the lyrics and translation of the song!!! (I'm so generous today...)
fukai fukai mori no naka honoka kaoru itoshii
hibi no omokage sagashitemireba fui ni anata ga warau
furete mitakute te o nobashitemo hakanaku chuu o matta no desu
anata ni aitakute zutto aitakute zutto omou
nemurenu yoru o watari
anata ga nokoshita hikari to kage no naka ni tsutsumarete naiteiru
dame na atashi o kogashi shizumu yuuhi to
hadashi no mama ai no zangai o funde nijinda aka
furete miyou to te o kazashitara anata no koe ga shita no
aishiteru ima sara todokanu uta wa kaze ni saraware
haruka kiete iitta yo
suna dokei sora takaku tobashite mitemo nani mo
ano hi no ne wa hibikazu
nido to wa sawarenai keshiki tachi ga
sara sara nagaredashite
kesenai fuesugita kuuki kasanesugita kioku to sono te mo sono kami mo
anata ga nokoshita hikari to kage wa amari ni mo ookisugiru no deshita
fukai fukai mori no naka de
===
And the translation!!! (I'm so damn generous today...)
Within the deep, deep forest there is a faint fragrance, it’s lovely
If I search through the everyday faces, surprisingly, I find that yours is smiling
I want to touch it, but even if I reach out my hand to you, fleetingly, you soared towards the sky
I’ve always wanted to see you,always wanted to see you… That’s how I feel
When I pass through sleepness nights
I’m enveloped within the light and shadow you left behind, and I start crying
The setting evening sun burns a useless me
While barefoot, I tread on the wreckages of love and stain them red
When I try to touch you and I hold out my hand, your voice said
“I love you.” Even now after so long, the song which I failed to convey to you is carried off by the wind
And it disappeared far away
Even if I fly as high as the hourglass sky, there is nothing. The sound of that day is echoing
The sceneries which cannot be touched twice are
Rustling and flowing
“Inerasable.” The air is rising too much and the memories are over-piling. Even those hands, even that hair
The abundant light and shadow you left behind were too large.
Within the deep, deep forest...
。。。何だよあの奴？！？！ くそ！！！！！！！
甚麼...“それは其の時から。。。”って！！！何あれ？！
Haiz... Again. Blurred.
でも、良かった。。。嫌いでは無い。。。Haha...
でも、もし不剛。。。then... Straight *cut*... Haiz...
ずるいだよ。。。まったく。。。あの奴。。。
まあ。。。ちょっと頑張りなさいね、零！
貴方ならばできる！ って。。。
まああ。。。良いか？
でも。。。何か変。。。だって。。。
占有欲强。。。
Haha... 应该要control一下我自己了。。。哈哈。。。
Cannot always say "I love you" to anyone anymore...
Even for just for one day of love > w < (Lol, I love you, today only X3)
まあ。。。ちょっと我慢して。。。
Until finally accept me...
Oh, and the song per entry!!! I recommend... ANATA GA ITA MORI!!!!!! The BEST song in Fate/Stay Night, followed by Hikari, in my opinion. But of course, both are nice. Just that Anata ga Ita Mori have karaoke version X3
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edbb8tegHJs)
Oh, and let me comment of the song. The starting of the piano is soft, tranquil like, then the vocal comes in. The vocal from soft, became louder and louder. Then, the violin and the drums comes in, though the drums are soft. Then the chorus, all instruments went in together, although still you can still feel the tranquil inside it, with sadness of the love.
The second part had more emotion. The instruments are more EMO now, along with the tone of Jyukai. The instrumental breakdown is by the electric guitar, totally describe out the emotion of the song: sadness, unable to meet with the lover, wish to be with you, etc. After the break is the bridge part, where all the instruments became quiet, only then the instruments join back in.
The instruments gets louder before the final chorus, and the emotions flowing out. Then the final phrase, the best part, the most emotional part, before the violins became the main melody of the song, repeating the emotions of the whole song. It ends with soft play on piano, ending the sadness of the song.
Plus the lyrics and translation of the song!!! (I'm so generous today...)
fukai fukai mori no naka honoka kaoru itoshii
hibi no omokage sagashitemireba fui ni anata ga warau
furete mitakute te o nobashitemo hakanaku chuu o matta no desu
anata ni aitakute zutto aitakute zutto omou
nemurenu yoru o watari
anata ga nokoshita hikari to kage no naka ni tsutsumarete naiteiru
dame na atashi o kogashi shizumu yuuhi to
hadashi no mama ai no zangai o funde nijinda aka
furete miyou to te o kazashitara anata no koe ga shita no
aishiteru ima sara todokanu uta wa kaze ni saraware
haruka kiete iitta yo
suna dokei sora takaku tobashite mitemo nani mo
ano hi no ne wa hibikazu
nido to wa sawarenai keshiki tachi ga
sara sara nagaredashite
kesenai fuesugita kuuki kasanesugita kioku to sono te mo sono kami mo
anata ga nokoshita hikari to kage wa amari ni mo ookisugiru no deshita
fukai fukai mori no naka de
===
And the translation!!! (I'm so damn generous today...)
Within the deep, deep forest there is a faint fragrance, it’s lovely
If I search through the everyday faces, surprisingly, I find that yours is smiling
I want to touch it, but even if I reach out my hand to you, fleetingly, you soared towards the sky
I’ve always wanted to see you,always wanted to see you… That’s how I feel
When I pass through sleepness nights
I’m enveloped within the light and shadow you left behind, and I start crying
The setting evening sun burns a useless me
While barefoot, I tread on the wreckages of love and stain them red
When I try to touch you and I hold out my hand, your voice said
“I love you.” Even now after so long, the song which I failed to convey to you is carried off by the wind
And it disappeared far away
Even if I fly as high as the hourglass sky, there is nothing. The sound of that day is echoing
The sceneries which cannot be touched twice are
Rustling and flowing
“Inerasable.” The air is rising too much and the memories are over-piling. Even those hands, even that hair
The abundant light and shadow you left behind were too large.
Within the deep, deep forest...
Monday, April 27, 2009
::つまらないAries ::
Insert: Hare Hare Yukai (Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu ED song)
Tsumaranai~ BORING~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~
Okay, enough of complaining. First of all, why I'm boring, it's thanks to the damn time I'm in Asia. I couldn't communicate with the other players in the other half on the world. Haiz... Oh yeah, by the way, you should all go visit this forum:
(Link: z11.invisionfree.com/Forgotten_Chronicle)
It's a Digimon RP, if you know what is a RP. RP in forum meant turn based story-making, or it would seemed to be. Anyway, I couldn't explain more, as I don't know how to explain. You can only know the whole thing by your own when you try playing it yourself.
And yes, I'm addicted to it. FORGOTTEN CHRONICLE ROCKS!!! THE ETERNAL DIGIMON RPG FORUM!!!!!! GRAAAAAAAAAAAH~~~~~~ HEAT UP MY PASSION~~~~~~ Oh, and I love my character, Kakizaki Hiroki, she's a tomboy with a little knowledge of communicating with English orientated people. Yay me for creating such character~ X3
PS: Perasan betul...
Oh, and second reason why I'm so bored is thanks to the stupid EduBox which it SUCKS. The teacher said that today got, but at the end, everyone came but there's no class. Well, today's a holiday, that's why...
But then, I'm able to go to CC and play~ WEEEEEEE~
And that fella is just beside me. Mwahaha~
Song of recom per entry! Today's recommend is Hare Hare Yukai~ The best dancing song ever~ Of course, that is before Lucky Star...
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrzZPXF6kUc)
But then... I FOUND OUT SOMETHING SUPERBLY AMAZING!!!!!! ROCKMAN DANCING HARE HARE YUKAI!!!!!! OMGNWTHOEKLCCBBQLOLROFLMAOETC!!!!!!
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvHu7ENQFbM&feature=related)
Tsumaranai~ BORING~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~
Okay, enough of complaining. First of all, why I'm boring, it's thanks to the damn time I'm in Asia. I couldn't communicate with the other players in the other half on the world. Haiz... Oh yeah, by the way, you should all go visit this forum:
(Link: z11.invisionfree.com/Forgotten_Chronicle)
It's a Digimon RP, if you know what is a RP. RP in forum meant turn based story-making, or it would seemed to be. Anyway, I couldn't explain more, as I don't know how to explain. You can only know the whole thing by your own when you try playing it yourself.
And yes, I'm addicted to it. FORGOTTEN CHRONICLE ROCKS!!! THE ETERNAL DIGIMON RPG FORUM!!!!!! GRAAAAAAAAAAAH~~~~~~ HEAT UP MY PASSION~~~~~~ Oh, and I love my character, Kakizaki Hiroki, she's a tomboy with a little knowledge of communicating with English orientated people. Yay me for creating such character~ X3
PS: Perasan betul...
Oh, and second reason why I'm so bored is thanks to the stupid EduBox which it SUCKS. The teacher said that today got, but at the end, everyone came but there's no class. Well, today's a holiday, that's why...
But then, I'm able to go to CC and play~ WEEEEEEE~
And that fella is just beside me. Mwahaha~
Song of recom per entry! Today's recommend is Hare Hare Yukai~ The best dancing song ever~ Of course, that is before Lucky Star...
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrzZPXF6kUc)
But then... I FOUND OUT SOMETHING SUPERBLY AMAZING!!!!!! ROCKMAN DANCING HARE HARE YUKAI!!!!!! OMGNWTHOEKLCCBBQLOLROFLMAOETC!!!!!!
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvHu7ENQFbM&feature=related)
:: 気持ち最悪悪いAries Part 4 ::
Insert: Yume Meikyuu ~Hikari to Yami no Dance~ (from animation: Yumetsukai)
Haiz, just look at what I meant. Big bus = late.
Why?
01. If there’s the condo girl, the bus would spend 10 minutes just to let the mom settle a place for the girl, then the bus would take a big “u-turn” just to get back down. The small one? If don’t even need to u-turn, just backwards.
02. Want to turn when the lights turn green also slower…
03. MAJOR problem. The 4 kids. Ugh, I just hate them. Can’t believe their house is just several feets away from the school, but yet still wants to take a damn bus. Crab them off. Oh, did I mention they’re annoying too? I did? For several times before this post? Oh, I’m sorry, but they ARE SERIOUSLY ANNOYING.. Here I go now, cursing there idiots. The botak one especially. What the… Superman? Tak layak la mu!
Then, last was supposed to be a good day, but right after going to the club, everything went upside down.
The choir members are STUPID.
How stupid?
01. They disrespect their elders.
02. They SUCKS.
03. They do not feel important about the choir.
And stupid prefects. They call themselves pengawas yet they disrespect the school rules. They’re allowed to rest, but what happened during resting? Play truth or dare. What the… Dude, they’re not respecting choir! Not only dat, they disrespect the person in charge! I can’t believe it. This is choir?!
Dude, they do not know the real tire of choir. We have done much more then them last time. Only 2 hours of practice called tired?! Hey, we practiced for 4 hours without saying tired. Even if we rest, we do not rest like THEM. We don’t talk loudly. We really rest. Haiz… Kids nowadays…
PS: I sounded like an old man!!! *gasp!!!11111*
Especially that pengawas!!! I hate the afternoon session pengawas! They sucked like hell!!! Disrespecting elders, bossy around stuffs, etc. and etc. Oh, and I think there’s one like that in my bus… No, it’s 2.
Fuck them. Fuck them off. Fuck where ever that fella got holes. Just FUCK.
But then, I had a good time with that fella. Yay~ ^w^ And I must admit, cats ARE cute. And will be foreverly cute.
Oh, and mind you. I HATE KIDS.
At last, recommendation song of the day!!! Yume Meikyuu ~Hikari to Yami no Dance~!!! The darkness in the dances… The harpsicord… The harps… The electro in this song… Wooooo~~~ It’s just good~~~
Although, it’s not really a good song for a serious dance. Haha…
Zzzzuuuuu... There's no link for youtube... I don't know where else you people can download it except for gendou.com. Anyway, it's a good site for animation songs.
And… It’s one of the songs that that fella liked.
…Hey, I’m not liking this song because of that fella, ‘kay?!
Go listen to it, now~
Haiz, just look at what I meant. Big bus = late.
Why?
01. If there’s the condo girl, the bus would spend 10 minutes just to let the mom settle a place for the girl, then the bus would take a big “u-turn” just to get back down. The small one? If don’t even need to u-turn, just backwards.
02. Want to turn when the lights turn green also slower…
03. MAJOR problem. The 4 kids. Ugh, I just hate them. Can’t believe their house is just several feets away from the school, but yet still wants to take a damn bus. Crab them off. Oh, did I mention they’re annoying too? I did? For several times before this post? Oh, I’m sorry, but they ARE SERIOUSLY ANNOYING.. Here I go now, cursing there idiots. The botak one especially. What the… Superman? Tak layak la mu!
Then, last was supposed to be a good day, but right after going to the club, everything went upside down.
The choir members are STUPID.
How stupid?
01. They disrespect their elders.
02. They SUCKS.
03. They do not feel important about the choir.
And stupid prefects. They call themselves pengawas yet they disrespect the school rules. They’re allowed to rest, but what happened during resting? Play truth or dare. What the… Dude, they’re not respecting choir! Not only dat, they disrespect the person in charge! I can’t believe it. This is choir?!
Dude, they do not know the real tire of choir. We have done much more then them last time. Only 2 hours of practice called tired?! Hey, we practiced for 4 hours without saying tired. Even if we rest, we do not rest like THEM. We don’t talk loudly. We really rest. Haiz… Kids nowadays…
PS: I sounded like an old man!!! *gasp!!!11111*
Especially that pengawas!!! I hate the afternoon session pengawas! They sucked like hell!!! Disrespecting elders, bossy around stuffs, etc. and etc. Oh, and I think there’s one like that in my bus… No, it’s 2.
Fuck them. Fuck them off. Fuck where ever that fella got holes. Just FUCK.
But then, I had a good time with that fella. Yay~ ^w^ And I must admit, cats ARE cute. And will be foreverly cute.
Oh, and mind you. I HATE KIDS.
At last, recommendation song of the day!!! Yume Meikyuu ~Hikari to Yami no Dance~!!! The darkness in the dances… The harpsicord… The harps… The electro in this song… Wooooo~~~ It’s just good~~~
Although, it’s not really a good song for a serious dance. Haha…
Zzzzuuuuu... There's no link for youtube... I don't know where else you people can download it except for gendou.com. Anyway, it's a good site for animation songs.
And… It’s one of the songs that that fella liked.
…Hey, I’m not liking this song because of that fella, ‘kay?!
Go listen to it, now~
Thursday, April 23, 2009
:: 疲れたAries Part 3 ::
Insert: Strom (Die Toten Hosen)
Yesterday is one of the most absurd day ever.
1. I'm nearly late again thanks to the 四大天王。But I'm much to okay already. Though I still feel sucky about that 4 little bugers.
2. The teacher, PUAN MANJIT, is UTMOSTLY absurd. She's a replacement teacher. But yet, she acted too highly above the clouds. I know it's rude to just ignore the teacher like that when a teacher entered a class, but to call the whole class to stand up just to greet her when it's beginning the exam? That's a lil' too much. Not even other teachers wants that. What the fuck is wrong with her brain?! She needs a surgery or what?
“Let me take out her brain.”
> by Callous.
Haha~ Good one Cal~ Yeah, seriously, this bugger is damn stupid. Haiz... All Connaught teachers are crazy la... What to do...?
3. Look at the post below? Yeah that's one of it.
4. BI Exam. 45 minutes ONLY. Directed writing. Informal letter. OMG!!! That is like, DAMN EASY!!! I used only 25 min to finish it, and re-reading + correcting it. Haiz... So damn bored after that... Started to write stuffs... And crabs... Haiz...
5. Math's Exam. Used up only less than 1 hour. What the... It's not easy, but it's not hard either. It's just... Fast...? Then, there's more than 30 mins left, so I wrote the below entry.
What more? I don't know. It's just too absurd for me to remember XD
(Mysterious Voice: How bout just admit that you're suffering short-term memory lost?)
Lolz~ I guessed so...
Recommendation song of the day...? Is... A song from Susan Boyle!!! She may look ugly, but she's a DAMN GOOD ANGLE VOICE!!!!!! Just listen and you'll know what I mean.
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVS39Hkzx3A)
Don't even try to close the thing before you finish watching/listening to it!!!!!!
Yesterday is one of the most absurd day ever.
1. I'm nearly late again thanks to the 四大天王。But I'm much to okay already. Though I still feel sucky about that 4 little bugers.
2. The teacher, PUAN MANJIT, is UTMOSTLY absurd. She's a replacement teacher. But yet, she acted too highly above the clouds. I know it's rude to just ignore the teacher like that when a teacher entered a class, but to call the whole class to stand up just to greet her when it's beginning the exam? That's a lil' too much. Not even other teachers wants that. What the fuck is wrong with her brain?! She needs a surgery or what?
“Let me take out her brain.”
> by Callous.
Haha~ Good one Cal~ Yeah, seriously, this bugger is damn stupid. Haiz... All Connaught teachers are crazy la... What to do...?
3. Look at the post below? Yeah that's one of it.
4. BI Exam. 45 minutes ONLY. Directed writing. Informal letter. OMG!!! That is like, DAMN EASY!!! I used only 25 min to finish it, and re-reading + correcting it. Haiz... So damn bored after that... Started to write stuffs... And crabs... Haiz...
5. Math's Exam. Used up only less than 1 hour. What the... It's not easy, but it's not hard either. It's just... Fast...? Then, there's more than 30 mins left, so I wrote the below entry.
What more? I don't know. It's just too absurd for me to remember XD
(Mysterious Voice: How bout just admit that you're suffering short-term memory lost?)
Lolz~ I guessed so...
Recommendation song of the day...? Is... A song from Susan Boyle!!! She may look ugly, but she's a DAMN GOOD ANGLE VOICE!!!!!! Just listen and you'll know what I mean.
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVS39Hkzx3A)
Don't even try to close the thing before you finish watching/listening to it!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
:: ドキドキしちゃうAries Part 3 ::
Haiz... So confused... Too much happened...
Or maybe it's too few, that's why...?
What is your feeling to me? I'm so blur, I'm so confused.
Why would you keep that kind of letter?
Was it just because it's 面白い？
ただそれだけ？
I don't dare to ask. I'm too afraid.
I have asked the tarot cards yesterday, but I just don't seem to understand.
It said that we could be together.
But... I'm doubting it.
Not because it's tarots, but it's because of our current relationship. Where ever you see it, how ever you see it, from whatever angle you see it, we're just friends.
Best friends.
There's nothing more than that.
So I'm doubting, but hoping at the same time.
Can we really be together?
And I question myself:
Can I overcome this matter?
Would you tell me how do you feel to me?
Or why wouldn't you tell me?
Because you're not sure?
Because you don't dare?
Or...
Because it's interesting?
Is that all?
Is that what is all about me?
Is that why you're treating me like this?
Haiz... 困ったんだ。何故あたし、貴方が好きなの？解らない。だって。。。
好きだから好き。理由が有りません。
でも、今、本とに苦しいだ。這奇怪的關系。又不算曖昧又超密切的關係。
你到底把我當成甚麼?
只是朋友？只是一個共同興趣的朋友？
只是一個你覺得很面白い的朋友？
還是...
你自己也覺得很亂？
分不清楚這個關係, 這個感覺？
我不明白。
不是我不想明白。
而是我不敢去明白。
害怕對這問題的誤解
害怕我們的關係會破滅
害怕我心中的辯解
害怕...
一切的一切。
當然,我還真的不希望你會看到這個entry.
那麼, 為何又寫出來？
Haha... 我不明白。發洩吧...
只有那樣嗎？
還是我在希望甚麼？
我不敢說......
Oh well... I'll put these weird things aside for a while... Should I?
Or maybe it's too few, that's why...?
What is your feeling to me? I'm so blur, I'm so confused.
Why would you keep that kind of letter?
Was it just because it's 面白い？
ただそれだけ？
I don't dare to ask. I'm too afraid.
I have asked the tarot cards yesterday, but I just don't seem to understand.
It said that we could be together.
But... I'm doubting it.
Not because it's tarots, but it's because of our current relationship. Where ever you see it, how ever you see it, from whatever angle you see it, we're just friends.
Best friends.
There's nothing more than that.
So I'm doubting, but hoping at the same time.
Can we really be together?
And I question myself:
Can I overcome this matter?
