:: 超嬉しいAries Part 3 ::

Insert: Fuwa Fuwa Time (K-On Insert Song)

Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)
Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)
Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)

Lolololololololololol~~~ This is so much fun~



Today we had our annual “Merentas De-” sorry, not Desa anymore. It becomes “Merentas Taman”. Why? You should ask the school. Instead of running through cross-country, it’s actually running cross-neighbourhoods… What the heck, I know.

But I had the most fun runnin- I mean, walking, actually. I run with Gurei at first, until I reach the Primary school, then I decided to wait there for Kou and the rest. OMG, Neko’s class is like having a tour or something! They took pictures over there! What the heck… But it’s nothing matter to me. I had my phone! My iPod? Well, it’s resting at home. Mwahaha? Anyway, K-On songs are all inside, therefore I’m happy with this crappy phone over here. But still, the sound is no match to the iPod. Haiz… I miss my old iPod before reformatting…

Oh well, I just sit there, and listening to the music, until I saw Cal, Nic, and PL came. We sat there, for a while, but never seen the guys out from the school yet. So we decided to move on, since the check point (CP) is just meters away. As we passed through the CP, we’re at the hill above the primary school, which can look down at the field where our students are. Damn, the guys are still sitting there! In groups! What the hell… I’ve been messaging Kou, and I know what’s happening in there – THEY’RE SPLITTING THEM INTO GROUPS. Wtf?

Haiz. Seeing that, we keep on moving, until CP3 and 4. Cal doesn’t want to wait for the guys, but I don’t want to run. So they ran past the CPs, while me and Nic are still walking, until we reach CP5. We saw Kim there, and we stopped at there, waiting. It took about 15 minutes to see some guys from our position, and we’re like “Finally they’re out!” But then, there’s only 3 guys running. My guess is that they’re the “champions” of this merentas thing, and that’s why we can’t see the others – THEY’RE TOO FAST FOR THE OTHERS. So we’re waiting, and waiting. Songs just go through my ears tracks by tracks, and the time seem to be endless at that moment. Then, after several texts and one call, they’re finally here.

Well, I see Kou with a bread on hand, and Titus walking alongside with MY FILE. Damn. Why my file is on his hand anyway? Wait. Why my file is OUT at the first place?! =w= Whatever.

Anyway, we WALKED the whole journey to CPs and CPs. We don’t see Cal and PL anymore. My guess is that they’re already far ahead from us, and probably have reached the school. Heh, who cares anyway? We have karao- I mean, singing session here~ Japanese songs turned on!!!

K-ON RULEZ!!!!

(Presenting… Fuwa fuwa Time!!!)

1, 2, 3, 4, 1, 2, 3! [Guitar solo + Clappings]
[All other instruments come in]

KIMI wo miteru to itsumo HEART DOKIDOKI
yureru omoi wa MARSHMALLOW mitai ni fuwafuwa

itsumo ganbaru (itsumo ganbaru) KIMI no yokogao (KIMI no yokogao)
zutto mitete mo ki'zukanai yo ne
yume no naka nara (yume no naka nara)
futari no kyori chijimerareru no ni na

aa KAMI-SAMA onegai
futari dake no DREAM TIME kudasai
o-ki ni iri no usa-chan daite kon'ya mo OYASUMI

Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)
Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)
Fuwa fuwa time~ (fuwa fuwa time~)

Hahahahaha~ This is the best session ever!!! We (Kou and I) sang and sang lots and lots of Japanese songs until we reached the main gate of the secondary school. Along the way, people looked at us. But we don’t care, just continue singing. And often, I grabbed my file and take a look at the lyrics in there XD Heh, luckily we brought the file, actually…



Phew. Finally the merentas had finished, and we’re back to school. We went to the stalls and buy some stuff for refreshment. Wow… It looks almost like Carnival Day, with stalls and students around the canteen, selling food and yelling for customers. I brought the pudding (from what stall? I forgot), and… It feels weird at first when I poke it (with a plastic spoon, relax), but it tastes good when I eat it XD Then I brought the melted-chocolate with marshmallow (haha, fuwa fuwa time XD), with RM2. Somehow, I feel that it doesn’t worth it… Anyhow, we continue walking and eating, and we found that there’s nothing really good to eat. I started to find ways to eat all the chocolate left in the paper cup, which I couldn’t anymore with my little wooden stick. So I decided to buy another cup of pudding, and use the spoon to scoop them up. Neko was there, and she wanted to eat some pudding, so I hand her the pudding, and the stick. I’m not sure how she manage to eat it, since I’m busying with scooping the chocolates. Lolz~

After eating, we went into the hall and find a place to lean + sit, and listen to the music (actually, I’m supposed to go all over to find for Alex them for Karaoke, but they’re not in sight…). After several minutes, we heard Mr. John yelling for people to go to the field, so we do so too. We find a very comfy place with no sunshine AT ALL, and sat there. It seems that the teachers today are not catching students with phones, so we took them out and listen to the music instead of listening to who gets the prize. But of course, we would’ve guessed so. The Champion for the girls team is no one other than Arwyn, Cheah Hwei Ven. She’s the star athletic in our school. The Champion for the boys team is Boon Aik Haur. I’m not sure if I spell his name correct, but it doesn’t matter to me.

We’re still listening to the music, until they’re announcing the lucky winners for the lucky draws. Of course, there’s no lucky us, so we just sit there and wait for them to finish. Damn, the LKM gets the prize… if that’s not worse enough, the Lim “Burning Pie” gets the first prize! Damn her. I just hate her. She is not a good choir teacher, at all, and she thought she could. Heck. You’re thousand years early dude!!!



