NOTE: This comes BEFORE the whole rants. Obviously... Since it's an event before the time I wrote The Original... =w= And of course, this was initially written for those who forces/being-forced to wear tudung in the kawat competition. Sadly, it didn't work much, since most of them DO NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH. Owo
Seragam. What is seragam? Baju must be seragam, kawat must be seragam... But wearing tudung? I do understand about this for Islamics, but NON-ISLAMICS?! Okay. This is going tobe awkward. I am not a racist - NO. I'm never a racist. And I'm fully up for the whole "One Malaysia" thing. What is "One Malaysia"? It do means that everyone to be sepakat, right? The Malays, Chinese, Indians, Sabah, Sarawak... etc. This whole "One Malaysia" thing did not specify about "you must wear tudung/songkok/etc." right? Even in schools they don't force people to wear them. And even some Islams themselves do not wear tudung. So how can you force a NON-ISLAM to wear tudung? You cannot force a religion into one's mind, or body. And talk of the history, not even the great Nabi Muhammad forces the Jewish to be Islam, or wear tudung. So we shouldn't force, or be forced to do something such religious sensitive thing. If you're very heartfully willing to do it, go ahead! But if you're doing this out of force, fear, etc., please. RETHINK before you do any actions. What can you get when you're doing this out of your will? You will get no goodness, because it's out of your will. It is not funny when you tell the others "I've force people to wear tudung" or "I've been forced to wear tudung". Will they laugh? Maybe, for a while, before they will began to think. Is it a good thing to laugh? If they're the person being forced, will they like it? I'm not sure about the masochists, but if it's me, I really will be pissed off if someone forced me to do things like this. I mean, I will be angry already if I'm being forced by my family to do things that I did not wanted, what more if you're being forced to do something as this?
Please, rethink about it again before you continue this. Do not misunderstood the meaning of "seragam". And the real meaning behind "One Malaysia".
Friday, June 11, 2010
Days In Kem PLKN Princess Haliza - The Original
NOTE: I wrote this during my days in the camp. So... It's going to be heavily relied on my mood at that time. Beware of weird stuffs happened inside the rants XD
A lot had happened during my days in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza, in dorm Bravo 4. I can't help, but to say, it was the WORST dorm of all. Firstly, my assigned bed was just beside the door, and the bed opposite of mine (which was also beside the door) has no one assigned to. The first problem I need to deal with, is when the dormmates just wear their shoes INTO the dorm. Everyday, I need to deal with the sands and muds beside my bed. What's worse? None followed the duty rooster, and none actually cleans the dorm. The only time that the actually cleaned the dorm was when it's the first week, and during the semester break. Other than that? Not really. So, I'm always the one who grabs the crappy scissor-like broom and began to sweep the dirts out from my area. About everyday and after every 3 meals every time I got back to the dorm, I would sweep.
Okay, that's the first. Now second. My dorm mates are just SOOOOOOOO noisy that I can't handle them. I wasn't sure if it's the reason all Sabah Malays are like that (well, at least the ones I met so far are like that), but seriously, they really lack of respects. Blah! Their mouth always talked of "We must respect each other, like when we're praying you must be quiet" blahblahblah. Fine, we did that, like obviously we did that EVEN BEFORE they talked about it. But did they respect us back? Like, they love to useour stuffs without asking. Slippers, baldi, etc. etc. etc. And especially at the night- No. Whenever we wanted to sleep! Hell. They really are ignorant aren't they? I mean, it's obvious that we wanted to sleep, and yet they still talk like "This room is ours! I don't care if you're sleeping!" Fuuuuuuuck. Seriously. We don't even talk like they do whenever they're sleeping. But do they care or respect our times? I don't think so. Let's not talk of normal days, since they always did that and I don't bother to talk that much. The times when we're absolutely angry of are when the times that we're sick and we require rests. Do they respect the ones who's sick? No. They just talk into the midnight. Not until 12a.m. they won't stop. Even when the teachers said 11.30p.m. is the latest you can open the lights. Blah! And what they did the most? They talk so loudly just beside people's bed- no. Right ON the sleeping person's bed. Stupid. No respect at all. Not even when their own races - Malays - asked them to be quiet. They just won't comply to it! And still continue on their chattering LOUDLY. This leads to the question "How come Bravo is always late". When the sleeping ones can't sleep, and the restless ones don't sleep until the midnight, how they're able to get up the next day? Worse of all! They always emphasize that they can do everything if they wake up at 6a.m. NO! I'm telling you NO. Seriously. Don't they ever think that that's the reason we're the last every time? NO. Fick dich. We opened meeting, and we said that we should wake up earlier. Heck, they said "Tidak. Kami masih boleh siap kalau kita bangun 6 pagi. Betul? XXX? Ya! Ya! Betul!" OMG. I can totally understood why Bravo wirawati lost every single thing. With that attitude continuing? Nuh-uh. We will not win a single thing. Because when the head slacks, how can you make the underlings advances? Seriously, we lack of a great leader. In Bravo.
