Me want to sleep...

Seriously. I want to sleep.
I need sleeps.
But my mum just want me to get up early.

Damn it.

Maybe that's the reason why I don't feel like doing anything now.
My brain is out of function.
And so...

I NEED SLEEP FOR GODDAM SAKE!!!!!! *roars*

I don't mind working until the night, but seriously...
Give me at least 9 hours of sleeps.
I can skip the afternoon sleep.

So just let me sleep when I want to sleep at night.
DO NOT call me up unless it's 11a.m.
And no, I will not only wake up after that.
I will wake up BEFORE 11.30a.m.

And I promise that.

But it seemed not possible.
This damn new kiddo in the house made a big fuss out of everyone.
And my mom DEMANDED me to help.

What for?

You HAVE maids, right? Call them!
And I do not want to take care of the kiddo when he's crying.
Me hates baby that cries.
And me hates kiddos when they grew up and start to chew stuff.

Eww...

And seriously, I don't want to make anything worse for the baby.
Therefore I refuse to take care of him.
Just because I'm afraid that he'll cry.
And then my family would scold me.

So what for taking care of him?

(No, I'm not pushing away my responsiblities. ROAR!)



Anyway, I need some sleep here.
And I do not enjoy afternoon sleeps.
Because they cause me headache.

Greh... =w=




And seriously, let me decide on the changes of the room.
DON'T MAKE IT BLUE.
Make it something else... Yellow?
JUST DON'T MAKE IT BLUE.
BLUE!
BLUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
=w=

I dislike blues. Seriously.
And every friend of mine knows that. (I guess?)
I just don't mind blues.

BUT BLUE AS MY WALLPAPER?!

Seriously, I need to reconsider.

And I think I'll never been able to sleep if I'm facing blue wallpapers.
Gurh... Blues...
The color is odd.

I don't mind light blues though...

NOT AS WALLPAPER.



I want to sleep~
And if can, let me sleep eternally~
I just don't feel like doing anything right now~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~
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*flails the hands around the air...
sitting on the chair like an idiot*

*mumbles* Kabejji ume [Cabbage delicious]. *sleeps*

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

新年的目标？

Insert: 最幸褔的事, 雪雨 （by 梁文音）

今年已完了。
但我得到了什么？
我做了什么？

只剩下一个空壳。

除此之外，还有什么？

没了。

幸福，没了。
目标，没了。
生活，没了。

只剩下一个空壳。

现在，我只是靠这以前所下达的目标，
一步一步慢慢前进。
但是。。。
我能不能够做到呢？



说实话，我有一点想放弃了。



放弃自己的生命，
放弃自己的目标，
放弃自己的幸福，
就这样一天一天慢慢懒散的过日子。



不想再去管了。



但有可能吗？



没可能。



脑袋里所有原先的想法都没了。
沉了。
完了。。。

只剩下这个空壳。

什么都没了。



哎。
无奈呀！
连自己的房都要让给别人来住。
我还剩下什么呢？

就只是一个空壳。

什么都没了。

慢点就会去新加坡。
然后就慢慢的和这里一切切断。
慢慢疏远。。。

应该，也不会回来了吧。。。？

不确定呢。。。

哈哈？



但是，我还是很希望一件事。。。

我想要很久的一件事。。。

但是，也是最没有可能的一件事。。。

就是，能够被他吻一次。

很正式的，在嘴上。

不过，他应该不肯吧。。。 哈哈。



不会勉强，也不能勉强。
我也知道这是不可能的。
所以，不会再提起，不会再说。
就只有这次。

让我发泄一下吧。。。

:: Haircut Aries ::

Insert: Kumikyoku Lucky Star Douga (Medley from Lucky Star's songs)

Today, I went for haircut, plus makan.
SASHIMI ROCKS!!!!!!
SOFT SHELL CRAB RULEZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~

Ehem.

Anyway, let's post some pics of my new hair.
Not that sure whether this is okay or not de...
=w=

1st step, wash the hair...

Then, blow the hair...

And then, cut it...

At last, shape it...

Can't believe I can be such a "good child". LOL?

:: Crazy Chrismast Night ::

Insert: I Gotta Feeling (by Black Eyed Peas)

LOL.
Tonight's really a good night.
It was crazy.

AND BE GRATEFUL PEOPLE.
BECAUSE THIS IS FOR MEL.
I'M ACTUALLY UPLOADING SOME PICTURES.

Lol?
Not to mention, some videos too.
Though they're all very short. XD

Who's there?
Well...
Me...
Kou...
Yuki...
Esther...
Preety...
And at last, ADAM!!!!!! XD
LOL.
He came last minute.
Because he struggle with his problems 'till the end!!!
Good job soldier!
X3

So...
We have foods tonight. (Duh!)
And...
I ACTUALLY COOKED FOR THE NIGHT!!!!!!
OMGNWTFBBQKLCCWALIUEH!!!!!
XD
I made some spaghetti, the sos for the spaghetti, and salads.
Too bad I made too much and 90% of the salads are much a waste.
TwT
But at least those bacons are edible.
Phew...
Esther said that they're nice.
Lucky me???

