:: @e@ Crazy Aries ::

Insert: Dancing in the Velvet Moon (Rosario + Vampire ED, by Mizuki Nana)

Today is the craziest and wildest day ever, in Leisure Mall.

Featuring...

~~~Kou-CHAN!!!~~~


Starting, we went to popular.
Kou is very EMO, saying that he would never do anything to hurt his ex...
Then...
"And I~ Will always love you~" [The final part, the best part. ]
Suddenly, the song just played at that very time.
We looked at each other, and laughed.
Wow, how good is the timing?

Next...
We enter popular...
We encounter some several weir-
Okay, not really weird, but...
Funny, language books.
How funny?

Kou took one Japanese dictionary, and starting to talk.
Weird stuffs from the dictionary.
Like...
Stuffs from K-On.
"Shi'ne!"
"Kibishii~"
And...
"Matte kudasai~"
"Oshiri ga itai~"

Owo
I know.

Then...
I saw a Korean book, and a German book.
I started to speak.
And they're just so weird.
"Bak-song-jong (don't ask me what is that)"
"Wie-geht-es-dir"
It's not the words that's weird, but the pronunciation.
I just don't have that slang!

After that...
We found the Hindu/Tamil book.
Kou started to talk Hindu.
"Adelingporengay (again, don't ask)"
"Vanakam"
We speak like idiots.

But it's not as fun as the Cantonese book.
You know what is "bus" in Cantonese right?
How about "bus driver"?
I tell you, the 拼音 (pinyin) in the book is hilarious.
Bus driver 巴士机 = Baa-Si-Gay
Yes, there's a "Gay" there.
And what's more hilarious?
There're a lot of "gays" inside the book.
I just wonder who did those pinyin for the book.
Stupid punya...

Not to mention, the Mandarin book.
There're a lot of mandarin words inside (duh!).
And we speak them all.

Accordingly words by words, phrase by phrase.

Kou: 我想~ (Dreamily)
Me: 我不想。。。 (Gloomly)
Kou: 萝卜腿！ (A really thick legs crossby XD)
Me: 三八！ (And those legs passed by again XXD)
Kou: 谁放屁？
Me: 就是你！

OMG, I tell you, this is just hilarious!
This is not the end.
There's more than this.
But I just forgot most of it.
X3



If this is not crazy enough...
I'll tell you about our Giant adventure.

We came down from the escalator...
I just want to comment about how many bags there are on the counter...
Then one woman's bag banged towards my stomach.
Ouch.
It hurts.
But it's funny!
LOL!!!
So hard la the bag, what's inside oh?
We kept on laughing, and comment on the bags in front of the counter.
And...
Suddenly we called those bags "pets".
WTF?!

Where did that come from?
Don't ask me.

Next, we entered Giant...
Wandering randomly...
And then...
Kou started to dance!
Hare Hare Yukai?
No.
It's Jolin Chai's 舞娘！
My god!
And he say it's from Rainne Yang's 任意门！
OMG, his memory got problem XD

Then...
We started to take the items in Giant...
AND DANCED WITH IT!!!
OMG.
You should've been there and see it all...
First, Kou started to push those items with his Hare2 moves.
Then he took two big oil containers and dancing Hare Hare Yukai.
Then he took two packets of paper plates and cover his "boobs".
Which I then use it to dance 舞娘.

But he's worse.
He started to take the juices and dance 舞娘 (the chorus part) with it.
And say...
"Please buy XXX brand chocolate~ They're very good~"
While dancing, and promoting at the same time.
Damn it's just hilarious!
I wish I can record it down!!! XD



Haiz.
We just do a lot of stupid stuffs today.
So fun that I could laugh until I baring lantai.
Hahaha~
Best day, seriously!!!

Final words...
I wish...
That all people can be as crazy as us!!!
Another day like this would come again!!!

XD

:: ドキドキしちゃう Aries Part 15 ::

Insert: Sad Rain (Blassreiter ED, by Misato Aki)

I can't believe myself.