Next, speaking of leaders... Seriously. The IC of Bravo SUCKS. The female IC, always give the wrong command. Everyone else (other companies) were "Ke dalam lurus (Straight inward? I guess so... Not sure of the commands in English)", she's the only one who'll give "Ke KANAN lurus (Straight to the right)". See how stupid it is? Even our timbalan (vice) followed her, because we need to look up to the superior (she said). But this kind of superior? SHE SUCKS. And we followed the stupid command for TWO WHOLE MONTHS, everyday every time we had roll calls. And she always take care of her friends. Wasn't that a good thing? Nuh-uh. I mean, HER friends, not US. She just let her friends do whatever they wanted. And herself? Is just as bad. She's one of those who's noisy when we're sleeping. Singing in the toilet is okay but singing while we're sleeping? NOT.
And I need to retake the problem up again. Freaking IDIOTS. If I'm not mistaken, it's 30th May. The day when it's B4's turn to have midnight patrol. It's Sunday, when we get our phones to be returned back to the camp. It's already bad when that happened, and worse coming right up. My Chinese dorm mates, Stella and Ying, were supposed to tugas (shift) that day. Ying already told our IC from week and days before. But then, during the night of the tugas, Ying told the IC again, and a surprised answer came to her. "Ngapa nak tugas? Tak payah tugaslah." WTF? Seriously, an IC speaks like that?! Now that's even weirder. Ying's flame already rose up, since she had a sudden "rejection" in this case. Fine. So back to dorms, we just plan to sleep through the night. Unfortunately, it wasn't possible. Suddenly, my IC told Ying to tugas alone, because they lack of one person. How can this be possible? Because, one of her friend wanted to tugas that day, and switched with JJ. But JJ, S, and VV are together, and they don't want to be separated. So if one's removed, the other two quits as well. This is how it happened. Uhuh. Stupid right? That's why, Ying, who's supposed to be with Stella, frustrated and raging with flames, yelled at them. "I've already told you from the start that I want to tugas with Stella! Once, twice! But did you listen? Did you remember?" and for that, she stormed out to the toilet. Z asked her what happened. During that moment, she was still able to talk cooly with her, but then our IC stormed in too, and bang the toilet door, yelling and scolding. This was when Ying finally burst off, and yelled and scolded back. When one's flame risen, their strength is rather different, right? So, when she came back in, she slightly slammed her shoes to the rack (not sure if she realized that, from what I've seen), and banged her locker. The hypocrite saw that, and oddly, still do not know how she should react when a person's angry, just blast off her words. "Ah ah ah! Locker pecah lagi!" Idiotic. After the tugas people exit (They successfully dragged S into the mess), and lights were off, Ying went to complain with our dorm leader - Ayu. She took the past cases out and began to throw upon Ayu, and eventually cried. That was the first time I saw her crying so desperately in camp. We gathered around and talked, until when the idiots came back in (not all are idiots though, 'cause some were like no choice and to join them 'cause no one wanted, like S). They saw us, and we did not stop. I thought it's over when they exit, and we slept. But NOOOO. I am SOOOOO wrong. The freaking bastards, gathered all 9 patrol members, sat just beside the door, MY BED, and began to talk so loudly. I can't really hear them saying, but I knew it's about when we gathered and talk. Now, this is seriously an unrespectful event. CAN'T YOU IDIOTS SEE WE'RE SLEEPING?!?!?! And for goodness sake, I "shh"ed at them. Yet they continued! FUUUUUUUCK. OI IDIOTS! GET OUT AND TALK! I don't care or mind if you're talking behind our asses, BUT IN THE MIDNIGHT?! Hell, you're SICK. And I don't think it's the IC's idea. I think it's the one who had the worst reputation amongst the girls and guys. The faker. The hypocrite who calls the others a hypocrite. The most inconsiderate fool who added oil to one's flame. I hope you can guess who.
And so, we opened a meeting. God. That hypocrite actually speaks like she's very correct in every aspects. Using her cunningness to defeat and block off the other's words. Hell, thanks to her, I don't even feel like speaking, although I still have a lot, TOO MUCH, to say. Blah! I guess after Zyma left, my days are like hells. At least if she's still around the camp, I get to tell her to tell the foolish idiots how stupid and ignorant they are.