Finally! Time to release us from this curse we’re in!!! Mwahahahaha~~~ Kou and I rushed out from the place, and dashed through little holes, sped towads the taxi station in front of Star. We got a Taxi pretty quick, but the price isn’t that well for him. (RM3…) Anyway, we reached LM safely. We went for Neway straight away, and OMG, the lines!!! They’re LONG!!! But we queue up anyhow, and we looked at the price. WOW!!! RM5++ for members!!! Free “salad” buffet somemore!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO~~~ This is just great!!!

We get in, change clothes (me), and get out. Rushed towards the buffet place, and ready to grab as much as we could. I don’t really remember what we’ve grabbed, but they’re all delicious stuffs, although they’re all light stuffs like breads and salad and stuffs. We grab twice, and there’s like, 10 plates in our little room. Haha~ And the mic is very good this time!!! This is just perfect!!!

So I picked up some songs, played it, while we’re eating. Normally you’d expect food in a karaoke box will be sucky right? I tell you. You’re absolutely wrong. This buffet session in Neway is the BEST actually. Although this is the first time I’ve been in this time, at night, I’ve been here more than twice. The food are very nice. They even serve you Sushi at the night buffet! Salmon sashimis and stuffs that you mostly mentioned can be found here! Although the lunchtime serves you nothing more other than porridge + the spices, 2 types of soups, mix & max salads of your choice, sausages, various sauces, breads, jams, sour vege and tofu… They’re considered better than those out there!!! The cream soup, is good in smell and taste. It tasted almost exactly like in Wong Kok in LM. The jams, they’re even better than those you buy out there. The sausage, even without any sauces, its own taste can win!

Fuuu~ Eat until very full… Even when we’re singing, we’re still eating partially… By the way, we sang for 1 hour+, before the bill comes in.

OMG…

I can’t believe my eyes…
For two person…
No tidbits…
But plus taxes…
You guess how much?

Let me tell you something before I announce the price.
We get member price, free 1 drink per person, free buffet.

I ate 4 toasts, 1 plate of fruit salad, 1 cream soup and 1 plate of sausage salad.
One free drink (I picked Jasmine Tea).
The total I ate is almost RM15 in a normal restaurant.

But the bill says…
Two person…



RM11.50 ONLY.



OMG.
I shocked.
Kou shocked.
We two are shocked.
Looked at each other.

Yelled in joy!!!!!!

It’s like, only RM5.75 per person!!!
Less than six!!
Cheaper than Mc Donalds!!!
This is BUFFET + FREE DRINK + KARAOKE SESSION (of 1 hour though…)!!!!!!
WALIAOEH~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!

The best price EVAH!!!

And we made an agreement to each other.

“If any events of the school ends before 11, we’re coming to this time in Neway.”



And yes, that’s the best thing EVER in the whole day. To conclude this day, today is the PERFECT DAY in a school event and after school event. Hahaha~ Afternoon Tea Time XD

Sorry for K-On bashings… BUT I LOVE THEM!!!

And so… The song of reccom today is… *drum rolls…*

[Clappings + E. Guitar solo]
[Keyboard, Another E. Guitar, Bass, and Drum joins in]

KIMI wo miteru to itsumo HAATO DOKIDOKI
yureru omoi wa MASHUMARO mitai ni fuwafuwa
itsumo ganbaru (itsumo ganbaru) KIMI no yokogao (KIMI no yokogao)
zutto mitete mo ki'zukanai yo ne
yume no naka nara (yume no naka nara)
futari no kyori chijimerareru no ni na

aa KAMI-SAMA onegai
futari dake no Dream Time kudasai
o-ki ni iri no usa-chan daite kon'ya mo OYASUMI

fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)
fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)
fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)

futo shita shigusa ni kyou mo HAATO ZUKIZUKI
sarige na egao wo fukayomisugite Overheat!
itsuka me ni shita (itsuka me ni shita) KIMI no MAJIkao (KIMI no MAJIkao)
hitomi tojite mo ukande kuru yo
yume de ii kara (yume de ii kara)
futari dake no Sweet Time hoshii no

aa KAMI-SAMA doushite
suki ni naru hodo Dream Night setsunai no
totteoki no kuma-chan dashita shi kon'ya wa daijoubu ka na?

mo sukoshi yuuki furutte
shizen ni hanaseba
nanika ga kawaru no ka na?
sonna ki suru kedo

dakedo sore ga ichiban muzukashii no yo
hanashi no kikkake to ka doushiyo
te ka dandori kangaeteru jiten de zenzen shizen ja nai yo ne
aa mou ii ya nechao nechao nechao---! (sou! nechao~)

aa KAMI-SAMA onegai
ichido dake no Miracle Time kudasai!
moshi sunnari hanaseba sono ato wa... dou ni ka naru yo ne

fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)
fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)
fuwafuwa TAIMU (fuwafuwa TAIMU)


Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~~~~~~~~~~~~ FUWA FUWA TIME by Yui!!! (Eh?! I thought it’s Mio?!) Hnhn~ Sorry dudes, but this time… The last episode… Yui sings the song!!! Muhahahahahaha~~~ And she’s damn kakoi~~~ Of course, so is Mio. Mio’s last episode’s song is the greatest of all!!! Of course, Don’t Be ‘Lazy’ is still the best. Damn! I love Ritsu’s drum!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



Fuuuuuuuu… I’m so hyper today… But of course, only during school hour. After I returned home? Everything turns back to usual again. Oh well… It’s not like I really care about it anyway. I’m going to leave this damned wretched place soon anyway. And I’M GOING TO STUDY IN LIMKOKWING!!! (no, not Wong Kok, relax) Although my parents have not really agree to it yet, but I’m going to. And yes, I WILL and I SHALL. Mwahahahaha~~~

Mark my words peoples!!! Watch me shine~~~

:: 気持ち悪いAries Part 2 ::

I'm thinking a lot lately, about my own future...

