AND BE GRATEFUL PEOPLE. BECAUSE THIS IS FOR MEL. I'M ACTUALLY UPLOADING SOME PICTURES.
Lol? Not to mention, some videos too. Though they're all very short. XD
Who's there? Well... Me... Kou... Yuki... Esther... Preety... And at last, ADAM!!!!!! XD LOL. He came last minute. Because he struggle with his problems 'till the end!!! Good job soldier! X3
So... We have foods tonight. (Duh!) And... I ACTUALLY COOKED FOR THE NIGHT!!!!!! OMGNWTFBBQKLCCWALIUEH!!!!! XD I made some spaghetti, the sos for the spaghetti, and salads. Too bad I made too much and 90% of the salads are much a waste. TwT But at least those bacons are edible. Phew... Esther said that they're nice. Lucky me???
During the makan time... I'm not sure what brings up the topic. Esther starting to said that she only liked 3 animes so far. The first one is Paradise Kiss. The next one is Ouran High School. And then she and Yuki screamed together in "harmony". Which we, the rest of the people, was scared of it. OMG... And then she said La Corda Doro Primo Casso And then they scream again. This time, insert earthquake. THEY JUMPED. For 5 minutes, I guess??? And Preet was like "Oh my gosh!!!" And I can't stop laughing. It's damn hilarious!!!!!!
Then. They found themselves. They're the other halves of each other. I mean... They're just so similar!!! First, it's their hairstyle. Esther had that one during her school time. And Yuki will do the same if her fringe is longer. AND THEY HAVE THE SAME LIKINGS!!!!!! OAo Okay, it freaks all of us out. VERY MUCH. Especially when they screamed and jumped... OMG... ~m~ Scary man...
By the way, we danced Hare Hare Yukai tonight. And the SUPAAAAAAAAAA Mix. Which scared everyone. Mwahahahaha~~~ Esther had it photo-taken. XD
Anyway, We had truth or dares tonight. LOL??? And it's one of the craziest. At first it's truth or dare... And then it became DARE OR DARE. LOL???
We placed the dares in the black bag. And we picked a dare inside. What's inside... There's a lot. TOO LOT. LOL. But some are missing, I wonder why... Like... Act like Mr. John... Crossdressing... Exchange clothes with each other... Hmm... Wonder where they went to... =w=
I was dared to kiss someone's leg. And... The leg that was the "cleanest" that time was Esther's. -m- I will not forget how much geli that was... And... EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~~~~
Then... Oh, note that they're not in order. XD
Okay, then... We have Nikki drinking a mysterious drink. There's a lot of stuffs inside. Peanut butter, 100+, cola, sprite, soya bean, tomato sos, chili sos... I think there's more. And the worst thing is... Nikki said that it's not bad. And licked the remaining peanut butter off the drink. Eww...... ~m~
Watch the below...
Oh, We have Nikki doing dirty dance on the wall. Eww, I know. XD
Watch below...
And the bottle loves to spin to me or Liang. LOL??? Or rather, it loves to spin to the person who's spinning the bottle. Weird, I know...
Didn't record much.
But there's one very interesting one. Right before Yuki went back, we dared her. And we chose the dare for her. And... It ends up... "Kiss the person of the same sex!" LOL??? So... Esther and Preety have left. Leaving only Nikki, me, Kou and Adam. So... Kou and Adam are out, obviously. Leaving me and Nikki. Which one should she chose? "Of course you la!" - by Nikki. Huh, why??? "My face you see also know lar!!!" Oh, okay, fine, whatever. (LOL my act is very good eh??? XD) So... Should I pose like Cactuar (see here) to let you kiss??? XD LOL, I get one hit on the head. (Obviously??? =w=) Then... I was kissed on the forehead. Yeah. That's how easy it is. LOL? (Dammit, why not on other parts?!?! ROAR!!!!!! WAW) Oh, it was picture taken. But I forgot who's phone had it. Hmm... Whatever. LOL? XD
Adam promoting his milo. Supposed to be "seductively". But... =w=
Nikki having the ribbon on the "boob". XD
Nikki putting the ribbon on the crotch. LOL~
Adam act like a retard. He always do. LOL?
If you noticed, there's two people in there. And I know that you will not know who they are. They're... ESTHER AND YUKI!!!!!! OMG!!!!!
Watch below...
Basically, that's the end of the night... I guess??? But there's another party during the New Year. Yay~ Gonna get sommore ideas on the DARE OR DARE. Mwahahahaha~~~~~~~
Today... Is a very tiring day... No mee sedap... Sad... XD
Okay, that's a joke. But I seriously fall in love with Mee SEDAP!!!!!! It's not kidding, it's really SEDAP. But you must buy the right brand. Although I don't really know what's the brand... But it's NEVER sotong. NEVER. No Takos. It's bad. The spices are BAD. -w-
I'm serious.
So... Today I arrived at Kou's at... 8 something? And my mom INSISTED that he come down to fetch me. Goddammit... Can't believe she actually was afraid of him. DUDE!!! What is he and who is he?! I know better than my mum. HE WILL NEVER TOUCH GIRLS!!!!!! XD Only the same... *w* Can't talk, sorry... XD
Anyways...
We chat junk there. Instead of practicing... And watched Okane ga Nai. X3
LOL?
Then... Lvy came. She was like "OMG" OAO And INNOCENT (yes she is) When she looked at 801 manga. [[[Okane ga Nai]]] LOL??? XD
Soon, it became fashion time. Haiz. And we wasted a lot of time commenting on the clothes. When we decided to leave right after Kou bathed, He suddenly decided that he would try on. And Lvy joined him. WTF...