One thing I did not really feel satisfied during the meeting is when we talked about the whole family thing. Bravo had a serious case before - we lost our flag. Our Bravo Flag. We were lectured by Cikgu Shah I by this and everyone wrote a 500 sentences of "Saya akan jaga bendera Bravo dan menjadikan Bravo satu keluarga". But HECK. I shouldn't HELP those idiots to write. Because they don't worth it. Because they do not get the message of it 'cause they didn't really write 500 sentences! Hell, they have people to help them to write, and I guess that's why we ruined the whole Bravo thing. Blergh, it's just suck. Anyway, to the point. They said one family, right? Last time, we had another meeting with the whole Bravo, wira and wirawati, and Leong said something wrong in front of the Wira. Fine. We had our own lil' meting in B4, telling tha we should't say that (by the hypocrite). AHeck, if you didn't do that, why we would say such things? Anyway, that wasn't the main problem. The hypocrite said (Hell, why she's always the one who said these foolish stuffs?) "We are one family. We shouldn't tell the others what happened in B4". So... Her meaning is B4 = One family, the rest of Brave =/= family? Greeeaaat. And so the whole B3 and B4 things happened, and which is what I told them in the latest meeting. I do think my choices of words and to begin the whole thing is wrong. Fine. I admit and I will change. But still, am not satisfied with the reactions they gave to me. When I said B3 said B4 pentingkan orang sendiri, they said B3 were the ones who did not join them. Fine. But do they realize why they don't want to join them?? Because they do not like the B4's attitudes and how they treat the B3. They were being looked down by the fools. But no, they don't realize what happened. This, and the "seragam" thing. We had Pertandingan Kawat, and they actually want all those who kawat to wear tudung. Oh. My. God. Firstly, not everyone was willing to wear tudung. Secondly, they should not force one to wear tudung. Hell the whole "family concept". Hell the whole "Satu Malaysia" concept. Yeah right, Satu Malaysia, One Family, by changing us into their own kinds. God, this is just so stupid. How can you achieve Satu Malaysia when there's no variates in the group? The whole concept of Satu Malaysia was everyone to accept each other, not by turning us all into one kind. This is why the whole "perpaduan" thing will never be realized. Because of forces. Heck, I salute to the Delta, because they don't force people to wear tudung, and became Champion. Love it. Seriously. and proud of it. Even if I'm not Delta, instead, a Bravo.
Speaking of Delta, Delta's like, the best company. I love Delta, I support Delta, because the people made me happy during the days in PLKN are all from Delta. No, not even the people from B3 or the Chineses in Bravo made me happy. It was the Delta. People I met, like Mel (not Melissa, it's Melanie, an Iban from Sarawak) and Venite/Syn Yee (Pure Chinese, from Sabah). They're both great Shoujo artists, and Otakus! Oh man, it's just so HARD to find these kind of people IN THE CAMP. Seriously. I love being with them. Why I'm not a Delta? Even though it's green but it's much better than freaking BLUE. Stuuuuupid. And I known them too late. We just only have less than 10 days to talk with each other, before we part separate ways. Ahhh... Sooooo sad. What's worse? They're one sea away from Semenanjung... Sad...
Ahhh... I'm sick of telling the tales of the Bravo. Now let's talk about foods. SERIOUSLY. Vegeterian foods are FAR FAR FAR WAAAAAY better than the normal people's foods. Perhaps it's because it's only for a few people? Not sure. But yeah, it's better. Though... Compare to the REAL vege, they pretty much SUCKED. LOL x3
The time currently is 5th June, I'm in the Ward of Medic. No I'm not slacking. My foot got hurt when we had the DKRTG (quite a violent game, but full with meanings... though not pretty much of uses in real life), and I don't want to make it worse. And so, I began to write this. And after knowing the two girl/artists, I began to expand my styles, beginning in the hair. Lawl, my tomboys became somewhat kiddish XD It looked quite odd, but cute at the same time Owo I drew a lot during the boring days, and yeah, I really upgraded myself in drawing the hairs. =3 Much joys. Weeeeee~
They said about "How nice and how great" is Princess Haliza. Blah! In this batch, NOOOOOO. Firstly, shooting. Heck, the Tapak Menembak had closed down. We couldn't get to shoot the real bullets. All we had are blanks. That really sucked! 'cause you don't know your accuracy! Argh! Although I do enjoy how the M-16 felt like. Sad thing is that it's blank. Then, Flying Fox. I don't know, I just don't seemed to get the enjoyment of this. Haiz. The rest? Oh no. I hate the rest, and of course, I did not join them. Kayak, Wirajaya, etc... anything about forest and water, count me out. Seriously.
Another thing I hated in this batch, is how disrespectful are the Wiras. And to my annoyance, they love to knock on the metal pagar of the Wirawatis. Worse? They just won't SHUT THE FUCK UP. Like seriously. Everytime in the dewan especially. They're like lil' kiddos, who just screamed and shouted at the sightliest fun they will had, repeating nonstop that brought to a louder chaos. Hectic, it is.
And 3th June, at night, Gamabak (Whatever her name is) from B3, suddenly "appeared" in our dorm. Before that, I was brushing my teeth. It's just so sudden, when our IC and her friend rushed out from the toilet, and BB came in said :don't care about them". It was then I heard ruckus, and locker banging. Not closing, but HITTING. Good grieve... It's already the last week. Can't things just be anymore "peaceful"?? Seriously, those fools really didn't consider about their own faults. Gambak told them how the B3 disliked them, and I do think that she herself is a betrayer. Because, all people in B3 treat her very well, since she had some problems herself. Mana tau, she went over into B4 and tell the bad stuffs about B3. I can understood how enraged they are. Oh well... What's worse? Right now- no. Just now (4th June), some people in B3 told bad things about B4 to the Delta wiras. Stupid. The aggressive lil' kid in our dorm just rushed out, about to take the belt out but fortunately stopped by one of her friends, since they said if we cause more troubles today, they will only give the phones when we go back. Blah, these peple really don't think of the future, and of course, the other "innocent" people. Selfish, they are. Oh well, not that I can change them. But still, I'm so sad that they don't think of the consequences. Haiz...