Should I just be a composer? Or be greedy?
Study as a composer, singing in the night, and work as an accountant in the morning...
Wow, I'm sure greedy, and I sure don't have a time to work on anything else. Haha.
And, I will spend my whole day busying about nothing...
Or maybe not, maybe I'll be frustrating, and happy at the same time.
Frustrating about how I can be so busy...
Happy about how much fun I can have in these jobs...

But I can't be all of them at once.
I must choose the best for me.
I can't be greedy.

So, I've decided...
I shall become a composer.
But maybe, at the same time, I will sing.
A compose singer? XD
Okay, that's just lame...



But that's not the main part of my most frustrating stuffs, actually...

The most frustrating stuff of all is actually my family, and nothing more can compare to this damn stupid stuff.

Just because they're blood linked to me.
Just because we live together under the same roof.
Just because I'm the youngest amongst all of them.

Not even the friend's problem is actually affecting me that much. I can always get other fun to ignore those pains or frustrating stuffs that they did towards me.
Or perhaps, it's because I'm actually alone in the first place.

When I'm alone here, nothing is bounded towards me. I do not need to obey anyone, I do not need to care about anyone, just me, alone.
But when I'm with my friends, I do have the obligate to follow their likes, to help them out, just because they're my friends.

Though, seriously, I found it frustrating.

Why must I follow their likes even if I do not have a liking in that specific thing?
Why must I help them out even if I'm actually not good in that kind of thing?

I do not know. I'm just bounded to do so, even without going through my thoughts the body just moved on it's own. To help them, to follow them.
And yet, some just thought that I'm stupid, and doesn't really appreciate it.



Oh well. Guess I'll be alone again when I've graduated from this cursed school. Maybe, in certain way, it'll be the best for me. I don't need anyone to help me out anyway. Because, I know, even if I asked for, they'll use various reasons to keep them out from this kind of trouble. So why even bother to ask?

Of course, that only applies to SOME, and VERY FEW people. Not all people are capable to help me out anyway. So I don't even really bother to ask for their helps, actually.



Geh, guess I can see how I spend the rest of my lives...
Alone, eating Maggie-Mee...
Listening to the music...
Looking at the screen...
Reading manga on one hand...
And mouse on the other hand...

Hmm... That's really a good image... XD
Darn, I'm really sarcastic. Heh.

Oh well...
Not like I really care anyway.
Since I can be very dependent if I'm with another people...
But very independent if I'm alone...

Of course, none knows these.
Because I'm alone, who else can see the fact of it?

Heh... Whatever...

:: 嬉しいAries Part 5 ::

Insert: Don't Say 'Lazy' (K-ON ED Song)

Wee~ Finished 1/2 Prince, the novels!!!

It's setting is in 21XX year, and about a girl that loves to play reality online game. She chose to be a boy in the game, and a lot of hilarious moments surrounded her from that day on. Lol~

It's one of the best and hilarious novels, ever! It had a manga version too. Though it's better than the manga, actually, since the author of the manga cut off a lot of scenes in the novel.

But I'm still waiting for the manga to be published, because I want to see the image of Xiao Lan holding a meat cleaver and fight with 5 big bad guys, cutting through the laser gun and knock their XXs. Lol~

That's really a good scene, in the last few pages of the whole novel. I'm so going to collect this series of novels!!! And pass down to generations! Mwahahahaha~



By the way, there's another thing that made my blood boil..

K-ON!!!

It's an anime, talking about 4 girls making a band in the school, struggling to make it survive. It's damn funny, and quite yuri if you ask me... (Note Tsumugi's visions...) I love Mio a lot, as she can sing VERY GOOD, and...

SHE'S SUCH A COWARD + TSUNDERE!!!

I love whenever Ritsu pranks on her, and the time Sawako force her to cosplay. She make all kinds of expressions and stuffs! It's damn cute~ Kawaii Mio~

Especially when, first sight, she's a very cool, tall, and have bouncy boobs (lol, quote from Ritsu), girl! Not to metion, she looks 90% like Isayama Yomi from Ga-Rei ZERO!!! Lololololol~

Have you seen Yomi be afraid of ghost before? Have you seen Yomi begged someone to sing vocal for her in exchange of helping that person to pla drum and bass at the same time??? (Seriously, I would like to see how that's possible...)

That's Mio for you~ Nya~



By the way, the "Don't Be 'Lazy'" that she sang for the ED of K-ON is really good~

(Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1o2xxyKdP4)

Go and watch it~

:: 気持ち大変悪いAries Part 2 ::

After yesterday's happy time in Neway, everything turned upside down. There're many frustrating and irritating stuffs waiting for me now. First of all, class shirt.



Damn! I can't believe they still want that white colours shirt. I seriously dislike it, but since they insisted, I designed one anyways. What's worse? They actually had another design. Fine, then. You should've just take that out earlier, so that I don't need to waste my time designing the damn clothes. Geh...

Oh well, guess the designs can go bye-bye.



Then, the next problem, clubs problem. Seriously, I really think that the Japanese Club will not survive until the year end, and I'm tired of it too. Meh, the members are just lazy and irresponsible. And Yuki's not putting her leg into this matter anymore. Kou? I don't expect much from him. Geh, I'm so tired about this...

Luckily the ex-student is willing to come back and teach us. If not, this club will be foreverly gone.

Next, my money. Someone in the bus stole my RM10, someone's not giving back my RM15, and my Star Card is gone (and it will take me another RM10 to remake it. Fuck) So, in total, my RM35 is gone. Hell! I can buy an artwork book from that damn money! Curse it.