Would you tell me how do you feel to me?
Or why wouldn't you tell me?
Because you're not sure?
Because you don't dare?
Or...
Because it's interesting?
Is that all?
Is that what is all about me?
Is that why you're treating me like this?
Haiz... 困ったんだ。何故あたし、貴方が好きなの？解らない。だって。。。
好きだから好き。理由が有りません。
でも、今、本とに苦しいだ。這奇怪的關系。又不算曖昧又超密切的關係。
你到底把我當成甚麼?
只是朋友？只是一個共同興趣的朋友？
只是一個你覺得很面白い的朋友？
還是...
你自己也覺得很亂？
分不清楚這個關係, 這個感覺？
我不明白。
不是我不想明白。
而是我不敢去明白。
害怕對這問題的誤解
害怕我們的關係會破滅
害怕我心中的辯解
害怕...
一切的一切。
當然,我還真的不希望你會看到這個entry.
那麼, 為何又寫出來？
Haha... 我不明白。發洩吧...
只有那樣嗎？
還是我在希望甚麼？
我不敢說......
Oh well... I'll put these weird things aside for a while... Should I?
:: 疲れたAries Part 2 ::
Insert: Standard Game (Ga-Rei Character Song 3 - Sakuraba Kazuki & Iizuna Noriyuki)
Exam day again…
This time, BM. Oh~ How much do I love this subject now~
Why?
Because the teacher is good~ She seriously know how to teach. I think I can score my BM during SPM.
But still, I dislike BM.
Why?
First of all, BM is not an international language. It has very minor use. The one that knows BM also doesn’t mean they speak the same BM. Seriously.
Even Indonesia BM is WAY different than ours.
So why even bother to learn it anyway? Haiz… No choice, this is Malaysia…
Then… It’s Accounts. HAHAHAHAHA~~~ My best subjects in the whole universe!!! I’m SURE and VERY SURE that I can score this subject with EASE!!!
=w= Cheh-wah, perasan betul…
But who cares? I’m sure everyone had their own best subjects, right? X3
Maa, sonna mon kana?
Oh, and I talked to that fella during the “intermission” between exams. It’s such fun~ Although sometimes I do feel that that fella got attached somehow already… Haiz…
PS: XD Intermissions… What a weird word to use… I think I’m too addicted with games…
But then, I’m not sure about this “rush” in my heart, pumping so hardly about at the end of the exam. Is it because I’m feeling to high? Or I’m tensed up? (Since this thing is supposed to be done within 30 minutes, I used more than that…) Or it’s because of something else…? Hmm… Not sure…
After exam, go home. Then took a nap. DAMN IT!!! Never EVER sleep during afternoon again… I can’t do a SINGLE THING right after I get up… Why? It’s not because of to tired, it’s because my whole body went into SLEEP MODE. Can’t think, can’t see, can’t move. What the…
That’s why, never sleep during afternoon. It’ll bring HELL to you.
Or maybe it’s just me… Since I REALLY sleep a lot, in the past…
Everyday, 2 hours of afternoon nap… What the…
Haiz. I’m such a sloth… Maybe that’s why…
My results are getting…
………Haiz…………………
Don’t wanna talk bout it.
Okay. This is not a recommendation, but it’s just something I found out that’s VERY INTERESTING. This song, Standard Game, sang by Shiraishi Minoru & Takahashi Shinya, seiyuu (voice actor) of Sakuraba Kazuki and Iizuna Noriyoki respectively. It’s not about that they are partners in a single album, it’s about…
How can these two dudes sang so good?!?!
And then, they’re like singing a love song to each other!!!!!!! Especially during the talking part in the bridge!!! OMG!!!!!! What’s their relationship?!?!
…I’m so confused… It’s the seiyuus that have feelings or the characters?! XXDD OMG… I’m such a fujoshi… XX3
Oh, and if I’m correct, there’s a doujinshi about these two… Heheheh…
PS: They recycled Minoru Shirashi as the hero in Ga-Rei’s seiyuu~ I found this hilarious… Somehow. XD Lolz~
Don’t mind me, I think I’m on another sugar rush… I wished it would stay until the next day though…
Or just stay forever lah. Better than nothing, right?
Okay, now, serious recommendation. I recommend…
Reincarnation!
The insert song of the last battle between Yomi and Kagura in Ga-Rei ZERO, sang by Faylan and yozuca*.
I guarantee that this is a VERY GOOD SONG. The overlapping of each vocals and chorus… The violins, the sadness in the battle…
“Sesshouseki. If you let me follow my heart’s desires, you know what my true wish would be, wouldn’t you? My true wish… My true desire… That is… Kagura. I want to protect her. I want to protect her from any misery. I want to protect her from any misfortune. Those who hurt her… Those who put her in danger… Those who cause her misfortune… I want to eliminate all of them.
I beg you. Protect her. Eliminate her misery. Eliminate her misfortune. Even if…
The cause of that is me!”
> Quoted from Yomi, Ga-Rei ZERO episode 12
I soooooooo~ love that part~ Because it’s fully EMO!!!!! Yomi sacrifised herself for Kagura, and then weeeeeeeee~ Killing spree~~~ XXD
Where to download it? Mwahaha~
I forgot.
Anyway, there’s still a link for it. Ta-daa~ (Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztkNEPCyrd0)
Go and watch the last fight!!!
I assure you. It’s one of the BEST!!!!!!
> Exam、 考试、試験
Genre: Pop
Tone: Cheerful
Theme: Exams
Instruments: Electric Guitar, Keyboard, Drum
Vocal: Me
Form 5 SPM Year
Exams, held every month
Unlike the usual past
Where it’s just per exam 3 months
现在，我就在这儿和睡虫打着仗
现在，我还有8个科目要读熟
Exam, exam, exam
Each exam bring us forward
To a whole new day
To a whole new month
To a whole new adventure
Exam, exam, exam
Each exam opens a new door
To a whole new place
To a whole new land
To a whole new battlefield
And makes us much more mature
And makes us a veteran (Level up!)
毎日全部時間
勉強に頑張ります
あの日と違う
唯遊ぶ眠るの日々
Now I am suffering for nothing but some stupid exam
Now I have not much freedom compare to the previous years
考试，考试，考试
每天都要考试
没有时间了
最候5分钟
没时间再拖了
試験、試験、試験
まだ最後じゃない
ペンを持って
手の中に
真直ぐに考えて
まだ有るの試験
諦めてません
Sejarah English Moral, Science Account Math’s and BM, Economy EST (Oh my goodness~)
Bio Chemist and Physics, Additional Math’s and Chinese, Seni and perdagangan…
（まだ有るの？ 本気なの？ 不要！够了！透不过气了！嫌だああああああ～)
Exam, 考试, 試験
每天都got Exam
時間も無い
5 minutes only
没时间再拖了
考试, Exam, 試験
这还不是最后的
转一转脑经
看一下时间
手加快速度写下去
試験, 考试, Exam
今前に向いて
到新的一天
到新的一月
到新的冒险=冒険
考试, 試験, Exam
真の扉を開け
到新的場所 (Basho)
到新的地方
到一个全新的战场
And makes us gain more experience
Don’t ever try to give up
Now let us be a veteran (LEVEL UP!!!)
Exam day again…
This time, BM. Oh~ How much do I love this subject now~
Why?
Because the teacher is good~ She seriously know how to teach. I think I can score my BM during SPM.
But still, I dislike BM.
Why?
First of all, BM is not an international language. It has very minor use. The one that knows BM also doesn’t mean they speak the same BM. Seriously.
Even Indonesia BM is WAY different than ours.
So why even bother to learn it anyway? Haiz… No choice, this is Malaysia…
Then… It’s Accounts. HAHAHAHAHA~~~ My best subjects in the whole universe!!! I’m SURE and VERY SURE that I can score this subject with EASE!!!
=w= Cheh-wah, perasan betul…
But who cares? I’m sure everyone had their own best subjects, right? X3
Maa, sonna mon kana?
Oh, and I talked to that fella during the “intermission” between exams. It’s such fun~ Although sometimes I do feel that that fella got attached somehow already… Haiz…
PS: XD Intermissions… What a weird word to use… I think I’m too addicted with games…
But then, I’m not sure about this “rush” in my heart, pumping so hardly about at the end of the exam. Is it because I’m feeling to high? Or I’m tensed up? (Since this thing is supposed to be done within 30 minutes, I used more than that…) Or it’s because of something else…? Hmm… Not sure…
After exam, go home. Then took a nap. DAMN IT!!! Never EVER sleep during afternoon again… I can’t do a SINGLE THING right after I get up… Why? It’s not because of to tired, it’s because my whole body went into SLEEP MODE. Can’t think, can’t see, can’t move. What the…
That’s why, never sleep during afternoon. It’ll bring HELL to you.
Or maybe it’s just me… Since I REALLY sleep a lot, in the past…
Everyday, 2 hours of afternoon nap… What the…
Haiz. I’m such a sloth… Maybe that’s why…
My results are getting…
………Haiz…………………
Don’t wanna talk bout it.
Okay. This is not a recommendation, but it’s just something I found out that’s VERY INTERESTING. This song, Standard Game, sang by Shiraishi Minoru & Takahashi Shinya, seiyuu (voice actor) of Sakuraba Kazuki and Iizuna Noriyoki respectively. It’s not about that they are partners in a single album, it’s about…
How can these two dudes sang so good?!?!
And then, they’re like singing a love song to each other!!!!!!! Especially during the talking part in the bridge!!! OMG!!!!!! What’s their relationship?!?!
…I’m so confused… It’s the seiyuus that have feelings or the characters?! XXDD OMG… I’m such a fujoshi… XX3
Oh, and if I’m correct, there’s a doujinshi about these two… Heheheh…
PS: They recycled Minoru Shirashi as the hero in Ga-Rei’s seiyuu~ I found this hilarious… Somehow. XD Lolz~
Don’t mind me, I think I’m on another sugar rush… I wished it would stay until the next day though…
Or just stay forever lah. Better than nothing, right?
Okay, now, serious recommendation. I recommend…
Reincarnation!
The insert song of the last battle between Yomi and Kagura in Ga-Rei ZERO, sang by Faylan and yozuca*.
I guarantee that this is a VERY GOOD SONG. The overlapping of each vocals and chorus… The violins, the sadness in the battle…
“Sesshouseki. If you let me follow my heart’s desires, you know what my true wish would be, wouldn’t you? My true wish… My true desire… That is… Kagura. I want to protect her. I want to protect her from any misery. I want to protect her from any misfortune. Those who hurt her… Those who put her in danger… Those who cause her misfortune… I want to eliminate all of them.
I beg you. Protect her. Eliminate her misery. Eliminate her misfortune. Even if…
The cause of that is me!”
> Quoted from Yomi, Ga-Rei ZERO episode 12
I soooooooo~ love that part~ Because it’s fully EMO!!!!! Yomi sacrifised herself for Kagura, and then weeeeeeeee~ Killing spree~~~ XXD
Where to download it? Mwahaha~
I forgot.
Anyway, there’s still a link for it. Ta-daa~ (Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztkNEPCyrd0)
Go and watch the last fight!!!
I assure you. It’s one of the BEST!!!!!!
> Exam、 考试、試験
Genre: Pop
Tone: Cheerful
Theme: Exams
Instruments: Electric Guitar, Keyboard, Drum
Vocal: Me
Form 5 SPM Year
Exams, held every month
Unlike the usual past
Where it’s just per exam 3 months
现在，我就在这儿和睡虫打着仗
现在，我还有8个科目要读熟
Exam, exam, exam
Each exam bring us forward
To a whole new day
To a whole new month
To a whole new adventure
Exam, exam, exam
Each exam opens a new door
To a whole new place
To a whole new land
To a whole new battlefield
And makes us much more mature
And makes us a veteran (Level up!)
毎日全部時間
勉強に頑張ります
あの日と違う
唯遊ぶ眠るの日々
Now I am suffering for nothing but some stupid exam
Now I have not much freedom compare to the previous years
考试，考试，考试
每天都要考试
没有时间了
最候5分钟
没时间再拖了
試験、試験、試験
まだ最後じゃない
ペンを持って
手の中に
真直ぐに考えて
まだ有るの試験
諦めてません
Sejarah English Moral, Science Account Math’s and BM, Economy EST (Oh my goodness~)
Bio Chemist and Physics, Additional Math’s and Chinese, Seni and perdagangan…
（まだ有るの？ 本気なの？ 不要！够了！透不过气了！嫌だああああああ～)
Exam, 考试, 試験
每天都got Exam
時間も無い
5 minutes only
没时间再拖了
考试, Exam, 試験
这还不是最后的
转一转脑经
看一下时间
手加快速度写下去
試験, 考试, Exam
今前に向いて
到新的一天
到新的一月
到新的冒险=冒険
考试, 試験, Exam
真の扉を開け
到新的場所 (Basho)
到新的地方
到一个全新的战场
And makes us gain more experience
Don’t ever try to give up
Now let us be a veteran (LEVEL UP!!!)
Monday, April 20, 2009
:: プッツンAries ::
Insert Song: Moonlight Densetsu (Sailormoon OP song)
You all know about Sailormoon right?
And Sailor Chibi Moon?
And Sailor Chibi Chibi Moon?
Now, I represents...
SAILOR STUPID MOON!!!!!!
SAILOR PUTTSUN MOON!!!!!!
SAILOR SOPLACK MOON!!!!!!
And...
ALL ARE ME!!!!!! XD
Lulz~
Sailormoon~~~ (Deladela ta) Sailormoon~~~ (Deledele ta) (Dudududu da- ttala~)
愛と正義
穿水手服の美少女戦士
セラームーン
セラーちびムーン
我要替月行道，净恶惩奸～
X3
Today, in the Edubox (the multimedia thing), we are doing "Torch". But when it's in the end, the teacher put a moon there. So I turned the moon upwards into the one like Sailormoon, so I was inventing "Sailor OTOKO". XD I should show you when I save it next time...
It's damn funny.
With the
愛と正義、Wear セラー服の美少女戦士
セラー男！！！
我要替月行道，Cleanse evil punish 姦!!!
Lolololololololololololol~ XD
It's DAMN funny~
And I'm singing the "Sailormoon" theme song over and over again. XD
Yuki, sitting beside me, was so getting frustrated about it, though she's still laughing. XXD
Oh, and did I mention that MY "Ame Oto" is good? XXD
I let her listen, and she say it's very good.
MWAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
Why I'm so happy? Oh, those who knew should know why... \ >w< /
YES, I'M DAMN 嬉しいです～
MWAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
So... Today is a HAPPY DAY~~~ YAY~~~ Song of the Entry? Of course, I will want to recommend this MOONLIGHT DENSETSU METAL VERSION!!!!!! It's damn good, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's only for the LULZ XD
Maa, ii ka? Don't mind~
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_es-nuYbH0)
Oh, and I represents, the Weekly Fujoshi Talk~
Rei: Welcome back people. Welcome to our “weekly” Fujoshi Talk.
Kou: yes yes~! Welcome back to all..Say, rei..wats tis week topic??
Rei: This week’s topic is… How to XO and OX.
Yuki: Nee, can I know dare to dare no XOOX desuka?
Rei: Mochiron, aru no inu to inu no goshujin-sama desu yo~
Kou: =.<”
Yuki: Jitsuwa, are wa nani?
Rei: …atashi mou, wakari masen desu. Hen no hito.
Kou: arigato rei… haha.. XO/OX… hmm… depends how you wan it…. Hahaha….
Rei: You care to explain? Or Yuki-chama will explain for us today?
Yuki: Iya, muri desu wa, mattaku. Ken gyan te, sona koto kou-kun wa motto shitteru desu wa.
Kou: =.=”
Rei: Well, since Kou-CHAN doesn’t want to talk, I’ll explain. OX is kena (ehem), XO is to (ehem). (Audience laughed)
Yuki: nee, saki kou-chan had chosen XO/OX he wants to be, right?
Rei: Sou mitai desu… XO hoshii mitai desu kedo, desu ne? Kou-kun?
Are? Kou-kun?
…Kou-kun…
Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~
Kou: ( fukai fukai mori no naka~)….Eh…Oh..gomenasai…=.=” Haha.. eh?? Wat you mean by me not explaining…. =.=”
Rei: Etto… you MIA ma… Wait. Did you get OX again? Or XO this time?
Yuki: (fufufu~~~) sou nee, konkai wa nani? Last week u got OX desyou?
Kou: I get notin la!! Damn you..Why evrytime on tis show I oso kena bully de… So sien edy lar..(audience laughing)
See they laugh at me again!!!
Rei: Sou desu yo~ And you can talk back us what… If. You. Dare.
Yuki: Anta mada KODOMO desu yo~ watashi tachi no kotoba ni wa kitte nasai wa~
Rei: …Nee Yuki. Why you suddenly become so “elegant” (kononnya) with all those something “wa” and something “desu wa”.
Yuki: Maa…….sona koto…..warawa mou shirimasen desu wa……te, chotto, motto “desu wa ” no koto ni ga………maa………kimisurunai na…….
Kou: Anone!!! 我打你啊~ 我踢你去非洲~ (Audience laughing even harder)
Rei: Ei, 少了一脚~
Yuki: soko no baka futari, nani ga itte ru no ka~ (Smilling ‘stomuch blackly)
Anta tachi……..doushite sona hen no mono niga itte ru desuka? Yuu ni wa nani moo shirimasen desu wa~ (Dangerous smile)
Rei: …Ahahaha… (Nervous laugh) Dare ga nani ga itteru desu ka na…? Yuki-chama kanchigai desu yo~
Kou: Speechless….
Kou: eh, where everyone go?? So fst finish work edy a?? oi..oi..someone reply eh…. (all lights turn off)
Wei…I takut wei…. WEi…anyone???? Halooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~
Yuurei: thx everyone 4 watching…see you next week,…Tq
Kou: (still in darkness) Oi!! TASUKETE!!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!
Rei: (In another dimension) Ano ne… Nani ga itta desu ka…? Yuki, miteru no?
Yuki: hai hai……te yuuka………….nani yo kore?!!!!! Nee, kou-chan te…….kairu nasai desu wa~
Rei: Matte… Chotto chigau mitai desu… Kono basho wa doko desu ka…?
Yuki: sou na……doko desuka? For your information, I m weak in GEO la……….koko wa doko desu, dare ni wa kotae ga aru desuka?
Rei: Maa, ii ka?
Oh yeah, and I’ll be presenting… GAY STORY!!!
Daddy said "Stay away from Julien"
and I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
and I say
Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone
I'll be waiting all we have to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the servant
it's a gay story
baby just say "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS"
Ii desu ka?
Yuki: baka mitai desu……..kedo sa nee………omoshiroi te omoi shi masu wa~
If u change the name to “Bip-----” (u know who), are wa kanpiki desu wa~ chigai desyoka?
Rei: KanPEki desu yo, Yuki-chama… Haiz… Everytime need to help you spelling… Mattaku…
(Kou is making HENTAI sounds, with the monitor button)
Rei: …Kou… Do you know does it sounds LIKE?!
(The switch CUM already… OMG!!!!!! The whole monitor blacken out!!!!!! And Rei pushed it back. The monitor returns back. But Kou is still PLAYING with it, and made it CUM again… Haiz… And Rei SUCCESSFULLY pushed it back.)
Rei: …Kou-kun… Sonna ni hoshii desu ka…? (fufufu…)
Yuki: sou yo…….kou-chan no XO wa doko desuka? Hayaku sagashiteiiru desu wa………………
Rei: Haiz… Kou-kun is STILL chatting with his goshujin la… Don’t bother him la… (Of course he hoshii la~ And perhaps he “CUM” already too… X3)
Yuki: sou nan mitai no ka na……………
Rei: I think he really come liao… (Burn baby burn! Let the blood boil) OMG… See, “blood boil”. Why blood boil? You know lah… (Fufufu…)
Yuki: sona koto minna moo shiteru desu wa……. (fufufu~) Yapari kou-chan te, sono OX no koto ga totemo hoshii desu nee………to goshujin-sama tte ishouni~
Rei: Sou desu yo, sou desu… Aiya, see his blog also know lah~ (I miss you, very happy to be able to chat, blah, blah, blah…) He only 差一个I want to DO only ma~~~ (Hehehehe…)
(At the end, we end up in CC, and Kou continue "CUMMING" by chatting with his Goshujin)
You all know about Sailormoon right?
And Sailor Chibi Moon?
And Sailor Chibi Chibi Moon?