AAAND currently (2342, 4th June), I can't sleep. Even though I'm SOOOO much of tireness invasion. But NOOOO. I can't sleep at all. Why? Because they're going to have a goddamn freaking useless and meaningless AND worst meeting at 0000. Yes. Twelve in the midnight. When people had already long ASLEEP. However, that's usually my sleeping time... or worse, in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza Dorm Bravo 4. Why? Thanks to those disrespectful idiots and so much of FOOLS, who're restless and can just open the light until 1230+++ and NEVER sleeps, or even seemed to end. Things just going on and on and on. Like an ENDLESS NIGHT. Horrible, it is. I've been through this restless hell for two whole months. And even the last week they still don't let the sleepy and tires go rest in peace, let the energiless to charge their batteries NO. And NEVER. NEVER EVER THEY DID SO. AND I DO MEAN BY NEVER. FUUUUUCK. And so, I'm here to wait... Very patiently,At WHEN those fools realize that they will never get the attention (in sense of "good" of course) from the teachers. I'm not even sure if the meeting will be on. Bah! Fools do think different from normal people. Because fools can't change the way they are, were, whateverm and the way they think. Not even the Malays of course. I do mean of some Chinese, some in my dorm, some from the other companies. And SEE! They wasted our time of great sleep treasure in such a minial case known as... meeting. *rolls eyes* Idiotic indeed. I just haven't include the foul words of Chineses. They'll be even WORSE. They should be grateful that I'm, not as angry to use these low-classed words yet... though I did speak when I mentioned about their foolish actions by verbal. Heck, I can't help, they're just so STUPID. Even when people told me not to say so, but I still have the urge to speak of what I wanted to say for TWO WHOLE MONTHS. Perhaps I should tell them before the whole thing end. But... who knows? And what become of them is none of my concern anyway, why should I interfere? should just be a very typical otaku who lived in her own world. Yeah, that should make it. Uh-ahm~
Right now, 2241 5th June 2010, is my best time and moment in the camp. ^w^ I got 3 free coleslaws donated by the B3 people, who had a KFC party here. It's not really THAT fun, but being with D-Za? Yeah, it's really great~ \(^w^)/ Love eet~ Thank you B3 for letting me taking refugee in this great dorm. Oh, haven't tell you how I got here eh? Okay, everything started when the B4 took out a radio/speaker/whatever from NOWHERE, and blast out the whole dorm with LOUD and SUCKY music, AND began to DANCE. Damn. How loud can they be? Hell, I could even hear their voices from B3 Owo See how loud it is? OMG... So. That time, 6p.m., I dragged my tire body into B3, and collapsed on Sheeril's bed. Oh, thank her for leaving the camp and letting me sleep here XD And from that moment on, I decided to sleep in B3 for the rest of the remaining days in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza =3
6th June, one of the most satisfying days, I guess? We ate so much (with my family) and joked a lot. Was surprised that my nephew, Ivan (not Iven Wong, thank you. It's Ivan Chiang X3) knew how to toddle! Wow. I feel very proud of him to be honest, and shocked at how long that I'm away from home, and how fast could a baby grow. I'm utmost relieved that they stopped the "gun-shooting" thing to please the kid. I'm so afraid that he will grow up as a violent kiddo which might make me break and punch him on the face. Yeah, hopes. And mostly hopes turned VERY bad... Haiz...
But then, we plan to sleep in B3 for the rest of the days FAILED, when the B4 people decided to lock the doors to prevent any more midnight patrol people to come in and check the dorms. I wonder why? It's just such a foolish action. Haiz. That is what you should be expecting when you're with these idiots. Oh well... Luckily that day, I'm able to sleep. Thanks to tireness, perhaps? Not sure. But when the midnight patrols came to check, the idiots went to sleep quickly, and told each and every of us not to make any noises. Uhuh... Odd, it is.
Anyway, before the B3 sleeping incident, I've used to sleep in D7, and it felt great ^w^ I mean, sleeping with the Delta just seemed to be better. Although they do make noises in the night, but it's an entirely different experience. I mean, at least they don't whisper like hellish mosquitoes, or yelling loudly like a freaking madman in my dorm =w= And from that, I must conclude that B4 is really the WORST dorm of all. From every other dorm I visited, this was the WORST. Haaaiiizzz...