(Although, at the end, that someone DID give me back RM10)



But those are not as frustrating as the damn wrenched woman who refuse to give me back the money. I don't mind belanja her, if she asked nicely, but no. She put on that damned face and refused to give the money back. Better yet, she said there's only 2 hours of English songs, and the rest are all Chinese. Hell, we sang in total of 4 hours and 30 minutes, from 2 to 6.30. If 2 hours are of English songs, then the rest of the language would be 2.30 hours, only 30 minutes difference!

She slept while we're singing, we didn't bother much, and we did call her up to sing the English songs then. But she just sat at there, and look at us, kind of refusing to sing. So we sing then, since she don't want to. Then she want back and lie down. And she expect fun from that? I don't think so. Hell, I even learn to sing some unknown songs just to join in the fun, although some songs weren't that nice at all.

Anyway, after the whole thing, when we're about to go back, she refused to pay the money. I didn't think much about this, since I thought that she didn't have money or what. I paid for her, RM15, and thinking that she would give me back the money the next day. But then, the next day, she refused to, said, "Why? You should give more than I do." That time, I was already damn furious about the whole club stuffs and stuffs and stuffs, so I don't want to talk to her. Fine. I called Kou to ask her to pay at least RM10, pretty good eh? The original price is actually RM16, since we forgot to count the taxes that day. Again, she refused to. She said we all sing chinese songs for most the time, and English songs only 2 hours, and we expect her to pay as much as we all. WTF?! If she want to sing she can always pick more songs, but no! She just lie down there and sleep! We did call her up for English songs but she refused to sing! It's not our bloody problem at all!

For your information, Kou did ask her nicely to pay us back, even showing the bill, but she asked, "If you're the one that goes through all there, will you still pay?" I can, of course, and actually, I DID. The second time when we went to K, I have the least fun at all. They're the one that bombards unknown English songs with ugly MVs in front of my eyes, and hell, I don't even know what the heck are those songs!

Kou is able to do that too. During CNY, he went shopping with her, and ate Sushi. They ate until almost RM80, and he only eat a lil', while she's the one that eat the most of all. Then, she asked Kou to split with her too. Kou asked why, then she said, "Whatever, can la! You make me wait for so long!" Kou didn't argue with her. He just kept quiet. Damn it, RM20 also he didn't argue, now she wanted to argue about RM10?! WTF is that?!

Of course we didn't say those reasons to her, Kou just simple said yes, but she answered back, "You can, I can't."

Seriously, what's her problem?! Even if she's EMOing, don't put anger on us! Damn, she had a heart or not?! Seriously, I'd rather be evil and wished that she can't get any friends forever, because when that really happens, it's none of our faults and business. If anyone wants to blame, blame on her attitude.

Hell, and she said that she favors friends more. Geh, that's just stupid. And I really think that she's a friend, better yet, a best friend, for twice the time. But for two times, there's always an incident that made me feel angry and different about this woman, and distrust too.

Hmph, luckily she agreed to give back the RM10, to Kou. Then Kou gave back to me, but of course took the money that I owe him. But of course, I will never share things with her anymore. I've learned my lessons.

And yes, you're reading this. I'm not going to back on my words, miss "Her". I will still be a friend to you, but I'm more cautious now. I will never take a wrong step again.

Mark my words.

:: TAGGED Aries Part 8 ::

What were you doing before you started this survey?:
Did another questionnaire
What is your greatest accomplishment so far today?:
Finish 3 novels during school time~
What were you doing 12 hours ago?:
Laughing in the novel
What are you wearing right now?:
School uniform
Name one thing you are not good at.:
A lot of stuffs... Err... Cooking? I can't even cook a pack of Maggie-Mee...
If you could improve one thing about yourself, what would it be?:
MUSIC!!!
What is your favorite unique thing about you?:
MUSIC TOO!!!
What do you do for a living?:
MUSIC!!!
Do you enjoy your work?:
YAYAYA~
If you could have any job, what would it be?:
Composer!!!
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?:
What the heck is that...?
What sports did you play in high school/college?:
NONE~
What is your favorite holiday?:
Holidays that can make me feel happy
What is your favorite season?:
There's only one season here... Summer.
What is your favorite color?:
RED!!!
Your favorite genre of music?:
JPop
Do you smoke?:
NUUUUUUU~
Do you drink?:
No...
Do you eat meat?:
YAYAYA!!!
What is your favorite way to spend a lazy Sunday afternoon?:
LISTEN TO THE MUSIC!!!
How do you take your eggs?:
Half-raw! Half-cooked! Mwahahahaha~
What is your favorite breakfast food?:
Whatever that's good~
What is your favorite dessert?:
Whatever that's good~
What is your dream car?:
CRIMSON!!! High mobility, like a GUNDAM!!!
If you could live anywhere in the US, where would you live?:
NY!!! CSI NY!!! XD
If you could visit any foreign country, where would you go?:
JAPAN!!!
What is your biggest wish right now?:
GET STRAIGHT A'S IN SPM!!!
Do you wish on stars?:
Eh? Does it works?
Do you wish on pennies thrown into a fountain?:
Depends what "Pennies" you meant...
Have you ever had a wish come true?:
Har? Do I? Why I don't know? XD
What is your favorite TV Station?:
None in particullar
Favorite TV show?:
ANIMATION SHOWS!!!
Do you decorate for the holidays?:
Decorate? I don't decorate. I only eat. Mwahahahaha~
If so, which ones?:
Like I said, I don't~
What is your favorite smell?:
Jasmine?
Your least favorite smell?:
Smoke
What is your favorite board game?:
Chinese Chess~
Who was your first best friend?:
Ehh... I forgotten... Hmm... Who was it again...
Are you still in contact with them?:
Err... Forgotten how to contact?
What is your favorite sport to play?:
Dancing Game!
To watch?:
Basketball
If you could be famous, what would you want to be famous for?:
MUSIC!!!
Why do you take surveys?:
They kill time~
Have you enjoyed this one so far?:
It should have more fun questions... Like when you did OX or XO to any people... XD
What should you be doing instead of this survey?:
Ehh... Continue reading my novel? XD
What will you be doing 12 hours from now?:
Reading my novel and listen to K-ON MUSICS!!!!!!
What are your goals for tomorrow?:
Get some new books to read... XD AND LISTEN TO MORE MUSIC~