About what?

That I would cry singing to a song.
No.
Several songs.
Continuously.

Kutsuzure, from Black Cat...

何も言わないで　　今この時が通ずくと好いね
僕は唯　　　見つめてる　　　願ってる
静かに積もるよ　　　粉雪

Anata ga Ita Mori, from Fate/Stay Night...

”消せない”
増え過ぎた空気　重ねすぎた記憶と　その手もその髪も
貴方が残した　光と影は余にも　大き過ぎるのでした

But I think the main object that triggered these tears are the memories...
While I'm doing the quizzes in facebook.
About the relationship I'm having right now.
Along with the little things about the one I loved.
And...
I just can't help but think of the snows...
The warmth while we're inside the cinema...
The icy smooth that I felt and touched...

They're fading away...
From my life...

Soon, there'll be no warm snow.
No snow that is enjoyable.
No snow that will give me life.
But snow of angst, full of nothing but memories...

今電話が欲しくて。。。
君と繋がれたいとわ。。。
my heart 凍えた待っている。。。

:: ^wT Aries ::

Insert: This Love (Blood+ ED, by Angela Aki)

Finally...

I've waited for almost half a year...

And finally...



MY INTERNET HAD GONE BACK TO USUAL!!!

I CAN FINALLY GO BLOGGER AND FACEBOOK!!!!

MWAHAHAHAHA~~~



But today is almost a bad day for me...
Haha.
Lucky for me, everything just returned normal somehow.
Except for one though.
No.
I don't think that will ever went back to usual anymore.
I mean...

Haiz.

I've been feeling pain in my heart since I'm in the school.
Until now...
It's still hurting me.

Why can't I just stop this?

Oh well, it's not like there's still any hope for me anyway.
Maybe it's really time for me to let go this string that I'm gripping on...

But still...

Haiz.

Oh well.

I'll see how later. Perhaps?

:: TwT Aries ::

55555~ My pendrive is gone~~~ My money is flying away~~~ 55555~~~ TwT

Haiz. I use too much money on so-called useless items... Let's see... In the past few months, I used up...

About RM300 for manga/anime stuffs...
About RM300 for the club coat (so-called)...
About RM300 for 1 Terrabyte Samsung Hardrive...
About RM100 for PS stuffs...
About RM100 for random stuffs...

OMG, I just used up my 4 months allowance... =w= I can't believe I'm that... spendable... O0O



Speak of spendable. Do you know about Romance of Three Kingdom? Where the Liu Bei, Cao Cao, and Sun Quan had wars? I'm wondering, what makes them so genderswappable. They appear as females in Ikki-Tousen, Koihime Musou, and even in people's fanarts... And they're gorgeous!!! Owo That's the most intriguing thing... Weird...



Haiz. After the loss of my pendrive, I'm so sad...
Why?
BECAUSE ALL THOSE IMAGES I COLLECTED ARE ALL INSIDE!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *screams and runs around*

What?
Not important stuff?!
You are so wrong!!!
This is the most important stuff for me, okay?
Well, aside from songs, that is... XD



Maa, nandemo ii ya~

At least now that I have the alnew Terrabyte hardrive...
I CAN CONTINUE MY UNLIMITED DOWNLOAD!!!!!
MWAHAHAHAHA~~~
And surely, one day...
I SHALL SURPASS ADAM!!!!!!
MWAHAHAHAHA~~~

And with that, I don't need to delete my precious songs~~~
Yay~~~
And of course, continue downloading my unlimited songs~~~
Nyaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~

:: 疲れたAries Part 8 ::

Insert: Crushcrushcrush (Paramore)

Oh yes, I'm in love with Paramore now~~~ I love the drums~~~ Nyaaaaa~~~



A lot of stuffs happened lately, and I'm very frustrated and tired about all of them. School, family, friends, clubs... and most importantly, relationship. And of course, do not forget about facebook. XD

Haiz.