Then, the Malam Penutup. I'm skipping the details in the morning, and only focus at night. I wore the Baju Kemeja that I wore before during the school's prom night along with the tie, which I asked my mom to brought them to me. I slicked my side hairs back, and surprisingly it looked a lot better than my normal looks Owo And more surprisingly... They said that I'm handsome OAO Seriously. They said that. And my GOD not only the Malays, but also the Chineses... Great. What on earth? I don't think I look that good... though it's better than my normal looks... But handsome?! That's a new word =w=
The night was great - the foods, I mean. They've seriously improved in the cooking. YAY! But the performances? Nuh-uh. They SUCKED LIKE HELL. Even SMKTC performances were waaaay better than them. BUT! Only the singings. Dancings? Hell, the Chineses are really good... But the others? Nuh-uh. =w= I mean, they danced Sorry Sorry WITHOUT FOLLOWING THE ORIGINAL!!! AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT SUCKED?!?!?! Hell, I was dancing the original, and people saluted me! Do you know how much it sucked until the normal people actually saluted ME, an individual who CAN'T dance?! That's the answer you get. The Genie, danced by Chinese and 2 talented Malay guys, is FAR MORE BETTER than the stupid group of females who's so messy in their choreography. I just HATE that performance, more than everything else. BLARAGH! It sucked. I mean, at least Genie followed most of the real MV dances, and though some parts are of their own creation, they still looked GREAT. But the Sorry2?! NOOOOOOOO~ For goddess sake, please don't get up the stage if you're not prepared. SERIOUSLY.
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And that's my rants so far in the camp. I will give a revised and detailed report of the days in the camp later... Brain juices dried out. Aries, signed out.
A lot had happened during my days in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza, in dorm Bravo 4. I can't help, but to say, it was the WORST dorm of all. Firstly, my assigned bed was just beside the door, and the bed opposite of mine (which was also beside the door) has no one assigned to. The first problem I need to deal with, is when the dormmates just wear their shoes INTO the dorm. Everyday, I need to deal with the sands and muds beside my bed. What's worse? None followed the duty rooster, and none actually cleans the dorm. The only time that the actually cleaned the dorm was when it's the first week, and during the semester break. Other than that? Not really. So, I'm always the one who grabs the crappy scissor-like broom and began to sweep the dirts out from my area. About everyday and after every 3 meals every time I got back to the dorm, I would sweep.
Okay, that's the first. Now second. My dorm mates are just SOOOOOOOO noisy that I can't handle them. I wasn't sure if it's the reason all Sabah Malays are like that (well, at least the ones I met so far are like that), but seriously, they really lack of respects. Blah! Their mouth always talked of "We must respect each other, like when we're praying you must be quiet" blahblahblah. Fine, we did that, like obviously we did that EVEN BEFORE they talked about it. But did they respect us back? Like, they love to useour stuffs without asking. Slippers, baldi, etc. etc. etc. And especially at the night- No. Whenever we wanted to sleep! Hell. They really are ignorant aren't they? I mean, it's obvious that we wanted to sleep, and yet they still talk like "This room is ours! I don't care if you're sleeping!" Fuuuuuuuck. Seriously. We don't even talk like they do whenever they're sleeping. But do they care or respect our times? I don't think so. Let's not talk of normal days, since they always did that and I don't bother to talk that much. The times when we're absolutely angry of are when the times that we're sick and we require rests. Do they respect the ones who's sick? No. They just talk into the midnight. Not until 12a.m. they won't stop. Even when the teachers said 11.30p.m. is the latest you can open the lights. Blah! And what they did the most? They talk so loudly just beside people's bed- no. Right ON the sleeping person's bed. Stupid. No respect at all. Not even when their own races - Malays - asked them to be quiet. They just won't comply to it! And still continue on their chattering LOUDLY. This leads to the question "How come Bravo is always late". When the sleeping ones can't sleep, and the restless ones don't sleep until the midnight, how they're able to get up the next day? Worse of all! They always emphasize that they can do everything if they wake up at 6a.m. NO! I'm telling you NO. Seriously. Don't they ever think that that's the reason we're the last every time? NO. Fick dich. We opened meeting, and we said that we should wake up earlier. Heck, they said "Tidak. Kami masih boleh siap kalau kita bangun 6 pagi. Betul? XXX? Ya! Ya! Betul!" OMG. I can totally understood why Bravo wirawati lost every single thing. With that attitude continuing? Nuh-uh. We will not win a single thing. Because when the head slacks, how can you make the underlings advances? Seriously, we lack of a great leader. In Bravo.
Next, speaking of leaders... Seriously. The IC of Bravo SUCKS. The female IC, always give the wrong command. Everyone else (other companies) were "Ke dalam lurus (Straight inward? I guess so... Not sure of the commands in English)", she's the only one who'll give "Ke KANAN lurus (Straight to the right)". See how stupid it is? Even our timbalan (vice) followed her, because we need to look up to the superior (she said). But this kind of superior? SHE SUCKS. And we followed the stupid command for TWO WHOLE MONTHS, everyday every time we had roll calls. And she always take care of her friends. Wasn't that a good thing? Nuh-uh. I mean, HER friends, not US. She just let her friends do whatever they wanted. And herself? Is just as bad. She's one of those who's noisy when we're sleeping. Singing in the toilet is okay but singing while we're sleeping? NOT.
