Thursday, January 14, 2010

AME OTO-DA!!!!!!

Finally...
Finally...
I'VE DID IT!!!!!!

The Ame Oto that I've did for Kou ish finally being uploaded!!!



But it still sucks.
The piano sucks.
The voice sucks.

I hate myself. =w=

Oh well, at least I did it...
Finally.
With the help from WindowMovieMaker XD

And I'm entering this for the competition...

Wish me lucks...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Sudden Inspiration...

Insert: I Gotta Feeling

Hey people, are you interested in any fanfictions? XD
And when I say fanfictions, it means ALL WORDS. (LOL)
And when I say fanfictions, it means ALL FICTIONAL (Duh), and ALL world settings are inside a specific world of an anime, manga or a game.
And when I say fanfictions... It could mean ANY POSSIBLITY.

You want to include yourself in also can. X3
Just finish the template and I'll see how. XD
But beware of any randomness........ *looks to the side*

Name: (The name of zee character)
Age: (Zee age of zee chara)
Gender: (Male, Female, SHEmale Owo)
Relationships You Wanted: (Straight, Yuri, Yaoi, wtv, Bi... Incest........... Owo)
Race: (Any race you can think of... NOT MALAY INDIAN CHINESE. I mean Elves, Orcs, Human, Ghost [WTF], etc. You can even put zombies in here XD)
Class: (Jobs classifications, like Warrior, Archer, Mage, Fighter, etc...)
Strength and Weakness: (What your chara do well and what your chara do bad...)
Appearance: (What's the body of your chara? The clothes it wears? Etc...)
Background Story: (Some of the biographies 'bout your charrie)
Personality: (What's zee personality of your chara?)
Others: (Any other infos you wanna add, add here...)

I will see where you place you into my fics...
Not all worlds can fit ya, you know? Owo
Unless you want to specify... And make it something I know. ^w^

Side Note: I'm just wanted to write some stuffs... X3 Don't mind the randomness...

Friday, January 8, 2010

My head will Smash The Table...

Insert: 100% nai nai nai (Lucky Star, Hiiragi Kagami Image Song)

My head will surely smash the table...
If I haven't finish the 500 undang thingy by now...
And seriously, I LACK OF COMMON SENSE.
And Malay CONFUSES me.
And I HATE it.
Grrrrrr.......

Oh, finishing 500 undangs WASN'T easy.
It's not something you can finish in 2 hours.
And my sis said that it's so easy.
You can finish them in 1 hour.

OMG. Are you kidding me??????
For 50 questions, you need 45 mins to finish it.
See, even 50 quessys you need 45 mins to finish it.
This is 500 goddamn questions!
Although, some are REALLY easy.
Still, you CAN'T use 1 or 2 hours to finish it.

NO AND NEVER.

And DANG'IT, my brain fails me.
I'm just so BLUR about those...
Demerit points of breaking the rules...
So many typos in this book... (Owo)
And the WEIRDEST thing in this book, some answers are WRONG.
Yes. They're WRONG.

How can you study when the answers are wrong?
When all the questions that they will have on that day are ENTIRELY picked from this book?
Won't you feel UNEASY?
I mean, to choose the right answer, or choose the wrong answer that's correct in the book???

=w=

So many STUPID things in this book.
I've began to wonder about my own knowledge.
Whether it's correct, or not.

Stupid. Undang. Laws.
Stupid MALAYS and WHOEVER FUCKING IDIOT WHO TYPED THIS BOOK OUT.
Fuck.

The Japanese Club... and my own affairs.

Insert: Pearl Moon (by Koda Kumi)

You know what?
Japanese Club is going to be abolished.
And I'm sad.
Really sad.

Sad because I can't do ANYTHING to help out.

I tried to tell my mom about the problems,
But all the while, she said were:
"Move on. Stop dwelling on the past."

And Monday, as soon as I got back from Star,
My family (except my dad), were there.
Kou should know what happened.
And I do not want it to happen again...

So there, I must turn into a "Good Child".

Goodness. It was like HELL.
I regretted giving my sister my facebook.
And those aunties.
Argh...

Should've known this will happen.
I can't even SWEAR and CURSE in facebook now.
And she even start to talk bad about you people.
Damn, she even thought I'm into DRUGS.
OAo
And she started all those "As a girl, you must act like one."

But seriously,
I'M NOT A GIRL IN THE SOUL FOR GODDAMN SAKE!!!

And my new hairstyle seriously SUCKS.

Fuck it.
Fuck them.
Fuck.

Since I can only sweat in the blogs, I might as well swear as much as I could now. XD

So...
FICK DICH.
WTF?!?!?!

Oh yeah, I can't even say "WTF", by the way.