Now, I represents...
SAILOR STUPID MOON!!!!!!
SAILOR PUTTSUN MOON!!!!!!
SAILOR SOPLACK MOON!!!!!!
And...
ALL ARE ME!!!!!! XD
Lulz~
Sailormoon~~~ (Deladela ta) Sailormoon~~~ (Deledele ta) (Dudududu da- ttala~)
愛と正義
穿水手服の美少女戦士
セラームーン
セラーちびムーン
我要替月行道，净恶惩奸～
X3
Today, in the Edubox (the multimedia thing), we are doing "Torch". But when it's in the end, the teacher put a moon there. So I turned the moon upwards into the one like Sailormoon, so I was inventing "Sailor OTOKO". XD I should show you when I save it next time...
It's damn funny.
With the
愛と正義、Wear セラー服の美少女戦士
セラー男！！！
我要替月行道，Cleanse evil punish 姦!!!
Lolololololololololololol~ XD
It's DAMN funny~
And I'm singing the "Sailormoon" theme song over and over again. XD
Yuki, sitting beside me, was so getting frustrated about it, though she's still laughing. XXD
Oh, and did I mention that MY "Ame Oto" is good? XXD
I let her listen, and she say it's very good.
MWAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
Why I'm so happy? Oh, those who knew should know why... \ >w< /
YES, I'M DAMN 嬉しいです～
MWAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
So... Today is a HAPPY DAY~~~ YAY~~~ Song of the Entry? Of course, I will want to recommend this MOONLIGHT DENSETSU METAL VERSION!!!!!! It's damn good, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's only for the LULZ XD
Maa, ii ka? Don't mind~
(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_es-nuYbH0)
Oh, and I represents, the Weekly Fujoshi Talk~
Rei: Welcome back people. Welcome to our “weekly” Fujoshi Talk.
Kou: yes yes~! Welcome back to all..Say, rei..wats tis week topic??
Rei: This week’s topic is… How to XO and OX.
Yuki: Nee, can I know dare to dare no XOOX desuka?
Rei: Mochiron, aru no inu to inu no goshujin-sama desu yo~
Kou: =.<”
Yuki: Jitsuwa, are wa nani?
Rei: …atashi mou, wakari masen desu. Hen no hito.
Kou: arigato rei… haha.. XO/OX… hmm… depends how you wan it…. Hahaha….
Rei: You care to explain? Or Yuki-chama will explain for us today?
Yuki: Iya, muri desu wa, mattaku. Ken gyan te, sona koto kou-kun wa motto shitteru desu wa.
Kou: =.=”
Rei: Well, since Kou-CHAN doesn’t want to talk, I’ll explain. OX is kena (ehem), XO is to (ehem). (Audience laughed)
Yuki: nee, saki kou-chan had chosen XO/OX he wants to be, right?
Rei: Sou mitai desu… XO hoshii mitai desu kedo, desu ne? Kou-kun?
Are? Kou-kun?
…Kou-kun…
Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~
Kou: ( fukai fukai mori no naka~)….Eh…Oh..gomenasai…=.=” Haha.. eh?? Wat you mean by me not explaining…. =.=”
Rei: Etto… you MIA ma… Wait. Did you get OX again? Or XO this time?
Yuki: (fufufu~~~) sou nee, konkai wa nani? Last week u got OX desyou?
Kou: I get notin la!! Damn you..Why evrytime on tis show I oso kena bully de… So sien edy lar..(audience laughing)
See they laugh at me again!!!
Rei: Sou desu yo~ And you can talk back us what… If. You. Dare.
Yuki: Anta mada KODOMO desu yo~ watashi tachi no kotoba ni wa kitte nasai wa~
Rei: …Nee Yuki. Why you suddenly become so “elegant” (kononnya) with all those something “wa” and something “desu wa”.
Yuki: Maa…….sona koto…..warawa mou shirimasen desu wa……te, chotto, motto “desu wa ” no koto ni ga………maa………kimisurunai na…….
Kou: Anone!!! 我打你啊~ 我踢你去非洲~ (Audience laughing even harder)
Rei: Ei, 少了一脚~
Yuki: soko no baka futari, nani ga itte ru no ka~ (Smilling ‘stomuch blackly)
Anta tachi……..doushite sona hen no mono niga itte ru desuka? Yuu ni wa nani moo shirimasen desu wa~ (Dangerous smile)
Rei: …Ahahaha… (Nervous laugh) Dare ga nani ga itteru desu ka na…? Yuki-chama kanchigai desu yo~
Kou: Speechless….
Kou: eh, where everyone go?? So fst finish work edy a?? oi..oi..someone reply eh…. (all lights turn off)
Wei…I takut wei…. WEi…anyone???? Halooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~
Yuurei: thx everyone 4 watching…see you next week,…Tq
Kou: (still in darkness) Oi!! TASUKETE!!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!
Rei: (In another dimension) Ano ne… Nani ga itta desu ka…? Yuki, miteru no?
Yuki: hai hai……te yuuka………….nani yo kore?!!!!! Nee, kou-chan te…….kairu nasai desu wa~
Rei: Matte… Chotto chigau mitai desu… Kono basho wa doko desu ka…?
Yuki: sou na……doko desuka? For your information, I m weak in GEO la……….koko wa doko desu, dare ni wa kotae ga aru desuka?
Rei: Maa, ii ka?
Oh yeah, and I’ll be presenting… GAY STORY!!!
Daddy said "Stay away from Julien"
and I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
and I say
Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone
I'll be waiting all we have to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the servant
it's a gay story
baby just say "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS"
Ii desu ka?
Yuki: baka mitai desu……..kedo sa nee………omoshiroi te omoi shi masu wa~
If u change the name to “Bip-----” (u know who), are wa kanpiki desu wa~ chigai desyoka?
Rei: KanPEki desu yo, Yuki-chama… Haiz… Everytime need to help you spelling… Mattaku…
(Kou is making HENTAI sounds, with the monitor button)
Rei: …Kou… Do you know does it sounds LIKE?!
(The switch CUM already… OMG!!!!!! The whole monitor blacken out!!!!!! And Rei pushed it back. The monitor returns back. But Kou is still PLAYING with it, and made it CUM again… Haiz… And Rei SUCCESSFULLY pushed it back.)
Rei: …Kou-kun… Sonna ni hoshii desu ka…? (fufufu…)
Yuki: sou yo…….kou-chan no XO wa doko desuka? Hayaku sagashiteiiru desu wa………………
Rei: Haiz… Kou-kun is STILL chatting with his goshujin la… Don’t bother him la… (Of course he hoshii la~ And perhaps he “CUM” already too… X3)
Yuki: sou nan mitai no ka na……………
Rei: I think he really come liao… (Burn baby burn! Let the blood boil) OMG… See, “blood boil”. Why blood boil? You know lah… (Fufufu…)
Yuki: sona koto minna moo shiteru desu wa……. (fufufu~) Yapari kou-chan te, sono OX no koto ga totemo hoshii desu nee………to goshujin-sama tte ishouni~
Rei: Sou desu yo, sou desu… Aiya, see his blog also know lah~ (I miss you, very happy to be able to chat, blah, blah, blah…) He only 差一个I want to DO only ma~~~ (Hehehehe…)
(At the end, we end up in CC, and Kou continue "CUMMING" by chatting with his Goshujin)
:: 疲れたAries ::
Insert: New Jack Swing (Exile)
Today is exam day, yet I'm here, posting a new entry. Lolz~ And the song of New Jack Swing kept on running in my head. Damn. I can't do my exams at all. Sejarah is difficult, seriously, but it's not like I'm poor at it, it's because...
I HATE IT.
Why do I hate it? There are 10 main reasons.
10. I dislike remembering stuffs. (Short term memory)
09. It's ALL in Malay. (I HATE Malay)
08. It's all mostly about Islam, if not, ALL. (About 100 pages of Islam)
07. Why it's not China history? (I love Three Kingdoms...)
06. At least Western is good too. (Alexander the Great?)
05. Or at least Japan or Korean (Basara and Dai Changgum[?])
04. BUT WHY MALAYSIA?! =w= (Not even Hang Tuah is explained detailed.)
03. It's has nothing that matters me.
02. Why should we learn the past when we have a future to step on?
01. I HATE THAT TEACHER. SHE'S UTMOSTLY UBER BORING.
Seriously. That teacher is a hypnotizer. When you see her also have the feeling of sleeping already.
Then, moral exam. I don't know why but I have a love and hate relationship with it. It's easy, but it's super boring. I mean, you'll be needed to memorize all 36 nilai of moral, but if you just remember it, you can score. It's like... easy, but frustrating. Haiz. Anyway, I finished the paper with only 30 minutes. After checking too.
Haha. Perasan?
Maa, ii ka?
Oh, I just found out, from yesterday, I can really conceal secrets, but give hints, if I really wanted to. Heh. It's very obvious, if you know me. But it might be very hard to guess, if you don't know me. Heh, I guess I'm easy to guess, but hard to know? Think so...
And if you really know it, I do mean by concealing my darkest feelings from showing out to other people. You know who.
Oh and I think I'm really a great actress. Sometimes, I can just act like that memory is gone, placing it with another created memory, and fools others with it. For example, my family. Why them, you asked?
Because they're damn annoying.
How annoying?
Just like yesterday, and the day before yesterday, they forced me to go to eat. What the... You want eat, go and eat by yourselves la!!! Then yesterday morning, forced me eat, then go to visit grandma. I didn't go, because I pretended that I have something else else to do. Oh, and I'm so damn full, thanks to the disgusted food I ate, so I didn't ate my lunch. Instead, I practiced piano until 11, then played Shining Force until 12.30. They come back, and ask this and that, then seeing I play PS2, talk more. I get so frustrated with it, so I said I've done this and that. Of course, I never tell them I've exam today. Or else, NOTHING is possible. They'll say “study” and “study” and “study”.
Zzzzzzzuuuuuunnnnnn... Hate it. I can manage my own time buggers. I don't need you to tell me what to do. Even when it's about time, I still know when to go down! Of course, exceptional for HATEFUL events, like being forced to go makan. I'll be VERY, or at least, AS LATE AS POSSIBLE until they called me. Hahahahaha...
Oh well, this is me.
Haiz. Now I can't listen to any musics at all. Why? Because some certain bugger behind my spot is opening his music SO DAMN LOUD. FUCK HIM. FUCK WHEREEVER THAT FELLA GOT HOLES. JUST FUCK HIM.
Kuso...
Oh, now I'm waiting for Kou to load Venetian Princess's new video. Haha~ I can tell you. That girl is a very funny girl. The videos and the parodies are SUPERB. Go watch! (Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/VenetianPrincess)
Now, recommended song per entry~ Exile's New Jack Swing~ WEEEEEE~~~~ This hip hop song is DAMN nice~ Go listen to it~ And the MV is damn cool too~
(The link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s15ZD715xlY)
Today is exam day, yet I'm here, posting a new entry. Lolz~ And the song of New Jack Swing kept on running in my head. Damn. I can't do my exams at all. Sejarah is difficult, seriously, but it's not like I'm poor at it, it's because...
I HATE IT.
Why do I hate it? There are 10 main reasons.
10. I dislike remembering stuffs. (Short term memory)
09. It's ALL in Malay. (I HATE Malay)
08. It's all mostly about Islam, if not, ALL. (About 100 pages of Islam)
07. Why it's not China history? (I love Three Kingdoms...)
06. At least Western is good too. (Alexander the Great?)
05. Or at least Japan or Korean (Basara and Dai Changgum[?])
04. BUT WHY MALAYSIA?! =w= (Not even Hang Tuah is explained detailed.)
03. It's has nothing that matters me.
02. Why should we learn the past when we have a future to step on?
01. I HATE THAT TEACHER. SHE'S UTMOSTLY UBER BORING.
Seriously. That teacher is a hypnotizer. When you see her also have the feeling of sleeping already.
Then, moral exam. I don't know why but I have a love and hate relationship with it. It's easy, but it's super boring. I mean, you'll be needed to memorize all 36 nilai of moral, but if you just remember it, you can score. It's like... easy, but frustrating. Haiz. Anyway, I finished the paper with only 30 minutes. After checking too.
Haha. Perasan?
Maa, ii ka?
Oh, I just found out, from yesterday, I can really conceal secrets, but give hints, if I really wanted to. Heh. It's very obvious, if you know me. But it might be very hard to guess, if you don't know me. Heh, I guess I'm easy to guess, but hard to know? Think so...
And if you really know it, I do mean by concealing my darkest feelings from showing out to other people. You know who.
Oh and I think I'm really a great actress. Sometimes, I can just act like that memory is gone, placing it with another created memory, and fools others with it. For example, my family. Why them, you asked?
Because they're damn annoying.
How annoying?
Just like yesterday, and the day before yesterday, they forced me to go to eat. What the... You want eat, go and eat by yourselves la!!! Then yesterday morning, forced me eat, then go to visit grandma. I didn't go, because I pretended that I have something else else to do. Oh, and I'm so damn full, thanks to the disgusted food I ate, so I didn't ate my lunch. Instead, I practiced piano until 11, then played Shining Force until 12.30. They come back, and ask this and that, then seeing I play PS2, talk more. I get so frustrated with it, so I said I've done this and that. Of course, I never tell them I've exam today. Or else, NOTHING is possible. They'll say “study” and “study” and “study”.
Zzzzzzzuuuuuunnnnnn... Hate it. I can manage my own time buggers. I don't need you to tell me what to do. Even when it's about time, I still know when to go down! Of course, exceptional for HATEFUL events, like being forced to go makan. I'll be VERY, or at least, AS LATE AS POSSIBLE until they called me. Hahahahaha...
Oh well, this is me.
Haiz. Now I can't listen to any musics at all. Why? Because some certain bugger behind my spot is opening his music SO DAMN LOUD. FUCK HIM. FUCK WHEREEVER THAT FELLA GOT HOLES. JUST FUCK HIM.
Kuso...
Oh, now I'm waiting for Kou to load Venetian Princess's new video. Haha~ I can tell you. That girl is a very funny girl. The videos and the parodies are SUPERB. Go watch! (Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/VenetianPrincess)
Now, recommended song per entry~ Exile's New Jack Swing~ WEEEEEE~~~~ This hip hop song is DAMN nice~ Go listen to it~ And the MV is damn cool too~
(The link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s15ZD715xlY)
:: 超嬉しい Aries ::
Insert Song: 花火まですこし (SNoW, the one that sang Sakasama no Chou from Jigoku Shoujo)
Weeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I just love SNoW~~~~ Her songs are the BEST!!!!
I just downloaded the songs on Friday, in Star CC, and it’s like, THE BEST!!! That day is SOOOOO a best day for downloading. Too bad the stupid thing suddenly “BLAST” and all the computers are down. Haiz… I was like feeling very lucky because I just managed to extract the files out from downloaded ZIPs. XD
Lucky~
Oh, and I downloaded two big files that day~ Mwahahaha~~~ I so love that day’s CC~~~ But not that stupid boom.
Kuso.
PS: Why the stuffs I liked are related to “water”? Including friends… What’s wrong with me…? I’m supposed to be associated with fire, not water?! =w= Ittai… Nani ga…
PPS: WHY MY BEST FRIENDS ARE ALL “Yuki”?!?!?!?!?!??!?! |||=w= Shirly also Yuki, Yuki also Yuki. Gurei is also associated with snow. =w= What the…
‘kay. Enough.
Now, last Sat, we planned to go to Times. So, in the morning, I arrived at TC at 10.15.
What the- Where’s Sora!?
Actually, the time that we set (and told Sora) is 11, so I tried to call her phone the day before, but no one pick up. So I sms’ed her.
Oh well, I should’ve known that she wouldn’t check her phone, so I called her, that day.
She’s still in her house.
EHHHHH?!?!?! Then how long will it takes to come here?! I forgot to ask her. Haiz…
So I waited, walking to primary school, listened to several songs, and it’s already 10.45. I’m thinking to walk to LM already, since I’ve told Kou to wait there at 10.
But then, he called suddenly. With his HOUSE phone.
“Hey, you arrived at LM already?”
“No. And you know what? Sora still thought that the time is 11.”
“Oh… Then you come here at 11 lah. I don’t mind.”
“Oh, okay…”
So I ended up waiting for Sora, and it’s REALLY 11. OMG… Lulz~ Can’t believe it.
So, we walked to LM, took 15 minutes. We talked during the “journey”. So I asked where she lived, she said she lived in near Selangor. I was like OMG!!!!
Because this place is Connaught. Cheras. Kuala Lumpur. It’ll took 45 minutes to arrive here from Selangor.
Now I know why she’s late… Sorry and thank you Sora-chan~ For coming~ X3
Anyway, we arrived at LM, and OMG, we made SOOOOOO MUCH 18SX jokes along the way to Times. We went by a bus.
Oh, and this is my first time in the public bus. A WELL CROWEDED public bus. Me, Callous, Sora, and Kou standing in one line. Sexting. X3
‘kay la, Sora din sexting la, and I’m just typing this entry for the blog. In my phone.
PS: Sexting = Texting = SMSing
We’re going to Times to window shopping at the cosplay clothes. But I’m not sure whether got or not. Oh well, if don’t have, we can always go for Sg. Wang to search for it. Oh, and too bad Yuki can’t come.
If she came, she probably would be having so much fun saying “Kawaii~” and then “so moe~” and this and that… - w - Haiz… That’s her.
Oh well. Too bad. We have lots of fun. Mwahaha~
Anyway, our first stop is PAPA JONE’S!!!!!! OH YEAH~ The BEST stuffs provided~ Especially the PIZZAS!!!! I VERY recommend this “All-The-Meat” pizza!!!! It’s like, one of the best!!!!
M-Matte.
I haven’t eat the others… How do I know? X3
Lolz~ Don’t mind~
You want pictures? Sorry, but no pictures for you all. I’m too lazy to upload. XD I’m just feeling to type it out, that’s all.
So… EVEN IN A RESTAURANT WE CAN MAKE 18SX JOKES!!!!!!! What the… And the whole “Coming” thing is really funny. Sora kept on spelling the wrong thing. She was trying to spell it “C-O-M-I-N-G” but she will always ACCIDENTALLY spelt “C-U-M-I-N-G” LOLZ~~~~~~
OMG… Can’t believe it… She’s such a perv~ XD Even though she’s an Islamic.
Yeah. I’m serious.
Oh, and the price for everything is WORTHED. I mean, for 4 people, called 3 appetizers (Cheese Stick with really cheeses, unlike the one in Pizza Hut; I-Don’t-Know-What-It-Called-But-It-Looks-Like-A-Pizza-Puff-To-Me; and a Mushroom soup), 4 drinks (Italian Sodas, 2 Passion Fruits, 2 Green Apple), a HUGE pizza (12 inches), and a desert (Snow Ball), it’s only 92.85!!! Already with service charge of 10%!!!!! And it’s not deniable that their service is good, unlike the others. Charge for nothing but bad waitress. Kuso.
This shop is DAMN GOOD!!!!!!
Now, lets give the comment for the foods. For the cheese stick, it’s really a pizza cheese with really cheesy cheese, unlike the one in Pizza Hut which it’s only a bread stick with cheese powder on top. >w> What the…
PS: Speaking of bread stick, the one beside us ordered the bread stick, and the way they eat it… Ehem. You think for yourself. It’s rod shaped.
Then, the… Pizza-Puff (I named it), it’s taste is undeniably GOOD!!!!!! The mushrooms inside it… The pepperoni inside it… WOOOOOOO~~~~ I can’t say, but it’s SERIOUSLY good!!!
Next, the mushroom soup. It’s obviously not canned. It’s FULLY MUSHROOM. You can see the mushroom. You can smell the mushroom. You can EAT every bits of the mushroom, although they’re somewhat small in pieces. And it’s served in a very western way. Not in a bowl, but a plate-like stuff. Please don’t ask me what is it, I don’t know what’s the name of it. XD The taste is severe. It’s not fluid like the one in the other restaurants. It’s… You can say, solid. Because of the bits of the mushrooms. Every spoon of it are all MUSHROOMS.