And I need to retake the problem up again. Freaking IDIOTS. If I'm not mistaken, it's 30th May. The day when it's B4's turn to have midnight patrol. It's Sunday, when we get our phones to be returned back to the camp. It's already bad when that happened, and worse coming right up. My Chinese dorm mates, Stella and Ying, were supposed to tugas (shift) that day. Ying already told our IC from week and days before. But then, during the night of the tugas, Ying told the IC again, and a surprised answer came to her. "Ngapa nak tugas? Tak payah tugaslah." WTF? Seriously, an IC speaks like that?! Now that's even weirder. Ying's flame already rose up, since she had a sudden "rejection" in this case. Fine. So back to dorms, we just plan to sleep through the night. Unfortunately, it wasn't possible. Suddenly, my IC told Ying to tugas alone, because they lack of one person. How can this be possible? Because, one of her friend wanted to tugas that day, and switched with JJ. But JJ, S, and VV are together, and they don't want to be separated. So if one's removed, the other two quits as well. This is how it happened. Uhuh. Stupid right? That's why, Ying, who's supposed to be with Stella, frustrated and raging with flames, yelled at them. "I've already told you from the start that I want to tugas with Stella! Once, twice! But did you listen? Did you remember?" and for that, she stormed out to the toilet. Z asked her what happened. During that moment, she was still able to talk cooly with her, but then our IC stormed in too, and bang the toilet door, yelling and scolding. This was when Ying finally burst off, and yelled and scolded back. When one's flame risen, their strength is rather different, right? So, when she came back in, she slightly slammed her shoes to the rack (not sure if she realized that, from what I've seen), and banged her locker. The hypocrite saw that, and oddly, still do not know how she should react when a person's angry, just blast off her words. "Ah ah ah! Locker pecah lagi!" Idiotic. After the tugas people exit (They successfully dragged S into the mess), and lights were off, Ying went to complain with our dorm leader - Ayu. She took the past cases out and began to throw upon Ayu, and eventually cried. That was the first time I saw her crying so desperately in camp. We gathered around and talked, until when the idiots came back in (not all are idiots though, 'cause some were like no choice and to join them 'cause no one wanted, like S). They saw us, and we did not stop. I thought it's over when they exit, and we slept. But NOOOO. I am SOOOOO wrong. The freaking bastards, gathered all 9 patrol members, sat just beside the door, MY BED, and began to talk so loudly. I can't really hear them saying, but I knew it's about when we gathered and talk. Now, this is seriously an unrespectful event. CAN'T YOU IDIOTS SEE WE'RE SLEEPING?!?!?! And for goodness sake, I "shh"ed at them. Yet they continued! FUUUUUUUCK. OI IDIOTS! GET OUT AND TALK! I don't care or mind if you're talking behind our asses, BUT IN THE MIDNIGHT?! Hell, you're SICK. And I don't think it's the IC's idea. I think it's the one who had the worst reputation amongst the girls and guys. The faker. The hypocrite who calls the others a hypocrite. The most inconsiderate fool who added oil to one's flame. I hope you can guess who.
And so, we opened a meeting. God. That hypocrite actually speaks like she's very correct in every aspects. Using her cunningness to defeat and block off the other's words. Hell, thanks to her, I don't even feel like speaking, although I still have a lot, TOO MUCH, to say. Blah! I guess after Zyma left, my days are like hells. At least if she's still around the camp, I get to tell her to tell the foolish idiots how stupid and ignorant they are.
One thing I did not really feel satisfied during the meeting is when we talked about the whole family thing. Bravo had a serious case before - we lost our flag. Our Bravo Flag. We were lectured by Cikgu Shah I by this and everyone wrote a 500 sentences of "Saya akan jaga bendera Bravo dan menjadikan Bravo satu keluarga". But HECK. I shouldn't HELP those idiots to write. Because they don't worth it. Because they do not get the message of it 'cause they didn't really write 500 sentences! Hell, they have people to help them to write, and I guess that's why we ruined the whole Bravo thing. Blergh, it's just suck. Anyway, to the point. They said one family, right? Last time, we had another meeting with the whole Bravo, wira and wirawati, and Leong said something wrong in front of the Wira. Fine. We had our own lil' meting in B4, telling tha we should't say that (by the hypocrite). AHeck, if you didn't do that, why we would say such things? Anyway, that wasn't the main problem. The hypocrite said (Hell, why she's always the one who said these foolish stuffs?) "We are one family. We shouldn't tell the others what happened in B4". So... Her meaning is B4 = One family, the rest of Brave =/= family? Greeeaaat. And so the whole B3 and B4 things happened, and which is what I told them in the latest meeting. I do think my choices of words and to begin the whole thing is wrong. Fine. I admit and I will change. But still, am not satisfied with the reactions they gave to me. When I said B3 said B4 pentingkan orang sendiri, they said B3 were the ones who did not join them. Fine. But do they realize why they don't want to join them?? Because they do not like the B4's attitudes and how they treat the B3. They were being looked down by the fools. But no, they don't realize what happened. This, and the "seragam" thing. We had Pertandingan Kawat, and they actually want all those who kawat to wear tudung. Oh. My. God. Firstly, not everyone was willing to wear tudung. Secondly, they should not force one to wear tudung. Hell the whole "family concept". Hell the whole "Satu Malaysia" concept. Yeah right, Satu Malaysia, One Family, by changing us into their own kinds. God, this is just so stupid. How can you achieve Satu Malaysia when there's no variates in the group? The whole concept of Satu Malaysia was everyone to accept each other, not by turning us all into one kind. This is why the whole "perpaduan" thing will never be realized. Because of forces. Heck, I salute to the Delta, because they don't force people to wear tudung, and became Champion. Love it. Seriously. and proud of it. Even if I'm not Delta, instead, a Bravo.