:: TAGGED Aries Part 7 ::

Who is the smartest?: Neko
Who is the tallest?: Niro
The shortest?: Gurei
The oldest?: Cherry
The youngest?: Niro
The smelliest?: Niro? Perhaps...
Best looking?: Ben2, I guess?
Ugliest?: Err... I don't want to get belasah...
Most fashion consious?: Cal
The best at cards?: Huh? What's that XD
The biggest sports fan?: Cal?
The best dancer?: Cherry?
The best drinker?: Cal?
The richest?: Me?
Who has the biggest butt?: Niro
The biggest nose?: Americanjin XD
The biggest feet?: Niro
The best cook?: Kou
The best to talk to on the phone?: Cal
Who is the biggest neat freak?: Me? No. Cherry!
The messiest?: Kou
The most likely to win the lottery?: NONE SHALL WIN!!!
The most likely to be famous?: Me! XD (Prasan betul...)
Most likely to go bankrupt?: Me. TwT
Most likely to spend time in jail?: Cal
Who is most likely to fill out this survey next?: Err... No one~

:: TAGGED Aries Part 6 ::

Questionnaire For Fun

As you can see I'm incredibly bored so I've decided to post this thread.
All you need to do is copy and paste it and just fill it out with your own answers. This is mine:

What is today’s date? 15th June, 2009

What time is it right now? 2.00 pm

*PERSONAL DETAILS

Nicknames? Aries

Where do you live? Malaysia

What's your age? 17

Hair colour? Black

Eye colour? Brown

Height? 150cm...

Shoe size? I don't know

Date of Birth? March 31st 1992

What's your star sign? Aries

Element? Fire

How many siblings? 1 bro, 1 sis

How many pets? None

Obsessions? Music

Bad habits? A lot...?

Phobias? Not that I'm aware of...


*ABOUT YOU

What makes you happy? Music~

What really irritates you? Annoying people...

What makes you sad? A lot of stuffs... But yet quite normal that anyone can think of...

What makes you angry? I'm quite angry all the time...? I guess I have a temper...

What makes you scared? Err... Ghost? Not sure...

Who is your best friend? I'm not so sure...

Ever broken a bone? No?

What's the best advice you've ever received? Don’t give unless you know the person is worth it

What trainers do you own? None?

What was the last CD you bought? I forgot... Actually...

What was the last book you read? Kuroshitsuji manga?

Who was the last person you spoke to? Kou

What was the last thing you ate? Yee-Mee

What was the last thing you drank? Soya Bean

What's the best thing you've ever bought? Dunno? Not much things made me feel that it's the best...

What's the worst thing you've ever bought? A LOT OF STUFFS....

What's the best thing you've ever been given? None?

What's the worst thing you've ever been given? Hmm... None?

What are your future goals? I will be a composer!!!

Describe your bedroom? Yellow

What's your most embarrassing moment? Err... Not sure... Forgot...

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? Anime characters!

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? Anime characters again!

Favourite thing to do on a hot summers day? Sleep? I've never been to a summer country before...

Favourite thing to do on a snowy winters day? Sleep, again? Or play with people? Never seen snow before...

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be?
1. I want everyone in the world be happy
2. No criminals
3. Everyone found their soulmate?

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do? I want to go back to the Three Kingdom world!!! I want to participate in that!!!

What's the first thing you think about when you wake up? What's new in FC...

What exactly were you doing on September 11th as the terrorist attacks were being carried out in America? Forgotten...

Have you ever been in love? Loving others? Yeah. Being loved? No.

Do you believe in the after-life? Kinda.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? Reading manga as usual...

If you could choose your own death, how would you go? Die without pain

Would you ever consider having plastic surgery? Nuu...

What's the funniest joke you've ever been told? Har? What's a joke? XD

Do you have any regrets in life? Kinda... not.

What advice would you give to a kid? I do not give advises to kids. U-huh.

Any hidden talents? Hidden? None that I've known of...

Is yours an 'innie' or 'outie'? Neither, or both?

Last job? Etto... None.

Current job? None, too

Dream job? Composer!!!

Who is your hero? Hero? What's that? XD

Describe yourself in 3 words: Weird, loud, otaku


*FAVOURITES

Favourite colour? Red

Favourite number? 6

Favourite animal? Cat!!

Favourite sport (to play)? I don't do sports.

Favourite sport (to watch)? Basketball!

Favourite soap? Ehh... None?

Favourite programme/s? Singing competitions~

Favourite radio station? None?

Favourite movies? Err... Harry Potter?

Favourite band? K-On! Wait, that's from an anime...

Favourite song? Don't Say "Lazy"!!!

Favourite room in the house? Muah~

Favourite football team? What's football?

Favourite footballer? What's foorballer?

Favourite famous celeb/s? Err... None?

Favourite board game? Chinese Chess?

Favourite video game/s? Yuri and Yaoi games...? XD

Favourite PC game? Same as above...? XD

Favourite food? Japanese food~

Favourite fast-food? Burgers~

Favourite drink? Soya Bean~

Favourite magazine? PS+

Favourite place? Japan~

Favourite cartoon character? Cartoon? None. Animation? A lot.

Favourite advert/commercial? Huh? I don't know...

Favourite day of the week? Saturday... Maybe...

Favourite day of the year? None...

Favourite season? None?

Favourite car? None?

Favourite shop? Manga stores that have discounts!!! And Kinokuniya!!!