Then...
I JOINED IN TOO!!! XD
Dude... It was hectic... And it dragged my time too...
12 something. We FINALLY arrived at LM. Went to McD and makan... Man, I must be hungry. In 5 minutes, I finished the McChicken... Like it was just a piece of potato chip.
Ordered the apple pie too. And it's okay. And VERY HOT.
Near 1pm. Went to Giant and buy the C2 Apple drink. Man... I'm just so addicted to this drink. XD Or I'm addicted to apple??? ?w? Either way, that thing is really GOOD!!!!!! ^w^
Then, we went to Melody... Going to practice our stuffs there... Well, GOING, to.
And seriously, I HATE Yagami. Except for his skill to make his own style of stuffs, He basically can ruin one song. SERIOUSLY. =w= And he doesn't have a real good attitude. Bleh. Hate it.
So... We decided to cancel the damn band thing. Just because of him. But when Kou phoned to BC, BC said that "Why cancel it?! It's a good song!!!" Sounds like he wanted to play.
Okay then. The band shall stay. WITHOUT KEYBOARDIST.
Damn... Keyboardist is such a headache... =w= When you have a good one, it will be EXTREMELY good. When you have a bad one, it will be EXTREMELY bad.
Haiz...
Basically, we didn't practice much about the band. We just kept on dancing and dancing and dancing... Until we went nuts with the dances XD
We began to add in our own stuffs... Played with the moves... And even dance the wrong parts!!! @w@
Man...
Repeating one same song for hundredths of times... IS NOT A GOOD THING. Seriously...
You will get... Not bored. But MAJORLY RETARDED about the whole damn dance.
OMGNWTFBBQKLCCMLMGay...
Anyway, the whole thing is so DAMN RETARDED.
Damn!!! Someone should really take a video of that thing... XD
We practically danced until 5 something... Then decided to cut off the SUPAAAA Mix... Damn! My blood and tears... TwT
Oh well.
But then, suddenly after dancing 100th times of Hare2. We turned into that SUPAAAA Mix. And suddenly... With only 3 of us... Meso, Kou, and I. It turned out quite well. Better than we were 5... Good grief???
I wasn't sure about that then... 8w8 Anyways, we decided to dance it... For the prom night... With only 3 people. Mwahaha?
Oh well...
Hope it's okay then... But maybe I should just sing. Mafan betul... =w=
Haiz...
After those tiring stuffs... I need to carry my 3 big bags to Sakae Sushi. My god... Lucky Kou was there to help me out.
But...
GODDAMMIT!!! IT'S RAINING FOR GODDESS SAKE!!!! GRAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
=w=
Anyway, luckily after the very tiring "trip". I have my SUSHI!!! Nyahahaha~ Although... I need to share with my FAMILY. =w= Greh...
So... Basically, that's the end of my day for today. Except that I just finished from packing up... Leaving for Kuantan. With Yuki. =w=
Wonder will I be bored... (Looks away to the sky...) Haiz...
Oh well, at least I have my new phone with me. And I have prepared some books. Think I can survive for 4 days...
Wait. Phone... I NEED MY CHARGER!!!!!! OAO
Please remember to put it in tomorrow... =w= And My books...
Ahh... Reset... How much do I want to reset all those stuffs and events that happened in my life.
For example. The day that I dropped my phone. If I could reset the day, I can work through the day again with new knowledge. And try a different path.
Another example. The weeks that I'm suppose to have training in my house. But at the end we end up playing and fooling around. And nothing has been done. Which I would hope that the things can go to my way.
And another. The month that I had SPM. If I could reset and study hardly. Maybe I don't even need to worry about anything now. Although I still haven't get the results yet.
And finally... This year. Where most of the events that changed my life. Though not entirely, but played a big part of it. Teaches me how to laugh, and how to cry. How much can a heart be ached... How much can a person be happy... How much, how much, one can taste everything... If I could reset again, and understood them more... If I could reset again, and spend more time with them... If I could reset again, and learnt to know them more...
And if I could... Everything will be better...
But it doesn't, and we can't reset all those that we've done.
And seriously, if I could reset my life again. I would reconsider my decisions to the right or wrong, But also be much more straightforward to my emotions, If you ARE going to die either way. Do not fear, do not think, and do not hold back. Just do what you want. Just be what you are.
Maybe...
My life would be better.
Even just for one year...
And if I could... Maybe I can get whatever that I wanted. For a very long time...
Like... Money. Friends. And maybe even love...
But it's never going to happen.
17 more days...
Until next year...
Maybe, I just don't have enough time that everyone thought that I had. No, I really don't. They would send me overseas. And I will be apart with everything that I cherished for.
No.
They had tore me apart with the things that I owned.
For example: My room. My bed. My everything that I own in this house.
And slowly... My life will be taken too... Gradually... Bits by bits...
It's not really conscious. But I can feel it. Something IS changing behind the eyes.
And slowly... I might not become myself too... And I'm kinda afraid with that.
But nevertheless. As the day I still own this name of mine. I shall not change.
Until the day that everyone started to call me by "Josephine", I shall not change. I will still be "Ace".
Or maybe just "Zero", Rei.
And no, I will not love my own name. Thanks much... NOT.
Uhuh.
Maybe I should stop my ramblings until here then...?
1st step, wash the hair...
Then, blow the hair...
And then, cut it...
At last, shape it...
Can't believe I can be such a "good child". LOL?