Speaking of Delta, Delta's like, the best company. I love Delta, I support Delta, because the people made me happy during the days in PLKN are all from Delta. No, not even the people from B3 or the Chineses in Bravo made me happy. It was the Delta. People I met, like Mel (not Melissa, it's Melanie, an Iban from Sarawak) and Venite/Syn Yee (Pure Chinese, from Sabah). They're both great Shoujo artists, and Otakus! Oh man, it's just so HARD to find these kind of people IN THE CAMP. Seriously. I love being with them. Why I'm not a Delta? Even though it's green but it's much better than freaking BLUE. Stuuuuupid. And I known them too late. We just only have less than 10 days to talk with each other, before we part separate ways. Ahhh... Sooooo sad. What's worse? They're one sea away from Semenanjung... Sad...
Ahhh... I'm sick of telling the tales of the Bravo. Now let's talk about foods. SERIOUSLY. Vegeterian foods are FAR FAR FAR WAAAAAY better than the normal people's foods. Perhaps it's because it's only for a few people? Not sure. But yeah, it's better. Though... Compare to the REAL vege, they pretty much SUCKED. LOL x3
The time currently is 5th June, I'm in the Ward of Medic. No I'm not slacking. My foot got hurt when we had the DKRTG (quite a violent game, but full with meanings... though not pretty much of uses in real life), and I don't want to make it worse. And so, I began to write this. And after knowing the two girl/artists, I began to expand my styles, beginning in the hair. Lawl, my tomboys became somewhat kiddish XD It looked quite odd, but cute at the same time Owo I drew a lot during the boring days, and yeah, I really upgraded myself in drawing the hairs. =3 Much joys. Weeeeee~
They said about "How nice and how great" is Princess Haliza. Blah! In this batch, NOOOOOO. Firstly, shooting. Heck, the Tapak Menembak had closed down. We couldn't get to shoot the real bullets. All we had are blanks. That really sucked! 'cause you don't know your accuracy! Argh! Although I do enjoy how the M-16 felt like. Sad thing is that it's blank. Then, Flying Fox. I don't know, I just don't seemed to get the enjoyment of this. Haiz. The rest? Oh no. I hate the rest, and of course, I did not join them. Kayak, Wirajaya, etc... anything about forest and water, count me out. Seriously.
Another thing I hated in this batch, is how disrespectful are the Wiras. And to my annoyance, they love to knock on the metal pagar of the Wirawatis. Worse? They just won't SHUT THE FUCK UP. Like seriously. Everytime in the dewan especially. They're like lil' kiddos, who just screamed and shouted at the sightliest fun they will had, repeating nonstop that brought to a louder chaos. Hectic, it is.
And 3th June, at night, Gamabak (Whatever her name is) from B3, suddenly "appeared" in our dorm. Before that, I was brushing my teeth. It's just so sudden, when our IC and her friend rushed out from the toilet, and BB came in said :don't care about them". It was then I heard ruckus, and locker banging. Not closing, but HITTING. Good grieve... It's already the last week. Can't things just be anymore "peaceful"?? Seriously, those fools really didn't consider about their own faults. Gambak told them how the B3 disliked them, and I do think that she herself is a betrayer. Because, all people in B3 treat her very well, since she had some problems herself. Mana tau, she went over into B4 and tell the bad stuffs about B3. I can understood how enraged they are. Oh well... What's worse? Right now- no. Just now (4th June), some people in B3 told bad things about B4 to the Delta wiras. Stupid. The aggressive lil' kid in our dorm just rushed out, about to take the belt out but fortunately stopped by one of her friends, since they said if we cause more troubles today, they will only give the phones when we go back. Blah, these peple really don't think of the future, and of course, the other "innocent" people. Selfish, they are. Oh well, not that I can change them. But still, I'm so sad that they don't think of the consequences. Haiz...