During the makan time...
I'm not sure what brings up the topic.
Esther starting to said that she only liked 3 animes so far.
The first one is Paradise Kiss.
The next one is Ouran High School.
And then she and Yuki screamed together in "harmony".
Which we, the rest of the people, was scared of it.
OMG...
And then she said La Corda Doro Primo Casso
And then they scream again.
This time, insert earthquake.
THEY JUMPED.
For 5 minutes, I guess???
And Preet was like "Oh my gosh!!!"
And I can't stop laughing.
It's damn hilarious!!!!!!

Then.
They found themselves.
They're the other halves of each other.
I mean...
They're just so similar!!!
First, it's their hairstyle.
Esther had that one during her school time.
And Yuki will do the same if her fringe is longer.
AND THEY HAVE THE SAME LIKINGS!!!!!!
OAo
Okay, it freaks all of us out.
VERY MUCH.
Especially when they screamed and jumped...
OMG...
~m~
Scary man...

By the way, we danced Hare Hare Yukai tonight.
And the SUPAAAAAAAAAA Mix.
Which scared everyone.
Mwahahahaha~~~
Esther had it photo-taken.
XD

Anyway,
We had truth or dares tonight.
LOL???
And it's one of the craziest.
At first it's truth or dare...
And then it became DARE OR DARE.
LOL???

We placed the dares in the black bag.
And we picked a dare inside.
What's inside...
There's a lot.
TOO LOT.
LOL.
But some are missing, I wonder why...
Like...
Act like Mr. John...
Crossdressing...
Exchange clothes with each other...
Hmm...
Wonder where they went to...
=w=

I was dared to kiss someone's leg.
And...
The leg that was the "cleanest" that time was Esther's.
-m-
I will not forget how much geli that was...
And...
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~~~~

Then...
Oh, note that they're not in order.
XD

Okay, then...
We have Nikki drinking a mysterious drink.
There's a lot of stuffs inside.
Peanut butter, 100+, cola, sprite, soya bean, tomato sos, chili sos...
I think there's more.
And the worst thing is...
Nikki said that it's not bad.
And licked the remaining peanut butter off the drink.
Eww......
~m~

Watch the below...




Oh,
We have Nikki doing dirty dance on the wall.
Eww, I know.
XD

Watch below...




And the bottle loves to spin to me or Liang.
LOL???
Or rather, it loves to spin to the person who's spinning the bottle.
Weird, I know...

Didn't record much.

But there's one very interesting one.
Right before Yuki went back, we dared her.
And we chose the dare for her.
And...
It ends up...
"Kiss the person of the same sex!"
LOL???
So...
Esther and Preety have left.
Leaving only Nikki, me, Kou and Adam.
So...
Kou and Adam are out, obviously.
Leaving me and Nikki.
Which one should she chose?
"Of course you la!" - by Nikki.
Huh, why???
"My face you see also know lar!!!"
Oh, okay, fine, whatever. (LOL my act is very good eh??? XD)
So...
Should I pose like Cactuar (see here) to let you kiss??? XD
LOL, I get one hit on the head. (Obviously??? =w=)
Then...
I was kissed on the forehead.
Yeah.
That's how easy it is.
LOL?
(Dammit, why not on other parts?!?! ROAR!!!!!! WAW)
Oh, it was picture taken.
But I forgot who's phone had it.
Hmm...
Whatever.
LOL? XD

Adam promoting his milo. Supposed to be "seductively". But... =w=

Nikki having the ribbon on the "boob". XD

Nikki putting the ribbon on the crotch. LOL~

Adam act like a retard. He always do. LOL?

If you noticed, there's two people in there.
And I know that you will not know who they are.
They're...
ESTHER AND YUKI!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!

Watch below...


Basically, that's the end of the night...
I guess???
But there's another party during the New Year.
Yay~
Gonna get sommore ideas on the DARE OR DARE.
Mwahahahaha~~~~~~~

Mel's Departure...

Insert: When You're Gone (by Avril Lavigne)

Mel had left us.
For Germany.
(No, she did not die. XD)


So...

Yeah, I will miss her.
Very much.
As much as the others would.

I'm actually quite regretful to not be able to be with her for the last day.
Yesterday, that is.
Before her departure.

Maybe I should make a song out for her, then?

Heheh, inspiration.



Anyway, I will miss her.

Very much.

But not as much as BJ did, I think.

LOL!!!!!! XDXD



Okay la, joking...

Will update again when I successfully make the song out.

^w^

Kou's Birthday...

Insert: 祝我生日快乐 (By Jay and Landy)

Suddenly, I just wanted to sing this song.
To Kou.
My most beloved friend.

It's sad that no one can celebrate his birthday today...
And I'm held on responsibility to this...
Gomen Kou-chan... _(v w v)_

He wasn't able to celebrate thanks to me.
If it wasn't of the performance,
I wouldn't need to force him to come with us.
To practice.

And if it wasn't of this,
He can celebrate with his other friends already...
Or even his lover...

Haiz...



Seriously, I'm sorry Kou...
Yurushite kure ne~
XD