After that, the drinks. The Passion Fruit is SERIOUSLY nice~~~ I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s good. Just like the “Tropica Fruit Mix” stuffs that you all drink. The Green Apple is… Green Apple. Fully green apple. No artificial taste. You can really taste the green apple taste. Oh! Oh! And the most important part of this drink!!! THE CHERRY!!!!!! XD It’s the best of the drink~ XXD
What the… It’s supposed to be a drink, but I’m talking about the side dish. XP Don’t mind~
And then, the main dish, the All-The-Meat Pizza!!!!!! The 12 inches pizza!!!!!!!! Every bite had that juiciness of the sauce, and the pepper taste of the meat, and the fluid from the whole pizza~~~ It’s crusty, but it’s juicy~~~ Yum~~~ You’ll never imagine it if you never ate it before!!!
At last… The desert. Snow Ball~~~ Kou accidentally named it “Ice Ball”, and I was like thinking how to eat an ICE BALL?! X3 Sorry, ignore me. Now, the look is NICE. The taste is EVEN NICER. The strawberry… As sweet as your everyday honey (what do you mean by “honey”? XD). The ice cream… As chilly as your everyday air-con (what the… CFC?! XXD) The fruits beneath it… I’m not sure what are them, but seriously, they’re GOOD~~~
Overall, all the food in Papa Jone’s is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD~~~ *Jumps around*
You’ll never wanted to go to other pizzas if you can choose.
Seriously.
Anyway, after eating, we went for the major search for the cosplay thing. But instead of finding a seriously cosplay shop, we found something else…
Kimono and Yukata.
Weeeeeeee~~~ It’s like, such luck? No la, actually I’ve known that since the first time I been here. But I never checked the price. That day, when I checked, it’s 269 for Kimono, 229 for Yukata, and buy 3 get 1 free. You can even mix up the ones you wanted to buy. But of course, the lowest will be given as the free one. I think that’s really worth it. The male’s is even CHEAPER. 170 something. I think. I don’t remember. But it’s MUCH MORE CHEAPER. Kuso… I’m so going to buy that. I don’t care what other people say. Seriously.
Then, we went for iSocks. Seriously, some stuffs in iSocks are really “iSUCKS”. XP Sorry for the lame joke, but seriously, one iSocks really became iSUCKS, thanks to the pillar that’s covering half of the whole thing, making it looks like iSucks. XD
Anyway, I found an idea of cosplaying through these wears… I think I can cosplay as one of the character I’ve drawn… Kaenboshi Kagura~~~ From my fanfiction “DMC: Clash of Altrarsierpe”. Yes, I do WRITE. If I don’t, you won’t be reading in this blog, ‘kay?
Wait. You want the story of it? Hmm… Later. It’s very much of a… Erm… Well… Copying. Well, it’s based on the world of Devil May Cry, so… yeah… But I’ve copied a lot from the other animes too. XD Don’t mind me. So… Unless if someone really requested for it, I won’t post. Because… It’s also… Ehem. 18SX at the later chapters.
Yes, I DO write Hentai. (Plus Yaoi and Yuri. If you know what it meant.)
Now, back to topic. I’m SOOOO going to cosplay as Kagura, but I’m not sure whether our headmistress allows it… I mean, she’s such an Islamic. Kuso… I just hate her. Everyone hates her. I hope she hates herself too. XD I’m so bad.
Wait, I’m always bad. XX3
So… We searched for the whole block for everything related to cosplay, but NONE is there. Kuso… Wasting my time… Oh, and we went into a shop that sells Silvers. Scorpion is the name of the shop. I found one very good one, but I didn’t manage to buy it.
Because my finger is DAMN small.
Haiz…
And it’s expensive. One cost 49.
Haiz…
Anyway, we went for Sg. Wang after that. We went for ANATOMY~~~ One of my favorite store. The stuffs in there is never cheap, but it’s GOOD~~~ All gothic and punk stuffs can be found inside, and from there, I found the coat that might match my Kagura. Hahahahaha~~~~
So, we searched for clothes, and played with the clothes too. Tried several weird stuffs too. XD Like… the Matrix coat/jacket. XXD Callous looks so weird in that~~~ I mean, she’s really funny~~~ XXDXD She pulled all the zips and covered her face. She looks like a little girl~~~ XD
Oh, and we found a lot of gothic lolita clothes in there. There’s one that looks like Yuki from Vampire Knight’s clothes too. Not the uniform, but one of the clothes that she wore in one of the wallpapers.
And I kept on imagining that fella in those sorts of clothes… Oh my god… I’m such a pervy…
Anyway, I took note of the price about the clothes, since Yuki might want it. It’s 98. Wow, cheap…?
Oh well. I bought the jacket/vest/whatever (it cost 168, after discount: 151 ^w^), and Callous bought a sleeveless shirt-like clothe. Why discount? Thanks to her member card.
Love ya Callous~ XP
But sad, Kou and Sora didn’t manage to buy. So they kept on doing the weird “finger circling” on Callous. XD It’s soooo funny~ And quite cute too~ XXD
After that, we still have some time. But still lack of time. So I decided to call my parents to come later… About… 5.30. But NO, they insisted on coming at 5.15.
Fine. 5.15 then 5.15. I don’t care.
So, we went to Chamber Secret, and I go and “demo” Ame Oto for Kou. Kuso! I kept on forgetting what’s the chord for it! Nevermind… I’ll note it in my phone later… Anyway, we saw a “Guzheng”. I went to play it. WOOOOO~~~ It’s such fun~ I think I’ll get one of those too… Heheheh… Oh, and it’s quite easy to play… I think…
Oh, that reminded me…
I REGRETTED ON BUYING THE DAMNED GUITAR!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! 3000!!!!!!! AND I CAN’T PLAY IT!!!!!
Why can’t play?
BECAUSE MY HAND IS TOO SMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLL!!!!!!
AND MY FINGERS ARE DAMN SHOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!
Kuso.
So… I do plan to sell it. But… Hmm… Wonder who wants it…?
Anyway, we went for the OTHER Chambers to play. The drums. Haha~ I played “Behind These Hazel Eyes”, but at the end of the chorus part, thanks to lack of training, I forgot how to beat that part. So Sora and Callous were yelling at me. Why? Because I made them sing so nicely, then suddenly I messed up, spoiling their fun of singing. XD Heheheh~ XX3
Sorry Cal~ Gomen Sora-chan~ XXD
Then, we went for Giant to look for a drink. So damn thirsty… I finished my water. Kuso. After that, we went to wait at the busstop. It’s drizzling. Luckily I had the hood with me. XD So we waited for a while, and then get on a very COOL bus that will stop RIGHT NEAR LM~~~ Yay~~~ And you wouldn’t imagine that how cool is inside~ It’s the first bus with a comfy sofa-seats, and a nice speaker. Although some of the programmes are lame. XD Oh well. We didn’t talk much inside, because they’re all busying listening to music, and I’m recording my “Ame Oto” for Kou. Haha… I haven’t give him the tone yet until that time. XD Gomen Kou-kun~
But seriously, it’s DAMNED HARD to record the songs. Why? Because it’s soooooo shakey!!! My voice tremble like hell. The first time I recorded, I laughed at the playback. It sounds SOOOOOO sucky~ But then, after that, I really love my voice. Ehhh… Perasan… X3
Then suddenly…
“Aimai sansen-” (Guess what song? XD It’s an anime song. Opening song.)
I quickly click on the pick-up button.
OMG, my parents called. Asking where I am. I told them… I’m in Kou’s car. Why? Because they wouldn’t let me go by BUS. Shit them.
Anyway, they say how long to LM? I told them it’s not even half the journey yet. Then… When it’s 5.15, they called again. Said that they’re there already.
Kuso.
Told them to come at 5.30, but NO! They insisted on coming at 5.15, because scared of jam. Scared of late. But what the hell, they should know that we have jam too!!! Damn those idiots. If you want to go makan, go la! Why do you need me?! I don’t even want to go!
Those fools… That’s why I NEVER LIKED THEM. I HATE THEM. They’re the BIGGEST fools in the whole universe.
Kuso. Daikirai.
Haiz. Skip that. So, I told them my plans. But it didn’t work. Why? Because they don’t even need to meet them. Hah! Good part! Thanks my god. Thanks Buddha.
Namo Amitabha…
Oh well. There I go, went back home. Go to eat again. LUCKILY the foods are good. And I really pity my sister.
She can’t eat a thing.
Lulz~
Why?
Because she just got her teeth gum being washed.
Wow… I never want to imagine that… It sounds… Eww…
But then, I must be careful from now on. I don’t want to end up like her.
Okay. The dinner is a snow-fish (haha, direct from Chinese), Mak-You (a type of vege), dunno-what-pork-is-that with dunno-what-black-sauce-is-that, and… The best part… HAMDAN CRABS!!!!!!! XD Lulz~
Sorry for the Hamdan joke. It’s salty egg la. X3
Okay. I won’t comment on this. Because it’s just like a daily stuff for me. And it’s like… Every restaurant also can eat. So why even bother to comment? =w=
Then… Wait. No more then. Just the SNoW songs. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~ SNoW really ROCKS~~~ Too bad she only (and ONLY) got one album… Haiz… I wished to listen to more of her songs… Haiz… But then, Kitade Nana is very good in the songs in Jigoku Shoujo. Seriously.
Wait. Should I make a recommended song of the “entry”?
Okay. I think I should do that.
Today’s recommended song is花火まで後すこし (Hanabi Made Sukoshi) by SNoW~
Intro is soft, and the guitar (as always, in her songs) quietly plucked. Vocal sang the lyrics in quite a quick pace. Then, slowly, the vocal go high pitch a bit when it’s before chorus.
Then the chorus, with beats of drums, and quick strumming of the guitar. Vocal become long-holding. Piano sounds are heard as a support, and the electric guitar acted as the chord of the music here.
Then, back to the verse, same as the beginning. Chorus, too, same as before. Then, the bridge, everything seemed to silence for a while, before a short soft instrumental break (as the intro), then enter the chorus again. Then, like all her Sakasama no Chou, too, there’s another part after the chorus, where the pace became fast. Then it ended with a short silent drum beat.
Haha. It might be REALLY confusing if you don’t have a good imagination of music. XD Sorry for any confusions. Don’t blame me for these stuffs ‘kay?
Oh yeah, it’s very recommended to go and download SNoW’s album “Hatsuyuki”. (Link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DCRWB1ZH) Go and download it now~
NOTE: The uploader is not me!!! Repeat, I’M NOT THE UPLOADER!!!! X3
Oh, and I think I’m high on sugar.
Please ignore if I “weee’ed” too much, squeled too much, make expression too much…
And write too much.
XD
Whoops, sorry.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~
\ >w< /
Weeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I just love SNoW~~~~ Her songs are the BEST!!!!
I just downloaded the songs on Friday, in Star CC, and it’s like, THE BEST!!! That day is SOOOOO a best day for downloading. Too bad the stupid thing suddenly “BLAST” and all the computers are down. Haiz… I was like feeling very lucky because I just managed to extract the files out from downloaded ZIPs. XD
Lucky~
Oh, and I downloaded two big files that day~ Mwahahaha~~~ I so love that day’s CC~~~ But not that stupid boom.
Kuso.
PS: Why the stuffs I liked are related to “water”? Including friends… What’s wrong with me…? I’m supposed to be associated with fire, not water?! =w= Ittai… Nani ga…
PPS: WHY MY BEST FRIENDS ARE ALL “Yuki”?!?!?!?!?!??!?! |||=w= Shirly also Yuki, Yuki also Yuki. Gurei is also associated with snow. =w= What the…
‘kay. Enough.
Now, last Sat, we planned to go to Times. So, in the morning, I arrived at TC at 10.15.
What the- Where’s Sora!?
Actually, the time that we set (and told Sora) is 11, so I tried to call her phone the day before, but no one pick up. So I sms’ed her.
Oh well, I should’ve known that she wouldn’t check her phone, so I called her, that day.
She’s still in her house.
EHHHHH?!?!?! Then how long will it takes to come here?! I forgot to ask her. Haiz…
So I waited, walking to primary school, listened to several songs, and it’s already 10.45. I’m thinking to walk to LM already, since I’ve told Kou to wait there at 10.
But then, he called suddenly. With his HOUSE phone.
“Hey, you arrived at LM already?”
“No. And you know what? Sora still thought that the time is 11.”
“Oh… Then you come here at 11 lah. I don’t mind.”
“Oh, okay…”
So I ended up waiting for Sora, and it’s REALLY 11. OMG… Lulz~ Can’t believe it.
So, we walked to LM, took 15 minutes. We talked during the “journey”. So I asked where she lived, she said she lived in near Selangor. I was like OMG!!!!
Because this place is Connaught. Cheras. Kuala Lumpur. It’ll took 45 minutes to arrive here from Selangor.
Now I know why she’s late… Sorry and thank you Sora-chan~ For coming~ X3
Anyway, we arrived at LM, and OMG, we made SOOOOOO MUCH 18SX jokes along the way to Times. We went by a bus.
Oh, and this is my first time in the public bus. A WELL CROWEDED public bus. Me, Callous, Sora, and Kou standing in one line. Sexting. X3
‘kay la, Sora din sexting la, and I’m just typing this entry for the blog. In my phone.
PS: Sexting = Texting = SMSing
We’re going to Times to window shopping at the cosplay clothes. But I’m not sure whether got or not. Oh well, if don’t have, we can always go for Sg. Wang to search for it. Oh, and too bad Yuki can’t come.
If she came, she probably would be having so much fun saying “Kawaii~” and then “so moe~” and this and that… - w - Haiz… That’s her.
Oh well. Too bad. We have lots of fun. Mwahaha~
Anyway, our first stop is PAPA JONE’S!!!!!! OH YEAH~ The BEST stuffs provided~ Especially the PIZZAS!!!! I VERY recommend this “All-The-Meat” pizza!!!! It’s like, one of the best!!!!
M-Matte.
I haven’t eat the others… How do I know? X3
Lolz~ Don’t mind~
You want pictures? Sorry, but no pictures for you all. I’m too lazy to upload. XD I’m just feeling to type it out, that’s all.
So… EVEN IN A RESTAURANT WE CAN MAKE 18SX JOKES!!!!!!! What the… And the whole “Coming” thing is really funny. Sora kept on spelling the wrong thing. She was trying to spell it “C-O-M-I-N-G” but she will always ACCIDENTALLY spelt “C-U-M-I-N-G” LOLZ~~~~~~
OMG… Can’t believe it… She’s such a perv~ XD Even though she’s an Islamic.
Yeah. I’m serious.
Oh, and the price for everything is WORTHED. I mean, for 4 people, called 3 appetizers (Cheese Stick with really cheeses, unlike the one in Pizza Hut; I-Don’t-Know-What-It-Called-But-It-Looks-Like-A-Pizza-Puff-To-Me; and a Mushroom soup), 4 drinks (Italian Sodas, 2 Passion Fruits, 2 Green Apple), a HUGE pizza (12 inches), and a desert (Snow Ball), it’s only 92.85!!! Already with service charge of 10%!!!!! And it’s not deniable that their service is good, unlike the others. Charge for nothing but bad waitress. Kuso.
This shop is DAMN GOOD!!!!!!
Now, lets give the comment for the foods. For the cheese stick, it’s really a pizza cheese with really cheesy cheese, unlike the one in Pizza Hut which it’s only a bread stick with cheese powder on top. >w> What the…
PS: Speaking of bread stick, the one beside us ordered the bread stick, and the way they eat it… Ehem. You think for yourself. It’s rod shaped.
Then, the… Pizza-Puff (I named it), it’s taste is undeniably GOOD!!!!!! The mushrooms inside it… The pepperoni inside it… WOOOOOOO~~~~ I can’t say, but it’s SERIOUSLY good!!!
Next, the mushroom soup. It’s obviously not canned. It’s FULLY MUSHROOM. You can see the mushroom. You can smell the mushroom. You can EAT every bits of the mushroom, although they’re somewhat small in pieces. And it’s served in a very western way. Not in a bowl, but a plate-like stuff. Please don’t ask me what is it, I don’t know what’s the name of it. XD The taste is severe. It’s not fluid like the one in the other restaurants. It’s… You can say, solid. Because of the bits of the mushrooms. Every spoon of it are all MUSHROOMS.
After that, the drinks. The Passion Fruit is SERIOUSLY nice~~~ I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s good. Just like the “Tropica Fruit Mix” stuffs that you all drink. The Green Apple is… Green Apple. Fully green apple. No artificial taste. You can really taste the green apple taste. Oh! Oh! And the most important part of this drink!!! THE CHERRY!!!!!! XD It’s the best of the drink~ XXD
What the… It’s supposed to be a drink, but I’m talking about the side dish. XP Don’t mind~
And then, the main dish, the All-The-Meat Pizza!!!!!! The 12 inches pizza!!!!!!!! Every bite had that juiciness of the sauce, and the pepper taste of the meat, and the fluid from the whole pizza~~~ It’s crusty, but it’s juicy~~~ Yum~~~ You’ll never imagine it if you never ate it before!!!
At last… The desert. Snow Ball~~~ Kou accidentally named it “Ice Ball”, and I was like thinking how to eat an ICE BALL?! X3 Sorry, ignore me. Now, the look is NICE. The taste is EVEN NICER. The strawberry… As sweet as your everyday honey (what do you mean by “honey”? XD). The ice cream… As chilly as your everyday air-con (what the… CFC?! XXD) The fruits beneath it… I’m not sure what are them, but seriously, they’re GOOD~~~
Overall, all the food in Papa Jone’s is GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD~~~ *Jumps around*
You’ll never wanted to go to other pizzas if you can choose.
Seriously.
Anyway, after eating, we went for the major search for the cosplay thing. But instead of finding a seriously cosplay shop, we found something else…
Kimono and Yukata.
Weeeeeeee~~~ It’s like, such luck? No la, actually I’ve known that since the first time I been here. But I never checked the price. That day, when I checked, it’s 269 for Kimono, 229 for Yukata, and buy 3 get 1 free. You can even mix up the ones you wanted to buy. But of course, the lowest will be given as the free one. I think that’s really worth it. The male’s is even CHEAPER. 170 something. I think. I don’t remember. But it’s MUCH MORE CHEAPER. Kuso… I’m so going to buy that. I don’t care what other people say. Seriously.
Then, we went for iSocks. Seriously, some stuffs in iSocks are really “iSUCKS”. XP Sorry for the lame joke, but seriously, one iSocks really became iSUCKS, thanks to the pillar that’s covering half of the whole thing, making it looks like iSucks. XD
Anyway, I found an idea of cosplaying through these wears… I think I can cosplay as one of the character I’ve drawn… Kaenboshi Kagura~~~ From my fanfiction “DMC: Clash of Altrarsierpe”. Yes, I do WRITE. If I don’t, you won’t be reading in this blog, ‘kay?
Wait. You want the story of it? Hmm… Later. It’s very much of a… Erm… Well… Copying. Well, it’s based on the world of Devil May Cry, so… yeah… But I’ve copied a lot from the other animes too. XD Don’t mind me. So… Unless if someone really requested for it, I won’t post. Because… It’s also… Ehem. 18SX at the later chapters.
Yes, I DO write Hentai. (Plus Yaoi and Yuri. If you know what it meant.)
Now, back to topic. I’m SOOOO going to cosplay as Kagura, but I’m not sure whether our headmistress allows it… I mean, she’s such an Islamic. Kuso… I just hate her. Everyone hates her. I hope she hates herself too. XD I’m so bad.
Wait, I’m always bad. XX3
So… We searched for the whole block for everything related to cosplay, but NONE is there. Kuso… Wasting my time… Oh, and we went into a shop that sells Silvers. Scorpion is the name of the shop. I found one very good one, but I didn’t manage to buy it.
Because my finger is DAMN small.
Haiz…
And it’s expensive. One cost 49.
Haiz…
Anyway, we went for Sg. Wang after that. We went for ANATOMY~~~ One of my favorite store. The stuffs in there is never cheap, but it’s GOOD~~~ All gothic and punk stuffs can be found inside, and from there, I found the coat that might match my Kagura. Hahahahaha~~~~
So, we searched for clothes, and played with the clothes too. Tried several weird stuffs too. XD Like… the Matrix coat/jacket. XXD Callous looks so weird in that~~~ I mean, she’s really funny~~~ XXDXD She pulled all the zips and covered her face. She looks like a little girl~~~ XD
Oh, and we found a lot of gothic lolita clothes in there. There’s one that looks like Yuki from Vampire Knight’s clothes too. Not the uniform, but one of the clothes that she wore in one of the wallpapers.
And I kept on imagining that fella in those sorts of clothes… Oh my god… I’m such a pervy…
Anyway, I took note of the price about the clothes, since Yuki might want it. It’s 98. Wow, cheap…?