Favourite holiday? None that I really liked...

Favourite girls name? Err... Dunno...

Favourite boys name? Same as above...

Favourite country? Japan!!!

Favourite smell? Err... None?

Favourite sound? Music!!!

Favourite accent? Indian, perhaps?


*PREFERENCES

Coke or Pepsi? None

Pen or Pencil? Pencil

Day or Night? Night

Cat or Dog? Cat

Summer or Winter? Winter

T.V. or Radio? T.V.

Brains or Beauty? Brains

Cup or Mug? Cup

Neighbours or Home and Away? Home and Away

Tea or Coffee? Tea

Gold or Silver? Silver

Brush or Comb? Comb

City or Country? City

Red or White wine? Red

Early or Late nighter? Late

Early or Late riser? Early

Blonde or Brunette? Brunette

Scarey or Romantic movies? Romantic

Board or Computer games? Computer

Rugby or Football? Neither

Half full or Half empty? Full

Long nails or Short? Err... Not sure...

Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and Poor

Swimsuit or Bikini? Whichever

Glasses or Contacts? Glasses for the moment...

Salt and Vinegar or Cheese and Onion? Cheese and Onion

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolates

Love or Money? Love

Hugs or Kisses? Both?


*RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW

What are you wearing? School uniform... WTF...

What's the latest news? I'm still in Malaysia~ (WTF?)

What's the weather like? Warm

How do you feel? Lonely


*WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

Cried? Long time ago

Laughed? Just now

Swore? Just now

Lied? Yesterday?

Got drunk? None

Read a newspaper? Forgotten...

Read your horoscope? Last 3 week

Had a bath/shower? This morning

Had a cold? Last month

Smiled at someone? Every time

Gave someone a cuddle? Not that I remembered...

Said, 'I love you'? Yesterday


*PEOPLE YOU KNOW

Who's the nicest? None that I'm aware of... If you really want me to say, it would be Kou

Who's the funniest? Niro

Who's the most annoying? The ANG

Who's the best looking? Can't really say about it...

Who's the weirdest? Muah~

Who's the chattiest? Gurei

Who's the quietest? Yuki

Who's the most outragous? Cal

Who's the shyest? Not much people that I'm aware of...

Who's the kindest? Err... Neko?

Who's the idiot? Kou

Who's the friendliest? Gurei?

Who's the best? NONE~ XD


*THE OPPOSITE SEX

What is a turn on? Know me the best?

What is a turn off? Annoy me at the most critical time?

What physical feature are you attracted to the most? Err... Face?

Best chat up line? Err... I'm not sure...

What's the most irritating thing about them? Most of things... Except when they like to act gay!!!

Could you live without them? Of course

Describe your ideal partner? Taller than me (This is a must, because I'm already this short!), loving, caring, understands me, can talk with me, blah blah blah.......

What time is it now? 3.01 p.m.

:: 怒れたんだAries ::

I went to our school's Chinese Orchestra yesterday, and these are my entire comment I wrote on the comment paper. They only give us 4 lines to write in a small paper, but I wrote until over the lines, and even used up the empty space behind the paper. The whole paper is totally covered with nothing but words. I don't even have the time to draw something on it XD

Anyway, these are what I get AFTER I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED the whole comment I typed in the phone from the paper.


Let the flamings starts...

The arrangement of the songs are not good enough. Doraemon should put on the front, and Oh! Susannah should put later. And the Doraemon, verse 2, should be faster. It's just too plain. I Have A Small Donkey should not be suddenly fast. It should be gradually fast, then entirely slow down.
Yang Qin Trio (American Soldiers on Patrol) too short, and the song have no 起伏。 Not power enough for a single instrument song.
Minuet no.3 is not bad, but why on earth (obviously, I add this on my own in here) in an chinese orchestra have a keyboard?! If you really want the song in the men, make other instruments like Yang Qin to be the arrangement.
Alla Turca have changed until very lame. The feel is gone. The original power is gone. Only at the end is good and that's all.
I can't feel the passion of Dai Rural. Sheng isn't loud enough. The other instruments somehow got it covered off. And all the players are 老将，this song should be the best, but yet it sound not great than the juniors. (I forgot to add this line) If I must said it cruelly, this song can be said as the worst of all songs performed.
The fisherman song not good. The solo part isn't power enough. And you don't feel like listening to it soon later.
Spring, the erh power not good. Although it's erhu union, but it just feels like another solo of another instrument but erhu. Feels more like flute solo than erhu.
Colors of the wind. Most disappointed song. (I'm too depressed to add this line XD) I can't believe such a good song was altered into something I cannot feel the passion, and lost the will to sing along. Geh! I just can't believe it! I was so hoping to listen to this song, but yet it disappointed me gravely!
(I forget to add this line too, damnit!) Oh, and seriously, your program book should follow the programs, not just put the informations there and do not follow it. AT ALL. Grrr...

(The lines below I did not add them, because not enough time, AGAIN!!!)
Can can, the encore song, is the best, yet the worse. Why? Because the audience clapped while it's playing. It ruined the whole thing off. Sad, and disappointed. Why don't the audience learn to know the rules of an orchestra? Of a performance? There should not be encore songs allowed, actually, for a concert like this. This is not a singing concert. Seriously, the TC Chinese Orchestra should know about this too, but no. Haiz... Sad...
AND!!! All of their performance lack of heart! They do have the skill, yes, but lack too much of the heart that they could not express the real passion and the feel of the song to the audience.

AND ANOTHER VERY IMPORTANT THING!!!

IS....

That....



WHY THE HALL DO NOT HAVE AIR CON?!?!?!!? AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
KUSO!!! MF!!! GD!!! GRAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!