Seriously, WTF.



Anyway, back to the topic of Japanese club...

We, Kou + Yuki + I, worked SO HARD on this club.
To reopen it...
To make it popular...
And FINALLY able to have SOME members.

SOME.

But now, the club has been abolished.

Why?

I have some guesses.

1. No Advisory Teacher.
2. Not enough member.
3. Not popular.
4. Pn. Tee just feel like closing it up. (Uhuh... =w=)
5. It has too many problems.
6. Pn. Lim decided to let it abolished.

6 guesses.
But all 6 of them might be correct.
All of them have chances...

And seriously, these chances are BAD for us.

Argh!!! I just WISHED I could do something.
Not just... Dwelling on the past or something!
But I just want to, I have the urge to!
Because this is our blood and tears!
You can't just see it to fall, right?

Unless you're a cold-blooded creature.



Oh well.
Enough ramblings.
I know I have no chance for that.
So fine.

I will remember it, and that's the least I could do.
I shall tell all people what the club has been through.
Even if it's abolished, it will still be in our hearts.



I promise you, Nippon-Gakkai.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

:: New Year CRAZY PARTY ::

Okay. Note that everything that posted IN HERE wasn't in orders. They just HAPPENED. And I dunno the orders. Just watch them, okay?

Oh, and don't drink while watching them. Especially for Nikki's vids. YOU WILL THROW UP.

People who's present:
-Me
-Kou
-Esther (She went back at 9 something... =w=)
-CW
-CY/Meso
-Nikki
-Fui Leng [FL] (She came at 8 something...)


Few, but LOADS of fun...



:: My Dare (I dunno why but I only got one dare??? Owo) ::

===Okay, not one dare, just that I never record it... I think? LOL

I'm a Little Teapot SHORT and STOUT~
===That's so me... =w=




:: Chern's Dares ::
===I dunno why, but 2 dirty dances chose him... Owo

Chern saying "I'm ready, Fuck you, Come here" to Kou's sister


CW Tries to dirty dance with the broom... (Part One)


CW Tries to dirty dance with the broom... and failed epikly.


CW Trying to lick the toe of his own... and failed.


CW Doing Dirty Dance on the Wall...
===He learnt more moves other than the broom sticks. XD


CW doing BJ towards his own finger... Eww?


CW Promoting the... Sauce.
===Oyster Brand Panda Sauce. Uhuh.



:: Meso's Dares ::

Taking out his clothes...


Licking Kou's ear...
===Does that feel good? XD


*EPIC*
Making out with Naruto...
===OMG, VIOLENT!!! OAo


Putting some certain stuffed yellow thing into his pants...


*Recommended*
CW spitting coke- No. Meso spitting coke into CW's mouth...
===LOL!!!!!!


Stripping in front of the door...
===Can't believe people dare him to do that again... OAo


Wearing a bra... and tries to take off Kou's shirt...
===It's the Grandma's bra... Owo


Fucking Naruto, again.
===Luckily he did not close the door again... -w-




:: Esther's Epicness ::
Can't believe she just got VERY FEW DARES... =w=

Licking the phone Owo


Esther TRIES to make out with Naruto... which she failed.
===thanks to the wetness that Meso did before...




:: Kou's Dares...and Epicness ::
===Can't believe the actings picked him...
===And people are trying to get him with Meso. XD

Acting as Adam... "Duuuhhhh......."


Acting as Kumar...


Acting as Yuki OAo (And failed LOL)


Confessing to FL... and was rejected instantly
===we didn't thought that'll happen XD


Eating chips from Meso's toes...


*recommended*
Exchanging clothes with FL...
===OMG He's a GIRL!!!!!!


And what happened after exchanging...


Humping Naruto... Cowgirl style... (Plus parody of Scary Movie LOL)
===NARUTO ISH BEING HUMPED!!! OMG!!!
===Credit Sounds to: NIKKI


*EPIC*
Kou ish licking Meso's chest...


Making out with a poster...
===Sad. No tongue...
===SHOULD'VE FORCE HIM TO MAKE OUT WITH JAY CHOU'S CROTCH!!!!!


Saying "FUCK KAO YOU" to his bro...


Taking coke from the fridge... and strip.
===Reminded me of some SJ (not SEJARAH) members as girls in Julchin Note...


Tries to pass the coke to Meso's mouth...
===And failed because he laughed like mad
===Did later but it's all spilled on the ground...
====AND MAKE MY FEET WET.


He wants to murder someone...


WAS going to do sounds of a noisy kissing scene...
===He did later with the sound recorder


Doing BJ to Meso's hand... or trying to swallow it???


*EPIK*
Doing BJ to Meso's hand... Back, front, back, front...