Oh well. I bought the jacket/vest/whatever (it cost 168, after discount: 151 ^w^), and Callous bought a sleeveless shirt-like clothe. Why discount? Thanks to her member card.
Love ya Callous~ XP
But sad, Kou and Sora didn’t manage to buy. So they kept on doing the weird “finger circling” on Callous. XD It’s soooo funny~ And quite cute too~ XXD
After that, we still have some time. But still lack of time. So I decided to call my parents to come later… About… 5.30. But NO, they insisted on coming at 5.15.
Fine. 5.15 then 5.15. I don’t care.
So, we went to Chamber Secret, and I go and “demo” Ame Oto for Kou. Kuso! I kept on forgetting what’s the chord for it! Nevermind… I’ll note it in my phone later… Anyway, we saw a “Guzheng”. I went to play it. WOOOOO~~~ It’s such fun~ I think I’ll get one of those too… Heheheh… Oh, and it’s quite easy to play… I think…
Oh, that reminded me…
I REGRETTED ON BUYING THE DAMNED GUITAR!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! 3000!!!!!!! AND I CAN’T PLAY IT!!!!!
Why can’t play?
BECAUSE MY HAND IS TOO SMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLL!!!!!!
AND MY FINGERS ARE DAMN SHOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!
Kuso.
So… I do plan to sell it. But… Hmm… Wonder who wants it…?
Anyway, we went for the OTHER Chambers to play. The drums. Haha~ I played “Behind These Hazel Eyes”, but at the end of the chorus part, thanks to lack of training, I forgot how to beat that part. So Sora and Callous were yelling at me. Why? Because I made them sing so nicely, then suddenly I messed up, spoiling their fun of singing. XD Heheheh~ XX3
Sorry Cal~ Gomen Sora-chan~ XXD
Then, we went for Giant to look for a drink. So damn thirsty… I finished my water. Kuso. After that, we went to wait at the busstop. It’s drizzling. Luckily I had the hood with me. XD So we waited for a while, and then get on a very COOL bus that will stop RIGHT NEAR LM~~~ Yay~~~ And you wouldn’t imagine that how cool is inside~ It’s the first bus with a comfy sofa-seats, and a nice speaker. Although some of the programmes are lame. XD Oh well. We didn’t talk much inside, because they’re all busying listening to music, and I’m recording my “Ame Oto” for Kou. Haha… I haven’t give him the tone yet until that time. XD Gomen Kou-kun~
But seriously, it’s DAMNED HARD to record the songs. Why? Because it’s soooooo shakey!!! My voice tremble like hell. The first time I recorded, I laughed at the playback. It sounds SOOOOOO sucky~ But then, after that, I really love my voice. Ehhh… Perasan… X3
Then suddenly…
“Aimai sansen-” (Guess what song? XD It’s an anime song. Opening song.)
I quickly click on the pick-up button.
OMG, my parents called. Asking where I am. I told them… I’m in Kou’s car. Why? Because they wouldn’t let me go by BUS. Shit them.
Anyway, they say how long to LM? I told them it’s not even half the journey yet. Then… When it’s 5.15, they called again. Said that they’re there already.
Kuso.
Told them to come at 5.30, but NO! They insisted on coming at 5.15, because scared of jam. Scared of late. But what the hell, they should know that we have jam too!!! Damn those idiots. If you want to go makan, go la! Why do you need me?! I don’t even want to go!
Those fools… That’s why I NEVER LIKED THEM. I HATE THEM. They’re the BIGGEST fools in the whole universe.
Kuso. Daikirai.
Haiz. Skip that. So, I told them my plans. But it didn’t work. Why? Because they don’t even need to meet them. Hah! Good part! Thanks my god. Thanks Buddha.
Namo Amitabha…
Oh well. There I go, went back home. Go to eat again. LUCKILY the foods are good. And I really pity my sister.
She can’t eat a thing.
Lulz~
Why?
Because she just got her teeth gum being washed.
Wow… I never want to imagine that… It sounds… Eww…
But then, I must be careful from now on. I don’t want to end up like her.
Okay. The dinner is a snow-fish (haha, direct from Chinese), Mak-You (a type of vege), dunno-what-pork-is-that with dunno-what-black-sauce-is-that, and… The best part… HAMDAN CRABS!!!!!!! XD Lulz~
Sorry for the Hamdan joke. It’s salty egg la. X3
Okay. I won’t comment on this. Because it’s just like a daily stuff for me. And it’s like… Every restaurant also can eat. So why even bother to comment? =w=
Then… Wait. No more then. Just the SNoW songs. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~ SNoW really ROCKS~~~ Too bad she only (and ONLY) got one album… Haiz… I wished to listen to more of her songs… Haiz… But then, Kitade Nana is very good in the songs in Jigoku Shoujo. Seriously.
Wait. Should I make a recommended song of the “entry”?
Okay. I think I should do that.
Today’s recommended song is花火まで後すこし (Hanabi Made Sukoshi) by SNoW~
Intro is soft, and the guitar (as always, in her songs) quietly plucked. Vocal sang the lyrics in quite a quick pace. Then, slowly, the vocal go high pitch a bit when it’s before chorus.
Then the chorus, with beats of drums, and quick strumming of the guitar. Vocal become long-holding. Piano sounds are heard as a support, and the electric guitar acted as the chord of the music here.
Then, back to the verse, same as the beginning. Chorus, too, same as before. Then, the bridge, everything seemed to silence for a while, before a short soft instrumental break (as the intro), then enter the chorus again. Then, like all her Sakasama no Chou, too, there’s another part after the chorus, where the pace became fast. Then it ended with a short silent drum beat.
Haha. It might be REALLY confusing if you don’t have a good imagination of music. XD Sorry for any confusions. Don’t blame me for these stuffs ‘kay?
Oh yeah, it’s very recommended to go and download SNoW’s album “Hatsuyuki”. (Link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DCRWB1ZH) Go and download it now~
NOTE: The uploader is not me!!! Repeat, I’M NOT THE UPLOADER!!!! X3
Oh, and I think I’m high on sugar.
Please ignore if I “weee’ed” too much, squeled too much, make expression too much…
And write too much.
XD
Whoops, sorry.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~
\ >w< /
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
:: 気持ち悪いAries ::
自分に買って。
自分に帰って。
自分だけ。
一人だけ。
誰もいない。
嫌、誰もいないでわ無いですけど。。。
ただ、自分に、一人に、欲しいだけ。
なぜ？
まあ。。。
此れは本とのあたしかも知れない。。。
だって、
友達に必要わない。
家族に必要わない。
恋人も必要わない。
ただ一人だけ。
あたしだけ。
この世界に活きて。
この幻想の世界に生きて。
何の幻想ですか？
ただ歌がいる。
ただ漫画がいる。
ただPCがいる。
ただあたしがいる。
その以外の物を必要わない。
でも、今日だけかも知れない。。。
なぜ？
なぜ今日だけ？
あたしわ病気である。
ただそれだけ？
そうかも知れない。
でも、あれだけにわ無いかも知れない。
だって、
ずっと我慢して。
あのやつ達に我慢してる。
全部の全部。
友達じゃないにわもっと好いですけど。
でも違う。
あたしとあのやつ達わ友達です。
もう、二年の友達です。
嫌、違う、もう三年だ。
でも、まだ嫌い。
もっと嫌い。
徐々に、もっと、もっと、きらい。
なぜですか？
もう、真実に見てた。
あのやつ達の真実。
あの馬鹿者達の事をもう解ってる。
理解で、
我慢で、
嫌いで。
此れは本とのAries。
もう、知ってるの？
知らない？
好きわない？
読みに止めろ。
自分に帰って。
自分だけ。
一人だけ。
誰もいない。
嫌、誰もいないでわ無いですけど。。。
ただ、自分に、一人に、欲しいだけ。
なぜ？
まあ。。。
此れは本とのあたしかも知れない。。。
だって、
友達に必要わない。
家族に必要わない。
恋人も必要わない。
ただ一人だけ。
あたしだけ。
この世界に活きて。
この幻想の世界に生きて。
何の幻想ですか？
ただ歌がいる。
ただ漫画がいる。
ただPCがいる。
ただあたしがいる。
その以外の物を必要わない。
でも、今日だけかも知れない。。。
なぜ？
なぜ今日だけ？
あたしわ病気である。
ただそれだけ？
そうかも知れない。
でも、あれだけにわ無いかも知れない。
だって、
ずっと我慢して。
あのやつ達に我慢してる。
全部の全部。
友達じゃないにわもっと好いですけど。
でも違う。
あたしとあのやつ達わ友達です。
もう、二年の友達です。
嫌、違う、もう三年だ。
でも、まだ嫌い。
もっと嫌い。
徐々に、もっと、もっと、きらい。
なぜですか？
もう、真実に見てた。
あのやつ達の真実。
あの馬鹿者達の事をもう解ってる。
理解で、
我慢で、
嫌いで。
此れは本とのAries。
もう、知ってるの？
知らない？
好きわない？
読みに止めろ。
:: ドキドキしちゃう Aries Part 2 ::
まったく。。。あたしわ、本とに、大変悪いです。。。
どうして？
だって、ずっと、この大変の物を考えるです。。。
何が？
あの人の髪に触る欲しい。。。
あの人の膚に触る欲しい。。。
でも。。。
あの人、嫌いかも知らない。。。
あの人、どんなのリアクションもう、知らない。。。
だから、あの人わ、“何もI Don’t Care” 見たい。。。
だから、あの人わ、誰も好いで見たい。。。
だから。。。
だから。。。
怖い。。。
あたしわ、本とに、怖かった。。。
あたしわ、本とに、卑怯です。
でも。。。
この感情。。。
この欲望。。。
ああああ～
いったい、どんなに止まれた好いのか？
この欲望。。。
毎日、毎日に。。。
少しい、少しいに。。。
溢れてる。。。
ああああ～
如何すればいいの。。。？
自分に殺せば好いの？
其れとも。。。
消えても好いの。。。？
でも、誰？
ああああ～
駄目、考えません～
くそ。
嫌いだ、この感情。。。
でも、好きだ、この人。。。
たとえ、あの人わ、あたしに大好きの感情わ無い；
たとえ、あの人わ、あたしに嫌いで；
あたし、まだ、あの人の事を、好きだった。。。
くそ。
ああああ～
如何すれば好い～？
如何しよう。。。
くそ。。。
自分に嫌いだ！！！
何故こんなに馬鹿なの？！
何もでき無い！！
何も言えて無い！！！
何も。。。！
何も。
何も。。。
くそ。
本とに、くそ。
凄く、くそ。
まったく、くそ。
ああああ。。。
誰が、教えてくれ。。。
誰が、助けて。。。
あたし、もうすぐ、死にちゃった。。。
> 青い色
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Unrequited love
Instruments: Piano, Electric Guitar, Drum
Vocal: Me
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
貴方の髪に触りたい
貴方の体抱きしめたい
しかし 若し貴方嫌い
じゃあたし死にで欲しい
苦しい この感情止めたい
愛しい 貴方が大好き
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
貴方の膚に触りたい
貴方の唇キスが欲しい
どうして恋人じゃない？
こんなに近くなのに
苦しい この欲望が止めたい
愛しい 貴方が欲しい
青い色 優しい色
貴方の色 嫌いな色
どうしてあたしこんなに
貴方が愛して
だけど貴方気持ちわ無い
何故あたしこんなに馬鹿で
何故あたしこんなに卑怯で
誰があたしに教えて
如何すればいいの？
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
青い色 優しい色
貴方の色 嫌いな色
どうしてあたしこんなに
貴方が愛して
だけど貴方気持ちわ無い
どうして？
だって、ずっと、この大変の物を考えるです。。。
何が？
あの人の髪に触る欲しい。。。
あの人の膚に触る欲しい。。。
でも。。。
あの人、嫌いかも知らない。。。
あの人、どんなのリアクションもう、知らない。。。
だから、あの人わ、“何もI Don’t Care” 見たい。。。
だから、あの人わ、誰も好いで見たい。。。
だから。。。
だから。。。
怖い。。。
あたしわ、本とに、怖かった。。。
あたしわ、本とに、卑怯です。
でも。。。
この感情。。。
この欲望。。。
ああああ～
いったい、どんなに止まれた好いのか？
この欲望。。。
毎日、毎日に。。。
少しい、少しいに。。。
溢れてる。。。
ああああ～
如何すればいいの。。。？
自分に殺せば好いの？
其れとも。。。
消えても好いの。。。？
でも、誰？
ああああ～
駄目、考えません～
くそ。
嫌いだ、この感情。。。
でも、好きだ、この人。。。
たとえ、あの人わ、あたしに大好きの感情わ無い；
たとえ、あの人わ、あたしに嫌いで；
あたし、まだ、あの人の事を、好きだった。。。
くそ。
ああああ～
如何すれば好い～？
如何しよう。。。
くそ。。。
自分に嫌いだ！！！
何故こんなに馬鹿なの？！
何もでき無い！！
何も言えて無い！！！
何も。。。！
何も。
何も。。。
くそ。
本とに、くそ。
凄く、くそ。
まったく、くそ。
ああああ。。。
誰が、教えてくれ。。。
誰が、助けて。。。
あたし、もうすぐ、死にちゃった。。。
> 青い色
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Unrequited love
Instruments: Piano, Electric Guitar, Drum
Vocal: Me
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
貴方の髪に触りたい
貴方の体抱きしめたい
しかし 若し貴方嫌い
じゃあたし死にで欲しい
苦しい この感情止めたい
愛しい 貴方が大好き
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
貴方の膚に触りたい
貴方の唇キスが欲しい
どうして恋人じゃない？
こんなに近くなのに
苦しい この欲望が止めたい
愛しい 貴方が欲しい
青い色 優しい色
貴方の色 嫌いな色
どうしてあたしこんなに
貴方が愛して
だけど貴方気持ちわ無い
何故あたしこんなに馬鹿で
何故あたしこんなに卑怯で
誰があたしに教えて
如何すればいいの？
青い色 憂鬱な色
貴方の色 涙の色
誰が知ってる
あたしの気持ち
こんなに苦しい
青い色 優しい色
貴方の色 嫌いな色
どうしてあたしこんなに
貴方が愛して
だけど貴方気持ちわ無い
Monday, April 13, 2009
:: 嬉しいAries ::
Phew… Luckily I get my pendrive back… The files inside it is still intact. The Buddha “Pendant” is still there. Only the cover is missing. Oh well, it had been missing for quite a while, and it’s still usable, so I guess the cover is MEANT to be missing after all… X3
Anyway, I’m still happy even without the cover, scoldings from my stupid family, and my sore throat… Because at least 雨音is really a godly song for me!!! Wow… Can’t believe how good can this song turn out… I can even imagine the MV in my mind already… Especially the bridge part!!! That’s the best part of the song, where all instruments went so loud, the best climax ever in my songs!!! Although… I’m not going to sing this song, but 光… Haiz… How much I wished to snatch the song from him… But no, the song is his feeling. Haiz… I can’t steal other people’s feeling, right? Well, at least his blog really give me a lot of inspiration to this song. Haha… not.
Oh, and actually, I have another thing to be happy about... あたし、大好きな人の手に摑まった。本とに嬉しいです～ って、じゃない。Haiz... I'm still scared about the whole thing... Oh well... At least, まだ友達です。それだけもう好いです。。。
。。。かな。。。？
本とに大変ですわね、あたし。。。
ま、いいか？
Oh well, at least today is Sushi day!!! We went to CC at first, to wait for Yucchan (Yuki) to come down. So when we finished, we go back, found out that Yotsuba wants to go with us too. Okay, we go. We waited for a DAMN taxi for almost 20 minutes!!!! What the... But it's fun la. Well, we sang random songs and such. It's all about “Onaka ga suita~ Deshita deshita deshita desu~”. Haha... I know we're damned boring about it. X3
So, we arrive there, and Kou called his dad. But then, his dad couldn't come to take his phone back. Haiz... Anyway, we rushed to Sushi King and took a queue. We took a number and walked around. Well, we only managed to visit one book store (the expensive one) thanks to KOU-KUN who went disappeared from going to the toilet. So Yuki and I were like joking around, whether Kou-KUN gets XXOOX by someone already... X3 We spent 10 minutes to find this Kou.
Me: Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ *from top floor door*
Yuki: You calling dog ah?
Me: Yalah~ Kou-kun~ *the below floor* Hey, there's a toilet. *called inside the boy's toilet* Kou-kun~ *no answer, went to the girl's toilet* Kou-kun~
All: *LOL'ed*
Kou: *outside the girl's toilet already* ….......................................
Lolz~ That's such fun~ X3 Then, since there's not much time left, we went to sushi king. Then, we ate up. Wow... The kid behind Yuki really bugs everyone. Haiz... So, I decided to change place with her, since she complained so much... Anyway, we ate for 40 minutes, then the waitress came and tell us that we only have left 5 minutes. What the-
Oh well, they still need business, right?
So we left, and we straight went to Multimedia class. Damn that stupid teacher, she's still teaching us that stupid film stuff, which I CAN ALREADY DID IT IN LESS THAN 5 MINUTES AFTER MASTERING EVERYTHING!!!!!! Bleach, eat our money... Well, during the waiting for the stupid teacher to continue teaching, I, Kou, and Yuki started a conversation... (As stated as in the entry below...) And obviously, that conversation lead to somewhere else... X3
Ma, ii ka? Don't mind~
At least, I really had much fun~ today don't even have much teachers in the class, just that stupid moral teacher... Ish! I HATE her. Anyway, at least she's funny today. Though still some how annoying...
And we are just busying cleaning the class during the periods before recess.
Hurray for no class~~~
Oh yeah, グレイ told me about her stuff today... And the tarots... Damn, it's so TRUE!!! Kuso... I wanted to try out on Carnival Day, but I didn't... Damn her for not calling me to go... Yeesh~
Anyway, she told me about her and X-Mask and Joker. Well, she, at first, liked Joker, and was like couple with him. But the point is, he don't like her. Then, she tell me about the god stuff. What, the god wants her to be with X-men or something... Blah blah blah... Well, I'll tell you all later. I need to log out now.
Jya~
PS: I present, AME OTO~ The godlike song!!!
> 雨音
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Reminiscing love?
Instruments: Piano, Violin, Drums
Vocal: 光
毎度君に思いで時
君の写真に見てた
君を見ているに涙が流れる
I miss you 君に会いたい
君に抱きしめたい絶対離せない
I miss you
君の声、君の目、君の全て
君の側にいたい、僕と一緒に
絶対離れないどんな苦しい
愛してる、今から君に抱きしめたい
愛して愛してる
永遠にI Love You
まだ雨が降っている
数日間が家に支えてる
まだの外を見てた雨以外の物を見えない
Where are you 言葉がいっぱい
“御免”と“愛してる”絶対話してる
Where are you
僕の事、僕の声、まだ知っているかな?
僕わ後悔しった、君に拒絶してた
もしチャンスが有る、時をも度にしたい
でも今時間わとっても遅れた
この愚かの僕を
赦してくれるI'm Sorry
窓のグラスに中る
雨の滴
何が見てるように
あれわ Tears 涙
僕わ後悔しった、君に拒絶してた
もしチャンスが有る、時をも度にしたい
でも今時間わとっても遅れた
この愚かの僕を
赦してくれるI'm Sorry
君の側にいたい、僕と一緒に
絶対離れないどんな苦しい
愛してる、今から君に抱きしめたい
愛して愛してる
永遠にI Love You
大好きな君に 何処に有る？ I Want You
(君わ、今、何処いるの？
僕の声、まだ知っているの？)
Anyway, I’m still happy even without the cover, scoldings from my stupid family, and my sore throat… Because at least 雨音is really a godly song for me!!! Wow… Can’t believe how good can this song turn out… I can even imagine the MV in my mind already… Especially the bridge part!!! That’s the best part of the song, where all instruments went so loud, the best climax ever in my songs!!! Although… I’m not going to sing this song, but 光… Haiz… How much I wished to snatch the song from him… But no, the song is his feeling. Haiz… I can’t steal other people’s feeling, right? Well, at least his blog really give me a lot of inspiration to this song. Haha… not.