Ahh, enough of the flamings, now it's time for appraisal! (I forgot to type them into my phone, so don't expect arrangements to be correct. AND THE ENTIRE COMMENT FROM THE PAPER. But I did wrote them down, somehow...)

The Fishing Folksong, my favorite song, just because it's DRUM SOLO!!! MWAHAHAHAHA~~~ (Okay, I did not add that line in XD) It's great, really, really great!!! The best song in my opinion!!! (Again, I did not add this line in) All thanks to the drum soloist - Chua Huay Yau!!!
Chibi Maruko-chan is good~ Although the players are juniors, but they play much better than their seniors, in my opinion! (Still, they lack of heart)
The Arrival of Good News is great too~ They brought out the passion in the song. Their skill is really good. (I totally forgotten what I've wrote about the appraisals XD)
Elephant is good! Haha, yappari Hao Ying is the best! She can really play greatly. Sadly, she's not one of our school students anymore. She have moved to another school. Yet she came back. Yay~
The General!!! WHOOOOOOO~~~ Again, another best song!!! The passion of the song had been drawn out!! Totally!!! WEEEEEEE~~~ I'm seriously enjoying this song!!! And the drum is good (obviously)!!!
The Toad With No Draft... Okay la... No comment. Just that the front got a little bit off somehow... Hmm... Whatever.



Phew... That's the end of everything. Overrall, our school CO have the skill, better than any schools, but they lack of the heart. I comment more on this school's stuff more than Kuan Cheng. Yes, they do better than Kuan Cheng in the same songs, but in arrangement, they failed miserably. Haiz...

Hope my writings in the paper can be considered, and they will improve... Hope...

:: ドキドキしちゃう Aries Part 8 ::

“本とに、苦しいですか？”
你是这样问我的。
那时的我，虽然你可能已经知道了，
在装着很忙的样子，
跟你说暂时别烦我，等下再说。
装作什么都不知道。

但是，你的问题，我听得一清二楚。
我也非常明白你在说的事情是什么。
你问的是我所写下的entry里的事情。
你问的是我的心情。
我对着你时的心情。

那我应该回答什么？
”はい、苦しいだ。”
还是： ”いいえ、ただ冗談だよ。”
你会想要听到那一个呢？

真心话？
假面话？

但是，无论如何，我应该都只会说第二个呢。
但也有可能说第一个。

まああ、看情况吧。

虽然我心里已经确定了，
哪个才是我真正的心情。
那最真实的感觉。

想要知道吗？
我想应该不会吧。
你没酱无聊吧。



但是，
说了之后会怎样呢？
会回到以前还没喜欢上你的时候吗？
互相开玩笑，互相讨论各个事情。。。？
还是会像陌生人，见面只说“嗨”吗？
然后各走各路，忽视彼此。。。？
逃避彼此。。。？

我不知道。
但是我真的不想再经历多一次。
这个令人厌恶的情况。
相识的情况。
在两年前已经经过的情况。
然后又需要用到两年的时间才能恢复回从前的情况。



我不知道你有没有看到，我所send给你的sms.
问着你在看谁的blog.
你没回我，你没说什么。
在那天之后的16天，你什么都没说。
好像如平常的和我讲话。
但我发现了，你的变化。

从“你真的很好玩”到“你还是很好玩”。。。
“还是”
这两个字的转变，很明显的显示出了，
你已经看过，然后在想着，到底要如何和我说。

我在等着，每天都在等着。
然后想着，要如何和你说清楚。。。

我，以后将会如何呢。。。？



然后，临走前，你说：
“算了，忘了我所说的话吧”
但是，我没有可能忘了吧。
虽然我假装不知道，虽然我假装不在意。。。
那个问题的严重性，我可是很清楚。
所以，就算我自己想要忘了，也很难。



ああああ。。。
算了，走一步算一步。
而且，你应该不会酱快看到的吧。。。
这个entry。。。
那，至到你看到的时候，
还真希望你不会再提起呢。。。

因为，我还没准备好。。。

要如何回答。。。

要如何结束。。。

要如何。。。



最好是到年尾都不问吧。。。
最好就这样下去好了。。。
什么都不做。。。
什么都没变。。。

就这样平淡的度过这年。。。



でも。。。

あああ。。。
やっぱり心が痛い。。。
その時から、ずっと、痛いじゃ。。。

ずっと。。。
ずっと。。。

この話すには出来なくの気持ち。。。
この心の中に、ずっと有るの気持ち。。。
ずっとあたしを苦しむの気持ち。。。

こんなに、何も言わなくの気持ち。。。

:: 悲しみAries ::

Insert: serenato (by Kalafina)

When you see the title, you might think why I'm sad. Actually, I'm sad not because of myself, but because of my friends.

One of my friend is sad, because of love. Because they actually love each other, but things just happened, and the lover was forced to give up on him, ignoring him, being cold to him. Or perhaps, that's not actually the story. About the lover. But still, looking at my friend wanted to cry everyday, I just can't help but feel sad for him. And thinking of my own case, although is entirely different from his, I too, understand the feel of his.

Unable to touch, unable to see, unable to talk.

The unable to do anything. The uselessness. The emotion. I felt it.

You wanted to cry, but you couldn't. Just like the song from A-Mei, and the lyric:
"我想哭但是哭不出来"
Maybe we should just give up, and cut the thread that bonds us to the one we loved off. Cut it off, and let the wind blew it away.
"把爱剪碎了随风吹响大海"

But yet, we couldn't.

We're yet humans, we're not immortals. We could not just cut it off as if it's only a piece of paper. We could not just cut if off this emotion that tied deeply in our heart. Although it's aching, although it's hurting, but as long as we're still bound to it, we cannot do a thing.

Even if I tried to, make him happy, make myself happy, with anything, we just couldn't be as happy as we're not bounded. A suffering, yes, yet, it's part of the experience everyone must go through.