*Recommended LOL*
Feeding Meso... MOUTH BY MOUTH.


:: Finally... Nikki's EPIKNESS ::
NOTE: Remember to NOT DRINK while watching her videos. I repeat: DO NOT DRINK.
===All of the below are recommended NOT TO WATCH for your healthy sake. Thank you.
===All of the below are EPIK, and do not bother to put stars above it.

Cat Nikki.


Gorilla Nikki.


Hungry Ghost Nikki.


Nikki coming up from the christmas table. Saw Naruto and said Hi.
==="What a bitch" by Kou


Putting her head into the toilet bowl... EWW!


Vacuuming the chips up...


Nikki yelling "HELP MY HUSBAND HAS RUN AWAY".


[WARNING. WATCH THE BELOW WITH YOUR OWN RISK]

Nikki humping Naruto- I mean, Naruto humping Nikki.


Shaking her ASS.


DON'T WATCH IF YOU'RE MINOR.
Nikki's caressing her boobs.

Me want to sleep...

Seriously. I want to sleep.
I need sleeps.
But my mum just want me to get up early.

Damn it.

Maybe that's the reason why I don't feel like doing anything now.
My brain is out of function.
And so...

I NEED SLEEP FOR GODDAM SAKE!!!!!! *roars*

I don't mind working until the night, but seriously...
Give me at least 9 hours of sleeps.
I can skip the afternoon sleep.

So just let me sleep when I want to sleep at night.
DO NOT call me up unless it's 11a.m.
And no, I will not only wake up after that.
I will wake up BEFORE 11.30a.m.

And I promise that.

But it seemed not possible.
This damn new kiddo in the house made a big fuss out of everyone.
And my mom DEMANDED me to help.

What for?

You HAVE maids, right? Call them!
And I do not want to take care of the kiddo when he's crying.
Me hates baby that cries.
And me hates kiddos when they grew up and start to chew stuff.

Eww...

And seriously, I don't want to make anything worse for the baby.
Therefore I refuse to take care of him.
Just because I'm afraid that he'll cry.
And then my family would scold me.

So what for taking care of him?

(No, I'm not pushing away my responsiblities. ROAR!)



Anyway, I need some sleep here.
And I do not enjoy afternoon sleeps.
Because they cause me headache.

Greh... =w=




And seriously, let me decide on the changes of the room.
DON'T MAKE IT BLUE.
Make it something else... Yellow?
JUST DON'T MAKE IT BLUE.
BLUE!
BLUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
=w=

I dislike blues. Seriously.
And every friend of mine knows that. (I guess?)
I just don't mind blues.

BUT BLUE AS MY WALLPAPER?!

Seriously, I need to reconsider.

And I think I'll never been able to sleep if I'm facing blue wallpapers.
Gurh... Blues...
The color is odd.

I don't mind light blues though...

NOT AS WALLPAPER.



I want to sleep~
And if can, let me sleep eternally~
I just don't feel like doing anything right now~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~
|(-w-)/
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|(-w-)/
\(-w-)|
|(-w-)/
\(-w-)|
*flails the hands around the air...
sitting on the chair like an idiot*

*mumbles* Kabejji ume [Cabbage delicious]. *sleeps*

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

Friday, January 1, 2010

新年的目标?

Insert: 最幸褔的事, 雪雨 (by 梁文音)

今年已完了。
但我得到了什么?
我做了什么?

只剩下一个空壳。

除此之外,还有什么?

没了。

幸福,没了。
目标,没了。
生活,没了。

只剩下一个空壳。

现在,我只是靠这以前所下达的目标,
一步一步慢慢前进。
但是。。。
我能不能够做到呢?



说实话,我有一点想放弃了。



放弃自己的生命,
放弃自己的目标,
放弃自己的幸福,
就这样一天一天慢慢懒散的过日子。



不想再去管了。



但有可能吗?



没可能。



脑袋里所有原先的想法都没了。
沉了。
完了。。。

只剩下这个空壳。

什么都没了。



哎。
无奈呀!
连自己的房都要让给别人来住。
我还剩下什么呢?

就只是一个空壳。

什么都没了。

慢点就会去新加坡。
然后就慢慢的和这里一切切断。
慢慢疏远。。。

应该,也不会回来了吧。。。?

不确定呢。。。

哈哈?



但是,我还是很希望一件事。。。

我想要很久的一件事。。。

但是,也是最没有可能的一件事。。。

就是,能够被他吻一次。

很正式的,在嘴上。

不过,他应该不肯吧。。。 哈哈。



不会勉强,也不能勉强。
我也知道这是不可能的。
所以,不会再提起,不会再说。
就只有这次。

让我发泄一下吧。。。