Oh, and actually, I have another thing to be happy about... あたし、大好きな人の手に摑まった。本とに嬉しいです～ って、じゃない。Haiz... I'm still scared about the whole thing... Oh well... At least, まだ友達です。それだけもう好いです。。。
。。。かな。。。？
本とに大変ですわね、あたし。。。
ま、いいか？
Oh well, at least today is Sushi day!!! We went to CC at first, to wait for Yucchan (Yuki) to come down. So when we finished, we go back, found out that Yotsuba wants to go with us too. Okay, we go. We waited for a DAMN taxi for almost 20 minutes!!!! What the... But it's fun la. Well, we sang random songs and such. It's all about “Onaka ga suita~ Deshita deshita deshita desu~”. Haha... I know we're damned boring about it. X3
So, we arrive there, and Kou called his dad. But then, his dad couldn't come to take his phone back. Haiz... Anyway, we rushed to Sushi King and took a queue. We took a number and walked around. Well, we only managed to visit one book store (the expensive one) thanks to KOU-KUN who went disappeared from going to the toilet. So Yuki and I were like joking around, whether Kou-KUN gets XXOOX by someone already... X3 We spent 10 minutes to find this Kou.
Me: Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~ *from top floor door*
Yuki: You calling dog ah?
Me: Yalah~ Kou-kun~ *the below floor* Hey, there's a toilet. *called inside the boy's toilet* Kou-kun~ *no answer, went to the girl's toilet* Kou-kun~
All: *LOL'ed*
Kou: *outside the girl's toilet already* ….......................................
Lolz~ That's such fun~ X3 Then, since there's not much time left, we went to sushi king. Then, we ate up. Wow... The kid behind Yuki really bugs everyone. Haiz... So, I decided to change place with her, since she complained so much... Anyway, we ate for 40 minutes, then the waitress came and tell us that we only have left 5 minutes. What the-
Oh well, they still need business, right?
So we left, and we straight went to Multimedia class. Damn that stupid teacher, she's still teaching us that stupid film stuff, which I CAN ALREADY DID IT IN LESS THAN 5 MINUTES AFTER MASTERING EVERYTHING!!!!!! Bleach, eat our money... Well, during the waiting for the stupid teacher to continue teaching, I, Kou, and Yuki started a conversation... (As stated as in the entry below...) And obviously, that conversation lead to somewhere else... X3
Ma, ii ka? Don't mind~
At least, I really had much fun~ today don't even have much teachers in the class, just that stupid moral teacher... Ish! I HATE her. Anyway, at least she's funny today. Though still some how annoying...
And we are just busying cleaning the class during the periods before recess.
Hurray for no class~~~
Oh yeah, グレイ told me about her stuff today... And the tarots... Damn, it's so TRUE!!! Kuso... I wanted to try out on Carnival Day, but I didn't... Damn her for not calling me to go... Yeesh~
Anyway, she told me about her and X-Mask and Joker. Well, she, at first, liked Joker, and was like couple with him. But the point is, he don't like her. Then, she tell me about the god stuff. What, the god wants her to be with X-men or something... Blah blah blah... Well, I'll tell you all later. I need to log out now.
Jya~
PS: I present, AME OTO~ The godlike song!!!
> 雨音
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Reminiscing love?
Instruments: Piano, Violin, Drums
Vocal: 光
毎度君に思いで時
君の写真に見てた
君を見ているに涙が流れる
I miss you 君に会いたい
君に抱きしめたい絶対離せない
I miss you
君の声、君の目、君の全て
君の側にいたい、僕と一緒に
絶対離れないどんな苦しい
愛してる、今から君に抱きしめたい
愛して愛してる
永遠にI Love You
まだ雨が降っている
数日間が家に支えてる
まだの外を見てた雨以外の物を見えない
Where are you 言葉がいっぱい
“御免”と“愛してる”絶対話してる
Where are you
僕の事、僕の声、まだ知っているかな?
僕わ後悔しった、君に拒絶してた
もしチャンスが有る、時をも度にしたい
でも今時間わとっても遅れた
この愚かの僕を
赦してくれるI'm Sorry
窓のグラスに中る
雨の滴
何が見てるように
あれわ Tears 涙
僕わ後悔しった、君に拒絶してた
もしチャンスが有る、時をも度にしたい
でも今時間わとっても遅れた
この愚かの僕を
赦してくれるI'm Sorry
君の側にいたい、僕と一緒に
絶対離れないどんな苦しい
愛してる、今から君に抱きしめたい
愛して愛してる
永遠にI Love You
大好きな君に 何処に有る？ I Want You
(君わ、今、何処いるの？
僕の声、まだ知っているの？)
:: 気持ち最悪悪いAries ::
< Continuar >
Again. I will continue on this. Although I hated to...
Wait.
Do I hate complaining?
Whatever. Let's continue.
I'm here to complain all about my Japanese language teacher. She might not looked materialistic, (and even said that she's not) but she IS.
Firstly, today is carnival day, and before that, we already had decided to make "Onigiri" as main course and "Green Tea Pudding with Red Bean Toppings" as dessert. We had everything we need for the Onigiri, its fine. But the dessert, we don't know where to buy the dessert's ingredients. So, we were like discussing and worrying about it. Then, she's like the "hopes" for us, providing informations for us, where to buy the stuffs. But then, we can't go. So, she offered to buy for us. Okay. That's should be good enough, right? But then, she agreed to buy for us and bring for us during last Sunday. Then, she said she can't buy them at time. Fine. It's okay, we still have one week time. The worst is that we can make the thing overnight. But then...
"Kou (my friend), de teacher only bought the red bean!! And de green tea powder NO!!
How?? My phone no $ edy..call me or tell me evryting in one msg.."
> by Yuki.
Oh. My. God.
Kou and I froze, and we were like taking out my phone and phoned Yuki instantly. That is where the stupid teacher came and grab our phones. Great. But then, fine. We worked for 1 hour and finally get the money to contact Yuki (I don't have her contact that time, as I only remember her contact in the phone.) We get the green tea powder, FINALLY. And we thought that that's the end of the worst, but NO.
"Har? I didn't buy the red bean, I told you. I didn't have the time for it."
> By that teacher.
Shit.
It's okay, as we could tell that the pictures are only for illustration purpose. But then, that's not the main problem.
"I don't (berat hati) to buy the red bean. It's too expensive..."
> By THAT TEACHER.
What. The. Fuck.
Oi! What's your problem?!?! It's not even your DAMN money!!! It's OURS. Our deadline is just so near, but you're like, "I don't BERAT HATI"!!! What the-
Okay, enough of cursings and such. It's still okay. She's an economic worker anyway. But then...
"You might thought that I'm stupid, but I come, I must teach."
> By that teacher.
This friday WAS a meeting, and LAST friday we TOLD her that this week will not be having any classes. And then, she...
"I didn't hear."
> By that teacher.
Dude, we TOLD her. WE TOLD HER FOR SEVERAL TIMES. Not just once.
Fine. Since she's soooooooooo~ obsessive about teaching, TEACH LA. Haiz...
Wait. Why I say that she's very obsessive with teaching? Well... Every time she came into the class, SHE MUST TEACH. Even if we told her don't need to teach, she will also teach. Even when people are gone, SHE STILL TEACH.
What's wrong with her brain?!
“Teach her ass lah, teach, teach, teach! Every Friday also teach. Teach her husband la!!! Teach, teach, teach... Teach apa also don't understand lah!!! Say she care about us, want us to be good... Blah blah blah... No relax punya!
Har... Every time also: 'Understand ma? Understand ma?' Then we all just nod only lah! What to say? Haiya, I got too much to say already la, dunno where to start, dunno where to end...”
> By 光。
Wow... Even my friend also become sooooooo~~~ disliking about this puttsun teacher... I wonder what's wrong with her brain, seriously.
Oh, and she’s supposed to teach us Japanese, not ECONOMICS!!! Almost all the time she came in to the class, she must and WILL talk about economics, money, economics, and MONEY for at least 5 minutes. Wait. Only 5 minutes? I don’t think so… Some times, if you don’t stop her from talking one topic, she can just talk for the whole day.
Aiya, she eat salt and rice more than us ma, of course got more crabs (craps) to talk one la… Chigau desu ka?
This cannot be continued anymore. We paid her money FOR JAPANESE CLASS, but she wasted our time (and $$) for useless economic talks. DUDE, WE KNOW ALL OF THAT OKAY?! DON’T NEED YOU TO TEACH US LA!!! WE ECON STUDENTS!!! (Wait, most of us AREN’T… For instance, Kaichou-sama.)
Oh well... Anyway, I shall add in today's conversation in the multimedia class:
Kou: Actually hor… I feel like quiting de jap class cuz of CS!!
Me: Yeah, actually, some times, I think of that too. But I still need the knowledge. Aiz, whatever la.
Kou: wakata…. Demo…. 再对着她多两次。。我会死！！！
Me: Yalah yalah. Shini demo ii. Atashi to kankeinai. X3
Kou: haix haix.. can die liao.. NOT me… HER!!
Me: When you’re planning to kill her? Call me also… Wait. Before kill her, find a better one first. In case of anything…
Kou: BUT~ ~ if we kill Her… … … … den.. den.. Need go Jail wor.. @.@
Yuki: ano nee, anata tada juunana sai desu yo~
Me: …Even if 17-sai still will go to 感化院 okay?
Yuki: Nani yo, sona koto……….maa, ii ka.
Me: …Maa ii tte… Anta, honto ni… Haiz…………..
Kou: Haix.. Jya.. Orewa Kankei nai~ ~
Me: …I thought you’re the one who WANTS to kill.
Yuki: Souyo. Zenbu ni wa mo anata no sei desu yo……kankei nai te itte…….hidoi………..
Me: Yalah!
Kou: Gomenasai.. Busyiing… ZzZ..
(Kou status is put to away..he may not reply )
Me: …
Yuki: Kou-chan~ Omae shin de mo ii………………..Grrrrrrrrr………..
Me: …Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~~ Kou-kun~~~
Yuki: Nee, Rei, inu-chan ga sagashii te iru ka? (Fu Fu Fu~~~)
Me: …Stomach black no hito. Mattaku…
Me: Let me guess. He go XXOOXXOO with someone already. Or get OOXX by someone.
Yuki: Let’s guess how long will it take this time……. (Is there any last time?)
Me: …Ii no shitsumon desu Yuki-chyama. Satte. Last time wa… Mmm… Ima sagashiteru. Chotto matte ne… *checking my book of XXOOOXO*
Yuki: Daijoubu, hayaku sagashii te ii ka? Shitteru te, hoshii yo nee………………….
Me: …Mikke! Last time wa… One month ago, while I was talking to him in the phone, he kena XO by someone, for at least 5 minute, because he asked that OX to stop.
Yuki: (Fu Fu Fu……….) omoshiiroi……………mitai de hoshii……….
Me: Mou kitte desu. I didn’t record la!!! Haiz… Next time record… (fufufufufufu~~~)
Yuki: Warawa kitemasen yo…………Mataku……..Kuso…….Next time I will listen to the record………… (Did this change into a conservation of fujyoushi before anyone aware by it?)
Me: Yayaya~ Next time, we record when HE DOES IT. (Sou omotte masu… Ii desu ne?)
Yuki: Will he do that again? Can you know when is it? (Sou yo nee, nanka omoshiroi desu, chigai desyouka?)
(Kou is BACK!!!)
Kou: WAT THE FUCK?? I AWAY AWHILE ONLY WOR??? WAT THE FUCK HAPPEN???
Me: Ehh? What the fuck happen ah…? What the fuck leh…? Someone kena fuck only ma, hor…? (To Yucchan)
Yuki: Sou nan mitai yo nee……..Kou, u finish your ‘work’ d a? (Fu Fu Fu~)
Kou: URUSAI!!! DAMARE!!! PUTTSUN!!! BAKA!! AHO!! Err….
Err… WATEVA LA YOU YOU YOU>>>BITCH!! MFCIDAHB!!!
SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NO KENA ANY XO OR OX LA!! HAIYO!!! XOOX WAT LA!!! CHI SIN!!
I LOG OUT LA!!
( Kou appear offline!! BUT!! He can still SEE wat u WRITING!!! )
DAMM YOU!!
(Computer Restarted by Kou)
(Computer Restore file, Kou didn’t know)
Me: Wow… He’d never thought that the computer would restore this conversation… Lolz~
Yuki: Yeah he would never imagine that………..he dun even know how the com. Function…… (Coz he juz know how to XOOX)
Me: Sansei desu Yuki-chyama… (fufufufufu~~~) Haiz… Never knew that my best fwen is SUCH a… Ehem. 不方便讲。。。
Yuki: Ano nee, warawa tada kono com. Prog. No sensei desu yo……XOOX no koto dewa arimasen yo~ (Kukuku~)
(Oops, Now Kou know)
XXD
Haiz... Too much to talk about this damned teacher... Maybe I'll continue next time. But I hope it won't be long.
'Cause I don't want to remember her.
Toodlez~
Again. I will continue on this. Although I hated to...
Wait.
Do I hate complaining?
Whatever. Let's continue.
I'm here to complain all about my Japanese language teacher. She might not looked materialistic, (and even said that she's not) but she IS.
Firstly, today is carnival day, and before that, we already had decided to make "Onigiri" as main course and "Green Tea Pudding with Red Bean Toppings" as dessert. We had everything we need for the Onigiri, its fine. But the dessert, we don't know where to buy the dessert's ingredients. So, we were like discussing and worrying about it. Then, she's like the "hopes" for us, providing informations for us, where to buy the stuffs. But then, we can't go. So, she offered to buy for us. Okay. That's should be good enough, right? But then, she agreed to buy for us and bring for us during last Sunday. Then, she said she can't buy them at time. Fine. It's okay, we still have one week time. The worst is that we can make the thing overnight. But then...
"Kou (my friend), de teacher only bought the red bean!! And de green tea powder NO!!
How?? My phone no $ edy..call me or tell me evryting in one msg.."
> by Yuki.
Oh. My. God.
Kou and I froze, and we were like taking out my phone and phoned Yuki instantly. That is where the stupid teacher came and grab our phones. Great. But then, fine. We worked for 1 hour and finally get the money to contact Yuki (I don't have her contact that time, as I only remember her contact in the phone.) We get the green tea powder, FINALLY. And we thought that that's the end of the worst, but NO.
"Har? I didn't buy the red bean, I told you. I didn't have the time for it."
> By that teacher.
Shit.
It's okay, as we could tell that the pictures are only for illustration purpose. But then, that's not the main problem.
"I don't (berat hati) to buy the red bean. It's too expensive..."
> By THAT TEACHER.
What. The. Fuck.
Oi! What's your problem?!?! It's not even your DAMN money!!! It's OURS. Our deadline is just so near, but you're like, "I don't BERAT HATI"!!! What the-
Okay, enough of cursings and such. It's still okay. She's an economic worker anyway. But then...
"You might thought that I'm stupid, but I come, I must teach."
> By that teacher.
This friday WAS a meeting, and LAST friday we TOLD her that this week will not be having any classes. And then, she...
"I didn't hear."
> By that teacher.
Dude, we TOLD her. WE TOLD HER FOR SEVERAL TIMES. Not just once.
Fine. Since she's soooooooooo~ obsessive about teaching, TEACH LA. Haiz...
Wait. Why I say that she's very obsessive with teaching? Well... Every time she came into the class, SHE MUST TEACH. Even if we told her don't need to teach, she will also teach. Even when people are gone, SHE STILL TEACH.
What's wrong with her brain?!
“Teach her ass lah, teach, teach, teach! Every Friday also teach. Teach her husband la!!! Teach, teach, teach... Teach apa also don't understand lah!!! Say she care about us, want us to be good... Blah blah blah... No relax punya!
Har... Every time also: 'Understand ma? Understand ma?' Then we all just nod only lah! What to say? Haiya, I got too much to say already la, dunno where to start, dunno where to end...”
> By 光。
Wow... Even my friend also become sooooooo~~~ disliking about this puttsun teacher... I wonder what's wrong with her brain, seriously.
Oh, and she’s supposed to teach us Japanese, not ECONOMICS!!! Almost all the time she came in to the class, she must and WILL talk about economics, money, economics, and MONEY for at least 5 minutes. Wait. Only 5 minutes? I don’t think so… Some times, if you don’t stop her from talking one topic, she can just talk for the whole day.
Aiya, she eat salt and rice more than us ma, of course got more crabs (craps) to talk one la… Chigau desu ka?
This cannot be continued anymore. We paid her money FOR JAPANESE CLASS, but she wasted our time (and $$) for useless economic talks. DUDE, WE KNOW ALL OF THAT OKAY?! DON’T NEED YOU TO TEACH US LA!!! WE ECON STUDENTS!!! (Wait, most of us AREN’T… For instance, Kaichou-sama.)
Oh well... Anyway, I shall add in today's conversation in the multimedia class:
Kou: Actually hor… I feel like quiting de jap class cuz of CS!!
Me: Yeah, actually, some times, I think of that too. But I still need the knowledge. Aiz, whatever la.
Kou: wakata…. Demo…. 再对着她多两次。。我会死！！！
Me: Yalah yalah. Shini demo ii. Atashi to kankeinai. X3
Kou: haix haix.. can die liao.. NOT me… HER!!
Me: When you’re planning to kill her? Call me also… Wait. Before kill her, find a better one first. In case of anything…
Kou: BUT~ ~ if we kill Her… … … … den.. den.. Need go Jail wor.. @.@
Yuki: ano nee, anata tada juunana sai desu yo~
Me: …Even if 17-sai still will go to 感化院 okay?
Yuki: Nani yo, sona koto……….maa, ii ka.
Me: …Maa ii tte… Anta, honto ni… Haiz…………..
Kou: Haix.. Jya.. Orewa Kankei nai~ ~
Me: …I thought you’re the one who WANTS to kill.
Yuki: Souyo. Zenbu ni wa mo anata no sei desu yo……kankei nai te itte…….hidoi………..
Me: Yalah!
Kou: Gomenasai.. Busyiing… ZzZ..
(Kou status is put to away..he may not reply )
Me: …
Yuki: Kou-chan~ Omae shin de mo ii………………..Grrrrrrrrr………..
Me: …Kou-kun~ Kou-kun~~ Kou-kun~~~
Yuki: Nee, Rei, inu-chan ga sagashii te iru ka? (Fu Fu Fu~~~)
Me: …Stomach black no hito. Mattaku…
Me: Let me guess. He go XXOOXXOO with someone already. Or get OOXX by someone.
Yuki: Let’s guess how long will it take this time……. (Is there any last time?)
Me: …Ii no shitsumon desu Yuki-chyama. Satte. Last time wa… Mmm… Ima sagashiteru. Chotto matte ne… *checking my book of XXOOOXO*
Yuki: Daijoubu, hayaku sagashii te ii ka? Shitteru te, hoshii yo nee………………….
Me: …Mikke! Last time wa… One month ago, while I was talking to him in the phone, he kena XO by someone, for at least 5 minute, because he asked that OX to stop.
Yuki: (Fu Fu Fu……….) omoshiiroi……………mitai de hoshii……….
Me: Mou kitte desu. I didn’t record la!!! Haiz… Next time record… (fufufufufufu~~~)
Yuki: Warawa kitemasen yo…………Mataku……..Kuso…….Next time I will listen to the record………… (Did this change into a conservation of fujyoushi before anyone aware by it?)
Me: Yayaya~ Next time, we record when HE DOES IT. (Sou omotte masu… Ii desu ne?)
Yuki: Will he do that again? Can you know when is it? (Sou yo nee, nanka omoshiroi desu, chigai desyouka?)
(Kou is BACK!!!)
Kou: WAT THE FUCK?? I AWAY AWHILE ONLY WOR??? WAT THE FUCK HAPPEN???
Me: Ehh? What the fuck happen ah…? What the fuck leh…? Someone kena fuck only ma, hor…? (To Yucchan)
Yuki: Sou nan mitai yo nee……..Kou, u finish your ‘work’ d a? (Fu Fu Fu~)
Kou: URUSAI!!! DAMARE!!! PUTTSUN!!! BAKA!! AHO!! Err….
Err… WATEVA LA YOU YOU YOU>>>BITCH!! MFCIDAHB!!!
SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NO KENA ANY XO OR OX LA!! HAIYO!!! XOOX WAT LA!!! CHI SIN!!
I LOG OUT LA!!
( Kou appear offline!! BUT!! He can still SEE wat u WRITING!!! )
DAMM YOU!!
