Stuck...? Or chance?

Insert Song: High School of the Dead (High School of the Dead OP)

Currently, I'm staying over Yuki's place... and gosh, not to be rude but, this is another survival chance after I came out from that 3 months NS thingy. LOLOLOL. Well, it's not like this place is as bad as NS, but it lacks of pretty much things than a normal house should have... well, it's practically not her house anyway, since she's renting this apartment, so yeah... =w=

Still, I was thinking a lot about coming here... was it a good choice? Well, the main reason that I came here was because of a chance to perform as a drummer in Bentley Auditorium. Erm, it's not my solo, of course, I'm just helping out a group in their contest. It's about Buddha songs, but it's composing songs. It's kind of big, and I'm kind of nervous right now lol. I'd rather give up than having myself to be humiliated out there- wait. I haven't told you the whole thing right? Then I should tell you now...

Okay, so yesterday, I had a call from Yuki, saying that someone wanted a drummer, aside from a bassist of course. Initially, I kind of refused to the proposal, and request to have at least RM100 or else - since it's far away from my home and everything. Even driving there takes 30 mins +, you think I want jobs like that with low pays? No. But then, I have to consider: It's a chance to perform as a drummer, and with some pays. Another thing that piqued my interest was that it's the Ying Yuan Musical Fest (something like that), and I straight agreed.

However, I was disappointed.

I can understand that they have school and everything, but not booking a place before any practice when the time it's like... Two more days to the real thing? I'm not sure what's the guy's thinking. Was he serious in winning this? Or was he even wanted to do this? I'm not convinced by his actions. He had the talent... well, I guess, though he lack of knowledges in other instruments. (I still prefer Yamato in piano transposing... but that aside.) Anyway, you know what time we started the training? 9.30p.m., near to 10p.m. I was very pissed off at the first moment that I get the message that he hasn't prepared anything for the training yet, and worse, he's LATE. And worst, he wanted US to go and check the price of the jamming room for him.

WTF?!

No seriously. This is really stupid.

If he said he wanted to win this thing, I will never believe in him, and I shall quit. Oh well, luckily he had not that kind of thought, because I know it'll never be if he's acting like this. *rolls eyes* I really hate people with no preperations at all. Especially when you have a freaking CONTEST. *rolls eyes MORE* Oh well, I'd rather go back at that moment.

But then, more stuffs interested me as soon as I started playing this.

I can feel my joy of able to able to work alongside with another composer with minds alike. Though, I really hate his attitude of late and everything at first, but at least he wasn't bad in personalities.

*sigh* Still, I have to say that it's tiring to travel here and there... So, later, I'm going to go back by LRT, get my stuffs to prepare for another night, and then I need to come here again with car, and the real night, go back by car... I hope I'm not alone. Damn! I so wish to ditch them right now, but it's against my own principle, so no, I'm not going to do so.

Oh well, at least... Kou will be with me, right? Riiiight??? 0w0