I do not regret on loving.



One of my friend is sad. I do not know the reason why. But please let me guess. She's sad, because of love too. Although she might looked like she's nothing about it, but from her blog, from the way she acted, she is sad about love. And it's somehow thanks to me she suffered.

Why?

Just because I'm trying to get my hand on winning the bet, and making the guy to kiss her. But I didn't know, at first, that she is have a liking on the guy (note that I'm still guessing here). But the guy, he liked my other friend. He just didn't give up on him, or at least, I do not see him giving up just yet. And he already had a girl friend, just because he couldn't get my other friend.

And yet, I'm trying to get them together. I even traded something just to get the guy to kiss her. And yes, he kept on his promise to me, and kissed her, on the hand. Very random. He just said, "Hey Aries, I can do the bet now," in the CC, and just grabbed my friend's hand, and kissed. That's it. Very random. Very chin-cai. But no one knows what each other's thinking right at the moment he did that.

Maybe he felt relieved, to be able to get out from this mess. From my annoyance.
Maybe she felt hurt and happy at the same time, to be able to get a kiss from him, but knew that it was just a bet.
Maybe I feel happy, and sad at the same time. Happy because I do not lose the bet, sad because I hurt my friend.

I do not know what are we thinking at that moment, it seemed long yet it's just as short. It's just one second, and he left. Just that. She looked happy, yet I know deep in her heart she's hurt. I might look happy, but deep in the heart I'm sorry. For all the things I've done to hurt both of them, if all my guesses above are correct.

I regret on doing it.



So there, I'm sad. About my own stuff, about my own betrayal and mischieve, about my friends. I'm sorry to them, I'm sorry to myself. Sorry because you're hurt, and sorry because I can't control myself.

Sorry, very sorry.

Sincerely sorry.



And, it's a mircale, that we can still be the 3 musketeers, joking around and laughing around. Going through our days like normal. As if nothing happened. As if the above never happened before...

:: 気持ち最大悪いAries Part 3 ::

Insert: Omega Slope (?) [I’m not quite sure about the song name XD It’s in Katagana… Not sure with the artist too XD But it’s from Barbarian On the Groove]

Graaaaahhhh!!! Another day in the house, another day of boredom, another day of hatred.

I don’t get it. How can the action of SMSing during meals be disrespectful? If that’s disrespectful, then what is the action of entering and using other’s room without their wholehearted permission considered as? Do they even think before they spoke their opinions of the actions I have done, and think back about their actions’ impact towards me?

No. And no.

They never thought of that. Because I’m the youngest and I’m SUPPOSED to listen to them. They never thought of the other one either, just because the room is something that they “gave” to me. Or rather, it wasn’t seriously “gave” at all. It was called as “lend” instead. Why? Because most times they said:

“This is something that is bought with our money, not yours. It’s not yours. It’s ours. It’s dad’s.”

Blah, blah, blah and blah.

They said my stuffs are theirs, but yet they gave it to me. It supposed to be mine, no? Isn’t things are supposed to be in this way? So why take my stuffs? So why not letting me having my own way with my stuffs? Better yet, they violated my rules that I’ve set for my room. The settings that I’ve made for the room. All the reasons behind the stuffs I did. They never consider about it. About my room and I. They only think about themselves. And what the fuck, they called me down just for eating the stupid peanuts while I'm busying designing my 5E1 shirt!!!

Yet, they call me selfish.

Of course I’m selfish, thanks to you all. Thanks to your stupid hospitality, of not letting me having my own way to go anywhere I wanted. Protection, you say? I’d say it’s locking a bird in a cage. That’s why I need to protect myself from the damn locker. I need freedom. If you do not let me have it, then I’ll have another thing in exchange.

Money.

And so, I will grab and suck every single cents out from your pocket, until you have none. But of course, I’m not that bad. I will not take all at once. I’ll just take little by little, to not letting you notice my mischieves. Heheheh… I know I’m evil, bear with it.



Seriously, another day in this damned house, another day of calamity, another day of hatefulness. I just hate them. And they’re right about what they’ve said, about me, too. If they were not at home, I’m the most happiest. I never miss them. Or rather, I would never even thought of so. Why miss them when you want them out of the place since long time ago? Why miss them when you can just do anything in the house without consider about their damn thoughts? Why miss them when you have the priviledge to just do anything you wanted in the house when you can’t with them? Why miss them when you are the king of the house? Why miss them at all?

No reason. Therefore, I will not miss them, forever. Even when the time I’m away from the house, going through hardcores, I will NOT miss the family I had. Even if I miss, I will miss the time I can play around in the house freely without doing these hardcore stuffs. Of course, maybe miss the maid, because I do not do house chores. And the most that I will miss, is my comfortable bed. And my piano if I don’t have it then. But everything else is just nothing but a scrap of rubbish. Family? They can just go die. Seriously.



Ahh, yeah, if you noticed, I’ve been talking about the same thing about my family. The assets thing? The youngest thing? The freedom thing? The caged thing? Yeah. That’s because they always remind me about it. And every time, every day, it just gradually grow bigger and bigger in my heart. Every day, the same thing would repeat again. Every day… Every second… As long as I’m in this damned house, with that damned overprotective family of mine… As long as I’m still here… I’m bound to these same things over and over again. Repeating in my mind, repeating in my memories. Yeah, maru maru mawaru (circle, circle, spins)… Geh, that’s one of the reason I have that as my website name. Everything is just repeating its course again and again. Just hate it…



Oh well, I just hope that I can get a set of drums soon… Whether it’s using their money or not. I shall buy one for myself! Mwahahahaha~ Speaking of drums, I just figure out that my hands are much better off with drums rather than piano. Damn, I just can’t play the notes well now… Wonder what exactly happened… Hmm… Must check later…