(Computer Restarted by Kou)
(Computer Restore file, Kou didn’t know)
Me: Wow… He’d never thought that the computer would restore this conversation… Lolz~
Yuki: Yeah he would never imagine that………..he dun even know how the com. Function…… (Coz he juz know how to XOOX)
Me: Sansei desu Yuki-chyama… (fufufufufu~~~) Haiz… Never knew that my best fwen is SUCH a… Ehem. 不方便讲。。。
Yuki: Ano nee, warawa tada kono com. Prog. No sensei desu yo……XOOX no koto dewa arimasen yo~ (Kukuku~)
(Oops, Now Kou know)
XXD
Haiz... Too much to talk about this damned teacher... Maybe I'll continue next time. But I hope it won't be long.
'Cause I don't want to remember her.
Toodlez~
Saturday, April 11, 2009
:: 気持ち最大悪いAries ::
Today is carnival day. Morning, 6 o'clock, my mom called me up. Haiz... I missed my phone... I dressed up, etc. etc. as usual, and in previous night, I've packed my beg and such, INCLUDING FINISHING THE DAMNED CLASS BOARD FOR THEM TO PUT ON UNTIL 1 A.M. Okay. That's okay. That's not the problem. Problem is...
I reached school.
I put my bag.
I see Niro.
I shocked.
"Hi- SHIT! THE BOARD!!!"
> by me.
This is why I NEED MY PHONE. I can remind myself if I had that phone. I can get up on my own if I HAD that DAMNED phone. Okay, enough complaining and reminiscing. I quickly asked for phone, and called my parents, where they DIDN'T BRING THEIR CELLPHONES AGAIN!!!!!!! Haiz... My sister? She's useless. That's okay, I still have teacher. But then...
"Morning is very busy. Never mind the board la. Don't need that la."
> By my class teacher.
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I spend my 5 hours for the 5 DAMNED BOARDS. How can you say "Nevermind la" JUST LIKE THAT?!?! No. I must find a way... I must find... A way...
*Light bulbs on*
Yes!!! My cousin!!! Maybe I can ask for her help!!!
So, I rushed from the secondary school towards the primary school, and went to door 33, my cousin's house. When I reached, LUCKY ME!!! She's just there!!! I yelled for her, apologized for so many inconvenience, and quickly went back my home, grab the board, went back school. WOOOOO~~~ How fun. Yeah right.
But that's not the serious part, YET.
When I return back to the school, it's already 8, but Kou's still not here yet. So, We called him and asked, and he said that something wrong happened to the pudding, and he need a box. So, I asked for permission to get him to the school.
I, alone, for the first time, went to get a TAXI. Wow... What a new experience for me~ haha... Sorry, but seriously, in 17 years, this is the first time I take a taxi only by myself. So, borrowed a phone from Adam forehandly, and asked Kou where he lived. I went there, get down the taxi, and went to his house FROM MY SO BAD MEMORY. Can't believed myself that I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED his house!!!!!! Oh my goddess~ X3
(Weee~ I’m on a journey today~)
Well, I found out that the "pudding" turned out to be JELLOTINE. Oh my goodness... And the taste, IT'S HORRIBLE!!!!!! =w= Never want to even BUY that thing anymore... Haiz... But then, it might looked like a failure, and despise the flavour. it's actually very popular by the people, and some of them EVEN LIKED IT. OwO What the...
Oh well, we packed the stuff up, and took a taxi, back to the stall, and began helping out. Oh my... I'm so bored. I don't know how to do a thing... I know that's very irresponsible for me to say this but... I don't think I DID a THING for the club for the whole day... The one that did are just Yuki, Kou, and the others. Well, thanks to me, they get PL (My junior friend who always gets bullied by her classmates... Tell you the story later.) along too. Haha... Maa... Ii deshou ne...?
Throughout the day, I just walk here, walk there; eat here, eat there. Until I kinda feel like anorexic AGAIN. Why again? Well, yesterday, I had that feel too. I'm not sure why... It all started on that stupid oral thing... The title is exactly "Anorexia". Haiz... Okay, skip it. Now, I feel so empty... Not doing a thing... But I seriously found a tranquilizer for my emptiness...
Music.
Yes. BLAST MY EARS BABY~ I love you~ I don't care if people are talking about me, but seriously, I love moving through the music. Maa maa... Ii ka.
When I come back from several rounds of walking, I found out that my class stall had CLOSED. Why? THEY FINISHED SELLING THOSE STUFFS!!!!!! Oh wow... Honto ni bikkuri shita... And my club? They UNEXPECTEDLY FINISHED SELLING THE ONIGIRI!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~
Wow, that's long. Anyway. The one that's left behind is that disgusted jellotine. Eww... I can't even understand why people are buying it... Oh well. At least half of the 100 are sweetened (yes, they're good). Well, the unsweetened one... Haha... Not to say anything but... HONTO NI, WARUI DESU. Haha... Maa... Well, the rain comes in. Oh no!!! We pushed in the stuffs to the inside, and we kind of packed up, and went for the ghost house.
I haven't tell you about the ghost house right? Well, the line is NAGAI LIKE HELLL!!!!!! Oh my god... We spend 1 hour for the DAMNED line... Haiz... Well, I have much fun inside. I mean... Ehem. Yuki was like so scared and she held to tightly to me. Lolz~~~ I don't even understand what's the point of scaring... But then, it might be scary if we're in the front instead of the back. Haha...
Oh well, after that, we packed everything, threw everything, and it's CC TIME!!!!!!
It's fun in CC, though it's short. I updated some of this entry in here, and typed the rest at home. So... Before I went back home, when it's time, I went back to my school and waited for my parents. During that time, Yuki was STILL THERE. Wow... How AMAZING is her parents... Oh well. It's not my problem... Wait. It might be. Oh well. Then, we talked for about 30 minutes, then she went off, and I was there still waiting. So I waited, and waited, but no car came to me. Haiz. So no choice, I jamma my cousin's house again, called my parents, and they told me they're there already. Smart. So I went back there, and went home.
Back my home. So tired. Grab my things out and ready to bath...
Fuck.
Where's my pendrive?!
Called that プッツン and 光, and they said they're in LM McD. Asked for help to go look back in CC, no. Oh well. Can't do anything about it, right? Since they're like, so far away, and so... Haiz. Anyway, I think and I think. What's the phone of Star? No phone written there. Shit them. Think and think... How 'bout my parents? They're not back yet, so I go bath. Get dressed, get down, tell them the story (altered to: my friend lost my pendrive in CC), dad refused, yelled at me about being that careless, like the phone incident.
Yeah, like it's ALWAYS happening.
Yeah, like it's ALWAYS MY FAULT.
Okay. I admit, it's my fault. But who's the one talking about RELYING on YOU?! Fuck it off bugger. You think I really want to rely on you?! It's because I have no choice. To be born in this DAMNED FAMILY. How damned? I'll tell you.
Since I was born, my maid carried me all over the place, so caring about me, and don't even try to LET ME WALK. Then, older age, I became so weak. Then, older age, NEVER LET ME DO ANYTHING IN HOUSE, 'cause the maid is there. Did everything. Made me LAZY. Then, primary school, thanks to laziness, no games unless weekends. And then, don't let me go to the Star bookstore, which is just so near. Fine. It's okay. But then, secondary school, still wants to control me about such minor stuff. Still don't let me go to those places, until I'm in 17, I talked to them, then they said can. But to further away, like just the Mamak stall? No. What the HELL is in their BRAIN?!?! Moreover, I can't take taxi or bus EVEN WITH OTHER PEOPLE. Not only that, I can't even go out, because they're "BUSY" or "AFRAID OF THE ROAD". What the FUCK?!
Thanks to that, I secretly played during the time they're sleeping, EVERYDAY. Thanks to that, I secretly went to the bookstore EVERYDAY. Thanks to that, I secretly went out with my friends, ALMOST EVERYDAY. Even walked to Leisure with my barefoot from my school, or take a taxi by my own. Thanks to that, I learned a lot of stuffs SO MUCH LATER THAN NORMAL TEEN DOES. Thanks to THEM, I need to conceal EVERYTHING from them. Even if it's not an illegal stuff.
Why?
"Because it's dangerous."
DANGEROUS YOUR FUCKING BRAIN!!! What's wrong with going to mamak?! It's just so near!!! Even with teachers they don't let. What the fuck?!?!
Then, they said I rely on them. What rely? It's because I don't want to conceal, that's why I tell. And then, I told, and they said that I rely on them. Hah! Like I LOOOOOOVE to rely on you. Heck. I don't even wanted to. It's because I'm not able to go by my own. It's because I can't do it by my own.
It's because it's "dangerous".
Fucking shit. I hate them. I ALWAYS hate them. Seriously. From the bottom of my heart, since the day I gained true knowledge, since the day I'm matured.
I.
Hate.
My.
Family.
FOREVER!!!!!!
And I'm ALWAYS serious about that. My dad's a silencer who doesn't want say a thing. My mom's an uber "anti-dangerous" woman. My sister's a stupid bugger who don't even care about me. My brother? Heck, he's better. Why? Because at least he got a good wife. My sister-in-law? She’s the best. She's willing to cook, she's willing to do. Others? They can go DIE.
Yeah. They don't care about my feelings at all. Play with my body shape, talk about my height, yell at my stupidness. What else? Oh, it's just too daily for me to even bother. But the most that I cannot tolerate of all. THEY LIKE TO USE MY STUFFS. I can't tolerate and I'll NEVER tolerate. It's just a very important thing for me. They used my printer, they used my computer, they used my papers, they used my ROOM. Although SOMETIMES they did ask me, but THE QUESTION HAS NO OPTION. What the fuck?! And not only they use them, they MESSED UP WITH THEM. They messed the settings of my room, which they knew that I hated this setting. They messed up the cups that I used, which they knew that I hated to use other cups. They can even messed up my CLOTHINGS, which they knew that I hated those clothings!!! Oh, and they said that they BUY for me. Like HELL I asked for them. If you really want it, then don't give me! But no, they gave me. It's supposed to be mine now. But NO!!! They USED it.
"They're my money. They're my assets."
Uhuh. Yeah right. Oh, and did I mentioned that they liked to FORCE things to me? Like, a steamer. Like, a facial stuff. Like, a certain FOOD. I don't want them, and I don't use them. I don't even like them. But then they'll say.
"I use the money to buy for you, then you don't want it."
Hey! No one said that I WANTED okay?! Don't force anything to me and want me to USE it, or EAT it, or... or... Can I just throw them away? No. That'll NEVER happen. Why?
"Because it's a waste."
Then USE IT ON YOUR OWN DAMNIT!!!!!
"But I don't need it."
SO.
DO.
I.
FUCKERS.
And today's supposed to be a good day, with carnival, and all. But who knows that after I came home, I'll trigger so many BAD MEMORIES of these idiots.
And that's why, I hate to go back home, with them in the house.
I'd rather be alone.
Oh well...
It's okay. It's just a pendrive. If I really lost it, I'll think that's as a way to repel calamity.
It's okay. It's just a phone. If I really cannot take it anymore, I will buy a new one.
It's okay. It's just friends. If I really dislike them, I can always hide from them.
It's okay. It's just family. If I really hate them, I will leave them as soon and as possible as I could.
It's okay. It's just me. If no one care, I can always take care of my own.
If I really can't...
No one else could.
Then, I can just disappear.
Then, I can just...
Die.
> Alone in the Darkness
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Loneliness, Alone, Dark
Instruments: Piano, Violin, Drum, Guitar
Vocal: Me
暗闇のこのころに一人きり
誰もいないあたしだけ泣いてる
寒い日々この日に誰も聞いて
あたしの全て誰にも気にってる
友達わいない
家族にもいない
唯あたしだけ此処にいて
誰もいない、唯あたしだけ
一人だけだこの世界で生きてくて
寂しい歩くって
“空わ届けない場所だ”
あたし一人ぼっち話して
聞いて
それとあれ人たちわ信じません
全ての言葉全ての感情似せんだ
太陽の下人達の中寂しいだった
だって誰も本とのあたし知って
だから闇好きだ
だから太陽嫌いだ
闇の中にあたしの全て
好いと悪いの事も受ければ
一人だけだこの人達に
誰も知ってる誰も気にってる
“何が本との事ですか？”
あたし一人ぼっち尋ねるけど
答えわ無い
"Sorry I can't be much of a help"
"Don’t rely too much on me"
それわ貴方の答え？解ってる
じゃ今に決着だよ
一人だけにこの世界に生きてくて
一人ぼっち歩くて
貴方頼り必要わない
あたし自分にも気をつける
一人だけにこの町に
誰も必要誰も気にってる
だからあたし一人もいい
これがあたしの決意だよ
一人でWOOO生きて
I reached school.
I put my bag.
I see Niro.
I shocked.
"Hi- SHIT! THE BOARD!!!"
> by me.
This is why I NEED MY PHONE. I can remind myself if I had that phone. I can get up on my own if I HAD that DAMNED phone. Okay, enough complaining and reminiscing. I quickly asked for phone, and called my parents, where they DIDN'T BRING THEIR CELLPHONES AGAIN!!!!!!! Haiz... My sister? She's useless. That's okay, I still have teacher. But then...
"Morning is very busy. Never mind the board la. Don't need that la."
> By my class teacher.
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I spend my 5 hours for the 5 DAMNED BOARDS. How can you say "Nevermind la" JUST LIKE THAT?!?! No. I must find a way... I must find... A way...
*Light bulbs on*
Yes!!! My cousin!!! Maybe I can ask for her help!!!
So, I rushed from the secondary school towards the primary school, and went to door 33, my cousin's house. When I reached, LUCKY ME!!! She's just there!!! I yelled for her, apologized for so many inconvenience, and quickly went back my home, grab the board, went back school. WOOOOO~~~ How fun. Yeah right.
But that's not the serious part, YET.
When I return back to the school, it's already 8, but Kou's still not here yet. So, We called him and asked, and he said that something wrong happened to the pudding, and he need a box. So, I asked for permission to get him to the school.
I, alone, for the first time, went to get a TAXI. Wow... What a new experience for me~ haha... Sorry, but seriously, in 17 years, this is the first time I take a taxi only by myself. So, borrowed a phone from Adam forehandly, and asked Kou where he lived. I went there, get down the taxi, and went to his house FROM MY SO BAD MEMORY. Can't believed myself that I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED his house!!!!!! Oh my goddess~ X3
(Weee~ I’m on a journey today~)
Well, I found out that the "pudding" turned out to be JELLOTINE. Oh my goodness... And the taste, IT'S HORRIBLE!!!!!! =w= Never want to even BUY that thing anymore... Haiz... But then, it might looked like a failure, and despise the flavour. it's actually very popular by the people, and some of them EVEN LIKED IT. OwO What the...
Oh well, we packed the stuff up, and took a taxi, back to the stall, and began helping out. Oh my... I'm so bored. I don't know how to do a thing... I know that's very irresponsible for me to say this but... I don't think I DID a THING for the club for the whole day... The one that did are just Yuki, Kou, and the others. Well, thanks to me, they get PL (My junior friend who always gets bullied by her classmates... Tell you the story later.) along too. Haha... Maa... Ii deshou ne...?
Throughout the day, I just walk here, walk there; eat here, eat there. Until I kinda feel like anorexic AGAIN. Why again? Well, yesterday, I had that feel too. I'm not sure why... It all started on that stupid oral thing... The title is exactly "Anorexia". Haiz... Okay, skip it. Now, I feel so empty... Not doing a thing... But I seriously found a tranquilizer for my emptiness...
Music.
Yes. BLAST MY EARS BABY~ I love you~ I don't care if people are talking about me, but seriously, I love moving through the music. Maa maa... Ii ka.
When I come back from several rounds of walking, I found out that my class stall had CLOSED. Why? THEY FINISHED SELLING THOSE STUFFS!!!!!! Oh wow... Honto ni bikkuri shita... And my club? They UNEXPECTEDLY FINISHED SELLING THE ONIGIRI!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~
Wow, that's long. Anyway. The one that's left behind is that disgusted jellotine. Eww... I can't even understand why people are buying it... Oh well. At least half of the 100 are sweetened (yes, they're good). Well, the unsweetened one... Haha... Not to say anything but... HONTO NI, WARUI DESU. Haha... Maa... Well, the rain comes in. Oh no!!! We pushed in the stuffs to the inside, and we kind of packed up, and went for the ghost house.
I haven't tell you about the ghost house right? Well, the line is NAGAI LIKE HELLL!!!!!! Oh my god... We spend 1 hour for the DAMNED line... Haiz... Well, I have much fun inside. I mean... Ehem. Yuki was like so scared and she held to tightly to me. Lolz~~~ I don't even understand what's the point of scaring... But then, it might be scary if we're in the front instead of the back. Haha...
Oh well, after that, we packed everything, threw everything, and it's CC TIME!!!!!!
It's fun in CC, though it's short. I updated some of this entry in here, and typed the rest at home. So... Before I went back home, when it's time, I went back to my school and waited for my parents. During that time, Yuki was STILL THERE. Wow... How AMAZING is her parents... Oh well. It's not my problem... Wait. It might be. Oh well. Then, we talked for about 30 minutes, then she went off, and I was there still waiting. So I waited, and waited, but no car came to me. Haiz. So no choice, I jamma my cousin's house again, called my parents, and they told me they're there already. Smart. So I went back there, and went home.
Back my home. So tired. Grab my things out and ready to bath...
Fuck.
Where's my pendrive?!
Called that プッツン and 光, and they said they're in LM McD. Asked for help to go look back in CC, no. Oh well. Can't do anything about it, right? Since they're like, so far away, and so... Haiz. Anyway, I think and I think. What's the phone of Star? No phone written there. Shit them. Think and think... How 'bout my parents? They're not back yet, so I go bath. Get dressed, get down, tell them the story (altered to: my friend lost my pendrive in CC), dad refused, yelled at me about being that careless, like the phone incident.
Yeah, like it's ALWAYS happening.
Yeah, like it's ALWAYS MY FAULT.
Okay. I admit, it's my fault. But who's the one talking about RELYING on YOU?! Fuck it off bugger. You think I really want to rely on you?! It's because I have no choice. To be born in this DAMNED FAMILY. How damned? I'll tell you.
Since I was born, my maid carried me all over the place, so caring about me, and don't even try to LET ME WALK. Then, older age, I became so weak. Then, older age, NEVER LET ME DO ANYTHING IN HOUSE, 'cause the maid is there. Did everything. Made me LAZY. Then, primary school, thanks to laziness, no games unless weekends. And then, don't let me go to the Star bookstore, which is just so near. Fine. It's okay. But then, secondary school, still wants to control me about such minor stuff. Still don't let me go to those places, until I'm in 17, I talked to them, then they said can. But to further away, like just the Mamak stall? No. What the HELL is in their BRAIN?!?! Moreover, I can't take taxi or bus EVEN WITH OTHER PEOPLE. Not only that, I can't even go out, because they're "BUSY" or "AFRAID OF THE ROAD". What the FUCK?!
Thanks to that, I secretly played during the time they're sleeping, EVERYDAY. Thanks to that, I secretly went to the bookstore EVERYDAY. Thanks to that, I secretly went out with my friends, ALMOST EVERYDAY. Even walked to Leisure with my barefoot from my school, or take a taxi by my own. Thanks to that, I learned a lot of stuffs SO MUCH LATER THAN NORMAL TEEN DOES. Thanks to THEM, I need to conceal EVERYTHING from them. Even if it's not an illegal stuff.
Why?
"Because it's dangerous."
DANGEROUS YOUR FUCKING BRAIN!!! What's wrong with going to mamak?! It's just so near!!! Even with teachers they don't let. What the fuck?!?!
Then, they said I rely on them. What rely? It's because I don't want to conceal, that's why I tell. And then, I told, and they said that I rely on them. Hah! Like I LOOOOOOVE to rely on you. Heck. I don't even wanted to. It's because I'm not able to go by my own. It's because I can't do it by my own.
It's because it's "dangerous".
Fucking shit. I hate them. I ALWAYS hate them. Seriously. From the bottom of my heart, since the day I gained true knowledge, since the day I'm matured.
I.
Hate.
My.
Family.
FOREVER!!!!!!
And I'm ALWAYS serious about that. My dad's a silencer who doesn't want say a thing. My mom's an uber "anti-dangerous" woman. My sister's a stupid bugger who don't even care about me. My brother? Heck, he's better. Why? Because at least he got a good wife. My sister-in-law? She’s the best. She's willing to cook, she's willing to do. Others? They can go DIE.