I still need to finish my project...
Haiz.
I still need to do clean out my room and move into my sis' house.
Haiz.
I still need to care about my friends without neglecting another.
Haiz.
I still need to complete all the files...
Haiz.
I still dunno what to do with myself...
Haiz.
I still can't log into facebook. =w=

Okay, the last one is obviously a joke.
What, I can't make a joke?
I'm just too stressed out, 'kay?

Haiz...

Not sure how many time I sighed.
But I still haven't finish sighing yet...

Haiz......



Seriously, I need to rest...
Holiday, please?
Oh, even holiday I need to work on those stuffs.





Haiz.........................................

:: ドキドキしちゃう Aries Part 14 ::

Insert: Transparent (Phantom -Requiem for the Phantom- 2nd OP)

他根本就不在乎你嘛。
干吗还要继续为他付出呢？
就因为对他的思念？
就因为对他的痴情？

就因为对他的爱？

很不明白。

明明是一个不爱你的人，
明明是一个不在乎你的人，
明明是一个对你的死活都不关心的人，
为何还要对他那么好？

他只是在玩你，你看不出吗？

Is love really that blind?
Or we’re just pretending that we do not know anything?
Ignoring and just kept on ignoring.
Even if one really hates you,
Or don’t even acknowledge your presence?

これは最大の嘘だ！
これは最大のトラップだ！
何故お前が解んないの？！

愛、だから、ですか？
唯その理由ですか？！
唯その、馬鹿の理由ですか？！
そんなの物、食べにできるか？！
そんなの物、本とに幸せに有るのか？！
お前より、唯最大の苦しみだろう？！
だったなら、何故？！
何故まだあいつを愛して、気にって、欲しいって？！

It’s just an illusion!
A lie!!
The most foolish feel of all!!!

Why can’t you understand?!
Why are you still in this kind of mess?!
Why don’t you open up your eyes and take a good look at all of this?!
Are you really that stupid,
Or you’re just really that naïve?!

ARGH!!!




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快断的红线

Genre: Sad Rock
Tone: Confused, anger, sadist
Theme: Unrequited love
Instruments: Piano, Electric Guitar, Bass, Drum
Vocal: Me, I guess?

挣扎30天
痛苦3个月
以为终于等到了
他的答案

浪费了时间
弃下了逻辑
到头还是得不到
他的心

努力了这么久到头来还是一场空
明明在一起却还是会感到寂寞
独自付出一切真情真意没让他感动
只是留下空白的记忆陪着度过

为什么还不死心
他已经说对你没感情
为什么还在原地你不肯前进
捉住那快断的红线
你是否还在期待他会回头向你微笑
说一切都是个玩笑他在考验你
根本不可能
别在幻想了
别在痴情了
别在等待了

看似两个月
只有两星期
在一起的时间
是多么短暂

所有的感情
所有的过去
就算不再提起
每天在回忆

消遣了这么多时间歇斯底里为他想
偏偏他就对你的死活默不关心
曾经好几次都反复想要和他开口
但是就在最后关头你却在摇头

为什么说不出口
“分手”二字有何多痛苦？
为何不要一次过结束这难过
斩断那快断的红线
不要再为他顾虑这么多，马上放手
他不值得你再等候，大步向前走
但是不可能
没勇气放手
不想要放手
不舍得放手

过去的记忆
像CD Repeating
就算不去回忆
还是不停

清晰的旋律
荡漾在脑海里
幻想出的甜蜜
已经没心情再继续

为何还死心塌地
他不是说对你没感情？
为什么不要结束内心的折磨
看着那快断的红线
你是否在希望有奇迹出现把它填补
不理谁的阻扰劝阻继续在等待

就因为你不舍得
所以继续折腾你自己
就因为不想放弃选择了等待
追逐那快断的红线
不管他前面的路多么难受多么辛苦
你就是要走完这段非一般的旅途

不想要放弃
不想要放手
不肯向前走
因为还是爱着他