AAAND currently (2342, 4th June), I can't sleep. Even though I'm SOOOO much of tireness invasion. But NOOOO. I can't sleep at all. Why? Because they're going to have a goddamn freaking useless and meaningless AND worst meeting at 0000. Yes. Twelve in the midnight. When people had already long ASLEEP. However, that's usually my sleeping time... or worse, in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza Dorm Bravo 4. Why? Thanks to those disrespectful idiots and so much of FOOLS, who're restless and can just open the light until 1230+++ and NEVER sleeps, or even seemed to end. Things just going on and on and on. Like an ENDLESS NIGHT. Horrible, it is. I've been through this restless hell for two whole months. And even the last week they still don't let the sleepy and tires go rest in peace, let the energiless to charge their batteries NO. And NEVER. NEVER EVER THEY DID SO. AND I DO MEAN BY NEVER. FUUUUUCK. And so, I'm here to wait... Very patiently,At WHEN those fools realize that they will never get the attention (in sense of "good" of course) from the teachers. I'm not even sure if the meeting will be on. Bah! Fools do think different from normal people. Because fools can't change the way they are, were, whateverm and the way they think. Not even the Malays of course. I do mean of some Chinese, some in my dorm, some from the other companies. And SEE! They wasted our time of great sleep treasure in such a minial case known as... meeting. *rolls eyes* Idiotic indeed. I just haven't include the foul words of Chineses. They'll be even WORSE. They should be grateful that I'm, not as angry to use these low-classed words yet... though I did speak when I mentioned about their foolish actions by verbal. Heck, I can't help, they're just so STUPID. Even when people told me not to say so, but I still have the urge to speak of what I wanted to say for TWO WHOLE MONTHS. Perhaps I should tell them before the whole thing end. But... who knows? And what become of them is none of my concern anyway, why should I interfere? should just be a very typical otaku who lived in her own world. Yeah, that should make it. Uh-ahm~
Right now, 2241 5th June 2010, is my best time and moment in the camp. ^w^ I got 3 free coleslaws donated by the B3 people, who had a KFC party here. It's not really THAT fun, but being with D-Za? Yeah, it's really great~ \(^w^)/ Love eet~ Thank you B3 for letting me taking refugee in this great dorm. Oh, haven't tell you how I got here eh? Okay, everything started when the B4 took out a radio/speaker/whatever from NOWHERE, and blast out the whole dorm with LOUD and SUCKY music, AND began to DANCE. Damn. How loud can they be? Hell, I could even hear their voices from B3 Owo See how loud it is? OMG... So. That time, 6p.m., I dragged my tire body into B3, and collapsed on Sheeril's bed. Oh, thank her for leaving the camp and letting me sleep here XD And from that moment on, I decided to sleep in B3 for the rest of the remaining days in PLKN Kem Princess Haliza =3
6th June, one of the most satisfying days, I guess? We ate so much (with my family) and joked a lot. Was surprised that my nephew, Ivan (not Iven Wong, thank you. It's Ivan Chiang X3) knew how to toddle! Wow. I feel very proud of him to be honest, and shocked at how long that I'm away from home, and how fast could a baby grow. I'm utmost relieved that they stopped the "gun-shooting" thing to please the kid. I'm so afraid that he will grow up as a violent kiddo which might make me break and punch him on the face. Yeah, hopes. And mostly hopes turned VERY bad... Haiz...
But then, we plan to sleep in B3 for the rest of the days FAILED, when the B4 people decided to lock the doors to prevent any more midnight patrol people to come in and check the dorms. I wonder why? It's just such a foolish action. Haiz. That is what you should be expecting when you're with these idiots. Oh well... Luckily that day, I'm able to sleep. Thanks to tireness, perhaps? Not sure. But when the midnight patrols came to check, the idiots went to sleep quickly, and told each and every of us not to make any noises. Uhuh... Odd, it is.
Anyway, before the B3 sleeping incident, I've used to sleep in D7, and it felt great ^w^ I mean, sleeping with the Delta just seemed to be better. Although they do make noises in the night, but it's an entirely different experience. I mean, at least they don't whisper like hellish mosquitoes, or yelling loudly like a freaking madman in my dorm =w= And from that, I must conclude that B4 is really the WORST dorm of all. From every other dorm I visited, this was the WORST. Haaaiiizzz...
Then, the Malam Penutup. I'm skipping the details in the morning, and only focus at night. I wore the Baju Kemeja that I wore before during the school's prom night along with the tie, which I asked my mom to brought them to me. I slicked my side hairs back, and surprisingly it looked a lot better than my normal looks Owo And more surprisingly... They said that I'm handsome OAO Seriously. They said that. And my GOD not only the Malays, but also the Chineses... Great. What on earth? I don't think I look that good... though it's better than my normal looks... But handsome?! That's a new word =w=
The night was great - the foods, I mean. They've seriously improved in the cooking. YAY! But the performances? Nuh-uh. They SUCKED LIKE HELL. Even SMKTC performances were waaaay better than them. BUT! Only the singings. Dancings? Hell, the Chineses are really good... But the others? Nuh-uh. =w= I mean, they danced Sorry Sorry WITHOUT FOLLOWING THE ORIGINAL!!! AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT SUCKED?!?!?! Hell, I was dancing the original, and people saluted me! Do you know how much it sucked until the normal people actually saluted ME, an individual who CAN'T dance?! That's the answer you get. The Genie, danced by Chinese and 2 talented Malay guys, is FAR MORE BETTER than the stupid group of females who's so messy in their choreography. I just HATE that performance, more than everything else. BLARAGH! It sucked. I mean, at least Genie followed most of the real MV dances, and though some parts are of their own creation, they still looked GREAT. But the Sorry2?! NOOOOOOOO~ For goddess sake, please don't get up the stage if you're not prepared. SERIOUSLY.
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And that's my rants so far in the camp. I will give a revised and detailed report of the days in the camp later... Brain juices dried out. Aries, signed out.
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