Yeah. They don't care about my feelings at all. Play with my body shape, talk about my height, yell at my stupidness. What else? Oh, it's just too daily for me to even bother. But the most that I cannot tolerate of all. THEY LIKE TO USE MY STUFFS. I can't tolerate and I'll NEVER tolerate. It's just a very important thing for me. They used my printer, they used my computer, they used my papers, they used my ROOM. Although SOMETIMES they did ask me, but THE QUESTION HAS NO OPTION. What the fuck?! And not only they use them, they MESSED UP WITH THEM. They messed the settings of my room, which they knew that I hated this setting. They messed up the cups that I used, which they knew that I hated to use other cups. They can even messed up my CLOTHINGS, which they knew that I hated those clothings!!! Oh, and they said that they BUY for me. Like HELL I asked for them. If you really want it, then don't give me! But no, they gave me. It's supposed to be mine now. But NO!!! They USED it.
"They're my money. They're my assets."
Uhuh. Yeah right. Oh, and did I mentioned that they liked to FORCE things to me? Like, a steamer. Like, a facial stuff. Like, a certain FOOD. I don't want them, and I don't use them. I don't even like them. But then they'll say.
"I use the money to buy for you, then you don't want it."
Hey! No one said that I WANTED okay?! Don't force anything to me and want me to USE it, or EAT it, or... or... Can I just throw them away? No. That'll NEVER happen. Why?
"Because it's a waste."
Then USE IT ON YOUR OWN DAMNIT!!!!!
"But I don't need it."
SO.
DO.
I.
FUCKERS.
And today's supposed to be a good day, with carnival, and all. But who knows that after I came home, I'll trigger so many BAD MEMORIES of these idiots.
And that's why, I hate to go back home, with them in the house.
I'd rather be alone.
Oh well...
It's okay. It's just a pendrive. If I really lost it, I'll think that's as a way to repel calamity.
It's okay. It's just a phone. If I really cannot take it anymore, I will buy a new one.
It's okay. It's just friends. If I really dislike them, I can always hide from them.
It's okay. It's just family. If I really hate them, I will leave them as soon and as possible as I could.
It's okay. It's just me. If no one care, I can always take care of my own.
If I really can't...
No one else could.
Then, I can just disappear.
Then, I can just...
Die.
> Alone in the Darkness
Genre: Slow Pop
Tone: EMO
Theme: Loneliness, Alone, Dark
Instruments: Piano, Violin, Drum, Guitar
Vocal: Me
暗闇のこのころに一人きり
誰もいないあたしだけ泣いてる
寒い日々この日に誰も聞いて
あたしの全て誰にも気にってる
友達わいない
家族にもいない
唯あたしだけ此処にいて
誰もいない、唯あたしだけ
一人だけだこの世界で生きてくて
寂しい歩くって
“空わ届けない場所だ”
あたし一人ぼっち話して
聞いて
それとあれ人たちわ信じません
全ての言葉全ての感情似せんだ
太陽の下人達の中寂しいだった
だって誰も本とのあたし知って
だから闇好きだ
だから太陽嫌いだ
闇の中にあたしの全て
好いと悪いの事も受ければ
一人だけだこの人達に
誰も知ってる誰も気にってる
“何が本との事ですか？”
あたし一人ぼっち尋ねるけど
答えわ無い
"Sorry I can't be much of a help"
"Don’t rely too much on me"
それわ貴方の答え？解ってる
じゃ今に決着だよ
一人だけにこの世界に生きてくて
一人ぼっち歩くて
貴方頼り必要わない
あたし自分にも気をつける
一人だけにこの町に
誰も必要誰も気にってる
だからあたし一人もいい
これがあたしの決意だよ
一人でWOOO生きて
Friday, April 10, 2009
:: 気持ち最悪悪いAries Part 2 ::
!!!WARNING!!!
HEAVY Violence and curses is found in this entry. Under 18, please don’t see. Arigato.
I just feel like continuing this damn thing.
Now. What actually happened to my iPod?
I’m not so sure, but whenever I plugged it into my computer, it’ll surely lag my computer up. Then, the next thing I know, from 80 gb of space in my iPod, with only not even 10 gb space of songs, and the rest are all “Others”. WHAT ARE THE DAMN OTHERS?!?! Seriously, I’m still figuring that out. My guess is virus and cookies. Now, whenever I skipped my songs, it’ll often lag. And seriously OFTEN. I HATE.
Next. What’s so different about my 2 buses?
The mini bus had windows for the air to flow into the bus. Though it’s small and crowdy, you can still feel some space. But then, the big bus, though it may be big, have sofa chairs, and had air-conditioner, it’s damn crowdy, uncomfy, and hot like hell. Just because the people over flowed in the bus. Just because the seats had extra little spoiled rods on the side of the seats. Just because the alley for people to stand is damn narrow. Just because it’s damn shakey. Just because the damn stupid driver did not even BOTHER to repair the thing from years of usage and spoilnage, the cold air become hot air. Great eh?
Oh, and the people in all buses are different. In the morning bus, the people are QUIET. They just won’t give out any sounds. They’ll just either sleep, and be silent and look around. The space, although when people come up, I need to let them through, it’s quite wide. The afternoon bus? Crowdy and hot. Like what I’ve stated above. And the worst thing of all is THEY’RE DAMN NOISY. I can’t even listen to my iPod with that. And so, my ears gets more and more deaf thanks to them. The evening bus? EVEN WORST. Although it’s the mini bus, but the people are the WORST. Not only they’re noisy, they ANNOYED ME. They touched me, hit me, and talked to me. It’s not like I don’t want people to talk to me or something, but they ask STUPID QUESTION and that’s the main reason why they talked to me. Hey, what I’m doing with my music, how I’m enjoying it, it’s none of your DAMN business okay? Seriously, I HATE.
Then. What’s so bad about my club?
They don’t come to meetings. They don’t respect their elders. They don’t dare to ask questions about anything they don’t know and THEY MESSED UP WITH IT. Then, what? All my selected AJKT are all MISSING. Why? Thanks to the EM. The damned idiots choose my AJKT to go for EM. Sora-chan. Estelle. YW (Wait, that’s the CF). Then, the teacher. Ohhhh~ How much do I DISLIKE that teacher!!! My 日本語先生, not the club teacher. She’s kind of irresponsible somehow. Just because she’s not that ethusiastic anymore, she just THREW THE JOB OF BUYING WHAT SHE SHOULD BUY TO US. Hah. Just because she’s BUSY. Honto ni, I HATE.
Aha. What’s so stupid about my school?
First thing, the rules. They put the rules for the students to follow, but what about the teachers? Why can the students can’t do whatever the teachers can? Hey, we’re not even trying to do ANYTHING BAD with the rules!!! The first thing about the rules is the hair. We can’t color our hair, is okay. But what about the style?! Hey, just because this is Malaysia and this is a Kebangsaan school that’s why we can’t style our hair?! Okay, skip the style of our hair, how ‘bout the length of our hair?! It’s just a damn FRINGE. A DAMN FRINGE. Just because of that, I was caught by these idiots. The blue dogs of the school. Eww… Why would they be blue anyway? Kuso…
Okay, skip the hair part. The clothing? Well, I don’t really have problem with wearing the school uniform, but WHY SHOULD WE WEAR DAMN SCHOOL SHIRTS WHENEVER WE NEED TO ENTER THE DAMN SCHOOL?!?! “It’s the identity”, “It’s the spirit of Connaughtian”, “It’s the blah-blah-blah~” I DON’T CARE!!!!!!! I don’t care about your damn perspective about identities and spirits, but this is about US. STUDENTS. Not just TEACHERS or SCHOOL. Hey, if you’re human, I’m human too! We are humans. We have RIGHTS to choose what we should do!!! And it’s not even some bad and illegal stuff!!!
Speaking of illegal, is a mobile phone an illegal stuff? Is it contagious? Is it a virus? Is it dangerous?! If that’s so, wow! I don’t know about it~ But NO! It’s NOT an illegal stuff. It’s not contagious. It’s not a virus. It’s not even DANGEROUS TO PEOPLE (exceptional for those thieves, because they might hurt the owner just to get it)!!! I don’t get it. Other countries can bring it, why can’t us? Just because we’re Malaysians? Just because we LIVE in Malaysia? Just because it’s dangerous to bring a cellphone? Hey, we can make a change, right? We can have security if we really wanted to. But NO. What is the blue dogs doing? Eat money. What for? For minum tea. What. The. Fuck?!
Okay, skip the rules part. Now lets talk about EVENTS. What events we have in our school? Carnival day. Wow! It’s really fun~ NOT. I assure you. To make it fun, the students behind the events seriously gave up everything just to make it happen. And we’re NOT EVEN VOLUNTEERING TO DO IT. They’re FORCING us to do it. And we are afriad of their wraths of giving letters to leave the school, we did it. UNVOLUNTERILY. For that, I sacrifise my RM300 for my class and my club. I sacrifise 5 hours to do the posters and stuffs. I sacrifise MY PHONE. Yes, my DAMN PHONE. I don’t care if the phone is break by myself or anything, but it’s IN THEIR HAND. It’s IN THE SCHOOL’S HAND. ANYTHING BUT THE SCHOOL. I don’t care if people break it. I don’t care if it’s kena rompak. But NO! It’s in the school’s hand. Heck.
Seriously, nothing went well for my school. Even when I wanted to perform in the school, or held any activities, or even making a club, that needs to go through the stupid teachers. And the headmistress. Thanks to that, I spend 5 years in the school for almost NOTHING. Not even a good friend could let me remember the good days in school. I’d rather stay in my room for the whole day, whole year, whole life, as long as I am able to use the computer, listen to the music, draw the characters out from my imaginary mind, that’s all I need. I don’t need people. I only need myself. Seriously.
But no.
My family is still there.
The most annoying buggers in the world except for the school.
Whoops. Gomen, off topic. I’m supposed to talk about the school, not my family. I’ll tell you all about my family later, if I have some time. But seriously, it’s something I HATE too.
Phew… I guess that’s enough for an entry… I feel that it’s too much… Whatever. Don’t care. As long as I can make up a song for this… Hmm…
> 最大地獄
Genre: Heavy Metal
Tone: Harsh
Theme: Violence, curses, etc.
Instruments: Electric guitar, Bass, Drum
Vocal: Me? I guess… But not sure… I’m not harsh enough.
悪い、全部悪い
投げたい、全部投げたい
この色、このTONE
この馬鹿の事
全部悪い、投げたい
でも、駄目
あたしわ強くない
あたし、まだ怖い
全部の全部
でも、本と
あたし、気持ち悪い
あたし、すごく投げたい
全部の全部
I WANT TO OVERTHROW YOU
What's wrong with a mobile phone?
What's wrong with a longer fringe?
What's wrong with your damned brain?
Do you need a surgery?
(Shut up, hide up, go away
Fick digh, go die, kiss my ass
I don't care about what you say
Because you don't deserve my respect)
憎い、全部憎い
壊したい、本とに壊した
あの馬鹿の人達
あの糞のやつ達
唯夢
あたしわ夢の中
あたし、今、壊する
全部の全部
唯現実
あたし本とに嫌い
あたし本とに憎い
全部の全部
I WANT TO ANNIHILATE YOU
What happened to human rights?
What happened to real justice?
What happened to our freedom?
Do you need a lawyer call?
(Fuck your bitchy assholes now
Get your damn butts down to hell
I don't care how you feel, shit
Because you don't care about me)
[Guitar Jam]
(貴様、何を思った？
本とに、こんなに、面白いなのか？
てっめ、何をするんだ？
本とに、こんなに、嬉しいのか？
あたしたちの感情を考えの？
あたしたちのいい事思ったの？
何が悪いなの？
お前らわずるいの人だろう？)
What's wrong with a mobile phone?
What's wrong with a longer fringe?
What's wrong with your damned brain?
Do you need a surgery?
What happened to human rights?
What happened to real justice?
What happened to our freedom?
Do you need a lawyer call?
(Shut up, hide up, go away
Fick digh, go die, kiss my ass
I don't care about what you say
Because you don't deserve my respect
Fuck your bitchy assholes now
Get your damn butts down to hell
I don't care how you feel, shit
Because you don't care about US)
HEAVY Violence and curses is found in this entry. Under 18, please don’t see. Arigato.
I just feel like continuing this damn thing.
Now. What actually happened to my iPod?
I’m not so sure, but whenever I plugged it into my computer, it’ll surely lag my computer up. Then, the next thing I know, from 80 gb of space in my iPod, with only not even 10 gb space of songs, and the rest are all “Others”. WHAT ARE THE DAMN OTHERS?!?! Seriously, I’m still figuring that out. My guess is virus and cookies. Now, whenever I skipped my songs, it’ll often lag. And seriously OFTEN. I HATE.
Next. What’s so different about my 2 buses?
The mini bus had windows for the air to flow into the bus. Though it’s small and crowdy, you can still feel some space. But then, the big bus, though it may be big, have sofa chairs, and had air-conditioner, it’s damn crowdy, uncomfy, and hot like hell. Just because the people over flowed in the bus. Just because the seats had extra little spoiled rods on the side of the seats. Just because the alley for people to stand is damn narrow. Just because it’s damn shakey. Just because the damn stupid driver did not even BOTHER to repair the thing from years of usage and spoilnage, the cold air become hot air. Great eh?
Oh, and the people in all buses are different. In the morning bus, the people are QUIET. They just won’t give out any sounds. They’ll just either sleep, and be silent and look around. The space, although when people come up, I need to let them through, it’s quite wide. The afternoon bus? Crowdy and hot. Like what I’ve stated above. And the worst thing of all is THEY’RE DAMN NOISY. I can’t even listen to my iPod with that. And so, my ears gets more and more deaf thanks to them. The evening bus? EVEN WORST. Although it’s the mini bus, but the people are the WORST. Not only they’re noisy, they ANNOYED ME. They touched me, hit me, and talked to me. It’s not like I don’t want people to talk to me or something, but they ask STUPID QUESTION and that’s the main reason why they talked to me. Hey, what I’m doing with my music, how I’m enjoying it, it’s none of your DAMN business okay? Seriously, I HATE.
Then. What’s so bad about my club?
They don’t come to meetings. They don’t respect their elders. They don’t dare to ask questions about anything they don’t know and THEY MESSED UP WITH IT. Then, what? All my selected AJKT are all MISSING. Why? Thanks to the EM. The damned idiots choose my AJKT to go for EM. Sora-chan. Estelle. YW (Wait, that’s the CF). Then, the teacher. Ohhhh~ How much do I DISLIKE that teacher!!! My 日本語先生, not the club teacher. She’s kind of irresponsible somehow. Just because she’s not that ethusiastic anymore, she just THREW THE JOB OF BUYING WHAT SHE SHOULD BUY TO US. Hah. Just because she’s BUSY. Honto ni, I HATE.
Aha. What’s so stupid about my school?
First thing, the rules. They put the rules for the students to follow, but what about the teachers? Why can the students can’t do whatever the teachers can? Hey, we’re not even trying to do ANYTHING BAD with the rules!!! The first thing about the rules is the hair. We can’t color our hair, is okay. But what about the style?! Hey, just because this is Malaysia and this is a Kebangsaan school that’s why we can’t style our hair?! Okay, skip the style of our hair, how ‘bout the length of our hair?! It’s just a damn FRINGE. A DAMN FRINGE. Just because of that, I was caught by these idiots. The blue dogs of the school. Eww… Why would they be blue anyway? Kuso…
Okay, skip the hair part. The clothing? Well, I don’t really have problem with wearing the school uniform, but WHY SHOULD WE WEAR DAMN SCHOOL SHIRTS WHENEVER WE NEED TO ENTER THE DAMN SCHOOL?!?! “It’s the identity”, “It’s the spirit of Connaughtian”, “It’s the blah-blah-blah~” I DON’T CARE!!!!!!! I don’t care about your damn perspective about identities and spirits, but this is about US. STUDENTS. Not just TEACHERS or SCHOOL. Hey, if you’re human, I’m human too! We are humans. We have RIGHTS to choose what we should do!!! And it’s not even some bad and illegal stuff!!!
Speaking of illegal, is a mobile phone an illegal stuff? Is it contagious? Is it a virus? Is it dangerous?! If that’s so, wow! I don’t know about it~ But NO! It’s NOT an illegal stuff. It’s not contagious. It’s not a virus. It’s not even DANGEROUS TO PEOPLE (exceptional for those thieves, because they might hurt the owner just to get it)!!! I don’t get it. Other countries can bring it, why can’t us? Just because we’re Malaysians? Just because we LIVE in Malaysia? Just because it’s dangerous to bring a cellphone? Hey, we can make a change, right? We can have security if we really wanted to. But NO. What is the blue dogs doing? Eat money. What for? For minum tea. What. The. Fuck?!
Okay, skip the rules part. Now lets talk about EVENTS. What events we have in our school? Carnival day. Wow! It’s really fun~ NOT. I assure you. To make it fun, the students behind the events seriously gave up everything just to make it happen. And we’re NOT EVEN VOLUNTEERING TO DO IT. They’re FORCING us to do it. And we are afriad of their wraths of giving letters to leave the school, we did it. UNVOLUNTERILY. For that, I sacrifise my RM300 for my class and my club. I sacrifise 5 hours to do the posters and stuffs. I sacrifise MY PHONE. Yes, my DAMN PHONE. I don’t care if the phone is break by myself or anything, but it’s IN THEIR HAND. It’s IN THE SCHOOL’S HAND. ANYTHING BUT THE SCHOOL. I don’t care if people break it. I don’t care if it’s kena rompak. But NO! It’s in the school’s hand. Heck.
Seriously, nothing went well for my school. Even when I wanted to perform in the school, or held any activities, or even making a club, that needs to go through the stupid teachers. And the headmistress. Thanks to that, I spend 5 years in the school for almost NOTHING. Not even a good friend could let me remember the good days in school. I’d rather stay in my room for the whole day, whole year, whole life, as long as I am able to use the computer, listen to the music, draw the characters out from my imaginary mind, that’s all I need. I don’t need people. I only need myself. Seriously.
But no.
My family is still there.
The most annoying buggers in the world except for the school.
Whoops. Gomen, off topic. I’m supposed to talk about the school, not my family. I’ll tell you all about my family later, if I have some time. But seriously, it’s something I HATE too.
Phew… I guess that’s enough for an entry… I feel that it’s too much… Whatever. Don’t care. As long as I can make up a song for this… Hmm…
> 最大地獄
Genre: Heavy Metal
Tone: Harsh
Theme: Violence, curses, etc.
Instruments: Electric guitar, Bass, Drum
Vocal: Me? I guess… But not sure… I’m not harsh enough.
悪い、全部悪い
投げたい、全部投げたい
この色、このTONE
この馬鹿の事
全部悪い、投げたい
でも、駄目
あたしわ強くない
あたし、まだ怖い
全部の全部
でも、本と
あたし、気持ち悪い
あたし、すごく投げたい
全部の全部
I WANT TO OVERTHROW YOU
What's wrong with a mobile phone?
What's wrong with a longer fringe?
What's wrong with your damned brain?
Do you need a surgery?
(Shut up, hide up, go away
Fick digh, go die, kiss my ass
I don't care about what you say
Because you don't deserve my respect)
憎い、全部憎い
壊したい、本とに壊した
あの馬鹿の人達
あの糞のやつ達
唯夢
あたしわ夢の中
あたし、今、壊する
全部の全部
唯現実
あたし本とに嫌い
あたし本とに憎い
全部の全部
I WANT TO ANNIHILATE YOU
What happened to human rights?
What happened to real justice?
What happened to our freedom?
Do you need a lawyer call?
(Fuck your bitchy assholes now
Get your damn butts down to hell
I don't care how you feel, shit
Because you don't care about me)
[Guitar Jam]
(貴様、何を思った？
本とに、こんなに、面白いなのか？
てっめ、何をするんだ？
本とに、こんなに、嬉しいのか？
あたしたちの感情を考えの？
あたしたちのいい事思ったの？
何が悪いなの？
お前らわずるいの人だろう？)
What's wrong with a mobile phone?
What's wrong with a longer fringe?
What's wrong with your damned brain?
Do you need a surgery?
What happened to human rights?
What happened to real justice?
What happened to our freedom?
Do you need a lawyer call?
(Shut up, hide up, go away
Fick digh, go die, kiss my ass
I don't care about what you say
Because you don't deserve my respect
Fuck your bitchy assholes now
Get your damn butts down to hell
I don't care how you feel, shit
Because you don't care about US)
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